Disintegration
The Cure Lyrics


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Oh, I miss the kiss of treachery
The shameless kiss of vanity
The soft and the black and the velvety
Up tight against the side of me

And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
And run in thickening streams of greed
As bit by bit it starts the need
To just let go my party piece

I miss the kiss of treachery
The aching kiss before I feed
The stench of a love for a younger meat
And the sound that it makes when it cuts in deep
The holding up on bended knees
The addiction of duplicities
As bit by bit, it starts the need
To just let go of my party piece

But I never said I would stay to the end
So I leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery
Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When both of us knew how the ending would be

So it's all come back 'round to breaking apart again
Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
Making it up behind my back again
Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
Holding it up behind my head again
Cut in the deep to the heart of the bone again
'Round and 'round and 'round and it's coming apart again
Over and over and over

And now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone
I'm crying for sympathy, crocodiles cry
For the love of the crowd
And the three cheers from everyone
Dropping through sky
Through the glass of the roof
Through the roof of your mouth
Through the mouth of your eye
Through the eye of the needle
It's easier for me to get closer to Heaven
Than ever feel whole again

But I never said I would stay to the end
I knew I would leave you with babies and everything
Screaming like this in the whole of sincerity
Screaming me over and over and over
I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery
And stains on the carpet and stains on the memory of
Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
When we both of us knew how the end always is
How the end always is

How the end always is
How the end always is
How the end always is
How the end always is




Always
Always

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to The Cure's "Disintegration" explore feelings of detachment, self-destructive behavior, and the inevitability of the end of a relationship. Lead singer Robert Smith laments the loss of the treacherous and addictive aspects of love, such as the need for vanity, duplicity, and the excitement that comes from the fear of betrayal. He expresses a sense of inevitability that comes with the knowledge that the relationship will end, and the pain that comes with knowing this before it happens.


The repetition of the phrase "I miss the kiss of treachery" emphasizes the longing for the dangerous and thrilling aspects of love, even though they ultimately lead to the end of the relationship. The lines "But I never said I would stay to the end" and "So it's all come back 'round to breaking apart again" signal a sense of inevitability and foreshadowing of the end of the relationship, despite the lingering hope for a different outcome. The final repetition of "How the end always is" serves to reinforce this sense of inevitability.


Overall, "Disintegration" is a melancholic and introspective reflection on the complexities of love, detachment, and the pain of knowing that an end is near.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh, I miss the kiss of treachery
I long for the feeling of deceitful love


The shameless kiss of vanity
Passionate kisses fueled by ego and self-importance


The soft and the black and the velvety
The contrast of gentle and dark sensations


Up tight against the side of me
The intense closeness of two people entwined


And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed
The physical and emotional pain resulting from a tumultuous relationship


And run in thickening streams of greed
Desire and ambition cause hurtful actions


As bit by bit it starts the need
Slowly but surely, the craving for something different emerges


To just let go my party piece
To release the behavior or attribute that keeps the relationship going


The aching kiss before I feed
The longing for passion even if it leads to heartache


The stench of a love for a younger meat
A strong and unbalanced infatuation with someone much younger


And the sound that it makes when it cuts in deep
The pain from falling deeply in love with someone out of reach


The holding up on bended knees
Pleading and begging for love and affection


The addiction of duplicities
Being hooked on deception and multiple lovers


But I never said I would stay to the end
I never promised to be fully committed to this relationship


So I leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
I abandon you with our children and a desire for communication and connection


Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
Yelling and acting impulsively in the hopes of hiding something


I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery
I depart with images and memories of deceit and lies


Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
Evidence of our broken relationship on the floor and in our surroundings


Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
Desperately wishing for joy and love in our sleep


When both of us knew how the ending would be
We both knew this relationship was doomed from the start


And now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces
Realizing that the end is near and the relationship is shattering


I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone
I am emotionally drained and will give my love to anyone who wants it


I'm crying for sympathy, crocodiles cry
I am asking for pity and attention, like insincere tears from a crocodile


For the love of the crowd
I am seeking validation and acceptance from others


And the three cheers from everyone
Getting applause from everyone for leaving the relationship


Dropping through sky
Falling and losing control


Through the glass of the roof
Breaking through barriers and limitations


Through the roof of your mouth
Voice and words breaking through emotional barriers


Through the mouth of your eye
Crying and emotional release


Through the eye of the needle
Navigating a difficult path to salvation


It's easier for me to get closer to Heaven
It is easier for me to die than to feel whole again


Than ever feel whole again
I feel like my life is shattered beyond repair


How the end always is
The inevitable end of love and relationships


Always
The cyclical nature of the constant breakups and heartbreaks in life




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Boris Williams, Laurence Andrew Tolhurst, Porl Thompson, Robert James Smith, Roger O'donnell, Simon Gallup

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