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The Cure Lyrics


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I really don't know what I'm doing here
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight but
Just one drink
And there're some people to meet you
I think that you'll like them
I have to say we do
And I promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
Now why don't I just get you another
While you just say hello
Yeah just say hello

So I'm clutching it tight
Another glass in my hand
And my mouth and the smiles
Moving up as I stand up
Too close and too wide
And the smiles are too bright
And I breathe in too deep
And my head's getting light
But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
And I'm starting to sway
And the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
And they won't go away
So here I go
Here I go again

Falling into strangers
And it's only just eleven
And I'm staring like a child
Until someone slips me heaven
And I take it on my knees
Just like a thousand times before
And I get transfixed
That fixed
And I'm just looking at the floor
Just looking at the floor
Yeah I look at the floor

And I'm starting to laugh
Like an animal in pain
And I've got blood on my hands
And I've got hands in my brain
And the first short retch
Leaves me gasping for more
And I stagger over screaming
On my way to the floor
And I'm back on my back
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
And the colour and the music's too loud
And my head's all the wrong size
So here I go
Here I go again

Yeah I laugh and I jump
And I sing and I laugh
And I dance and I laugh
And I laugh and I laugh
And I can't seem to think
Where this is
Who I am
Why I'm keeping this going
Keep pouring it out
Keep pouring it down
And the way the rain comes down hard
That's the way I feel inside

I can't take it anymore
This it I've become
This is it like I get
When my life's going numb
I just keep moving my mouth
I just keep moving my feet
I say I'm loving you to death
Like I'm losing my breath
And all the smiles that I wear
And all the games that I play
And all the drinks that I mix
And I drink until I'm sick
And all the faces that I make
And all the shapes that I throw
And all the people I meet
And all the words that I know
Makes me sick to the heart
Oh I feel so tired





And the way the rain comes down hard
That's how I feel inside

Overall Meaning

The song "Open" by The Cure describes the struggle of addiction through vivid, chaotic imagery. The singer is at a party despite feeling like they probably should have stayed home, but they're tempted by the promise of just one drink and some people to meet. As the night goes on, the singer gets increasingly intoxicated and loses control. They describe clutching their drink tightly, breathing deeply, and feeling like the air is getting heavier. They are surrounded by people they don't know, their hands on the singer's shoulders, and the singer is starting to sway. They describe falling into strangers, laughing in pain, and feeling like they can't take it anymore. The song culminates with the singer expressing their tiredness and sickness in the face of addiction, feeling trapped by the cycle of partying and feeling empty inside.


The imagery in "Open" is potent and disturbing, painting a picture of someone who has lost control of their life. The party atmosphere is depicted as suffocating, with the air growing heavier and the hands on the singer's shoulders feeling like an unwanted weight. The singer's laughter is described as "a child," "like an animal in pain," and "throwing shapes." All of these descriptions suggest a lack of control and emphasize the chaos and unpredictability of the situation. The line, "I say I'm loving you to death like I'm losing my breath" encapsulates the addictive cycle of self-destruction that the singer is caught in. The song is a vivid, haunting depiction of the struggles of addiction.


Line by Line Meaning

I really don't know what I'm doing here
I feel uncertain and out of place in this situation.


I really think I should've gone to bed tonight but
I believe that I should have rested tonight instead of being here.


Just one drink
I plan to have a single alcoholic beverage.


And there're some people to meet you
There are some individuals who want to see you.


I think that you'll like them
I have a feeling that you will appreciate their company.


I have to say we do
I have to admit that we like spending time together.


And I promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
I assure you that we will leave here in less than an hour.


Now why don't I just get you another
Would you like me to get you another drink?


While you just say hello
While you greet the people around us.


So I'm clutching it tight
I'm holding onto the glass firmly.


Another glass in my hand
I picked up another glass of alcohol.


And my mouth and the smiles
I'm talking and grinning.


Moving up as I stand up
I stand up and lean forward.


Too close and too wide
I'm standing too close and my smile is too big.


And the smiles are too bright
Everybody's smile is unnaturally cheerful.


And I breathe in too deep
I inhale too much air.


And my head's getting light
I'm feeling lightheaded.


But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
The atmosphere is more solemn and close.


And I'm starting to sway
I'm starting to waver.


And the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
I can't identify the people with their hands on my shoulders.


And they won't go away
They won't leave me alone.


So here I go
I'm about to embark on something.


Falling into strangers
I'm losing myself among unfamiliar people.


And it's only just eleven
It's only 11 o'clock in the evening.


And I'm staring like a child
I'm gazing like a child.


Until someone slips me heaven
Until someone gives me another drink.


And I take it on my knees
I drink it on my knees.


Just like a thousand times before
I've done this countless times.


And I get transfixed
I become immobilized.


That fixed
That way


And I'm just looking at the floor
I'm staring at the floor.


And I'm starting to laugh
I'm starting to chuckle.


Like an animal in pain
I'm laughing like an animal in pain.


And I've got blood on my hands
I have blood on my hands.


And I've got hands in my brain
I have hands in my mind.


And the first short retch
I'm having a sudden, brief vomiting.


Leaves me gasping for more
It makes me crave for more drinks.


And I stagger over screaming
I'm shouting as I move unsteadily.


On my way to the floor
As I am about to fall to the ground.


And I'm back on my back
I'm lying on my back.


With the lights and the lies in my eyes
The lights and the false impressions are in my vision.


And the colour and the music's too loud
The color and the music are too vibrant and loud.


And my head's all the wrong size
My head feels larger than usual.


Yeah I laugh and I jump
I keep laughing and jumping.


And I sing and I laugh
I also sing while laughing.


And I dance and I laugh
And dance too.


And I laugh and I laugh
I keep on laughing.


And I can't seem to think
I'm unable to have a clear thought.


Where this is
I'm uncertain about what's happening.


Who I am
I'm starting to forget my identity.


Why I'm keeping this going
I'm unsure why I'm continuing this behavior.


Keep pouring it out
Keep drinking more.


Keep pouring it down
Keep taking more alcohol.


And the way the rain comes down hard
The way the rain is pouring tells how I feel.


That's the way I feel inside
I feel overwhelmed inside.


I can't take it anymore
I can't handle this anymore.


This it I've become
This is who I've turned into.


This is it like I get
This is how I normally react.


When my life's going numb
When my life feels like losing conscious.


I just keep moving my mouth
I just keep talking and talking.


I just keep moving my feet
I just keep moving my feet randomly.


I say I'm loving you to death
I repeatedly say that I love you to the point of passing away.


Like I'm losing my breath
As if I'm running out of breath.


And all the smiles that I wear
All my smiles that I show.


And all the games that I play
And all the games that I participate in.


And all the drinks that I mix
And all the drinks that I prepare.


And I drink until I'm sick
And I will not stop drinking until I feel ill.


And all the faces that I make
And all the faces that I make.


And all the shapes that I throw
And all the dance moves I do.


And all the people I meet
And all the individuals I encounter.


And all the words that I know
And all the words that I'm familiar with.


Makes me sick to the heart
All these things make me feel disgusted.


Oh I feel so tired
I'm feeling fatigued.


And the way the rain comes down hard
The way the rain is coming down tells how I feel.


That's how I feel inside
That's how I feel internally.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Robert James Smith, Porl Thompson, Boris Williams, Perry Bamonte, Simon Johnathon Gallup

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