The Drowning Years
The Delgados Lyrics


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This is the life of a woman with demons
The first time we met I was sure she was steaming
This is my life, this is my life
What a life
Life isn't precious and life isn't sacred
Sometimes release only comes when you meet death
A night of reprieve we were wrecked when we slept in the park
When we woke in the morning you cried could I squeeze out the dark

Destroy the noises that make all the voices
Get them out of my head
Bring on the screaming and I'll take your demons now that I'm all already dead

Days of release when she almost felt better
Gradually faded and words couldn't get her
Where is the light, where is the light, get the light
Fearless and clear all her doubts had been cast off
Last night alive is a nightmare I'm part of
Dreams are a lie, dreams are a lie
So am I
If that's all there is then I might as well get in the fire

Destroy the noises that make all the voices
Get them out of my head
Bring on the screaming and I'll take your demons now that I'm already dead
Oh how the rights of the righteous kept coming
Shining before like the day
I stand before them and cried that you're dying your way





I'm still not sure if the right and the wrong side is one

Overall Meaning

The Delgados’ song The Drowning Years is a haunting and introspective examination of a woman struggling with mental illness and the demons that come with it. The song is a commentary on the fragility of life and the sense of hopelessness that can come with the feeling of being consumed by one’s own internal struggles. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a woman who is constantly battling with her own personal demons, and the singer is powerless to help her.


The first time they met, the singer was struck by the intensity of the woman's struggles. Despite the pain and suffering she endures, the woman seems to be resigned to her fate. She understands that life is not sacred, and that at times, the only release is through death. The woman and the singer share a moment of connection, but even in that moment of joy, it is tinged with sadness as they both know it is fleeting.


The song ends with a sense of ambiguity, as the singer is not sure which side is right or wrong, suggesting that there are no easy answers when it comes to mental illness. Overall, the song offers a poignant and moving exploration of mental illness, and the toll it can take on those who suffer from it.


Line by Line Meaning

This is the life of a woman with demons
Describing the experience of a woman struggling with inner demons


The first time we met I was sure she was steaming
Meeting this woman for the first time, sensing that she was troubled


This is my life, this is my life
Acknowledging the struggles of the singer's own life


What a life
Reflecting on the difficulties of life


Life isn't precious and life isn't sacred
Viewing life as not inherently valuable or meaningful


Sometimes release only comes when you meet death
Recognizing that some may only find relief from their struggles through death


A night of reprieve we were wrecked when we slept in the park
Finding temporary solace, but feeling the weight of the struggles the next day


When we woke in the morning you cried could I squeeze out the dark
Expressing a desire to overcome the challenges and turmoil


Destroy the noises that make all the voices
Wanting to silence the inner turmoil and self-doubt


Get them out of my head
Desiring to rid oneself of negative thoughts and feelings


Bring on the screaming and I'll take your demons now that I'm all already dead
Offering to help others with their struggles, and perhaps feeling that one's own life is already over


Days of release when she almost felt better
Feeling moments of relief and hope for the future


Gradually faded and words couldn't get her
Slipping back into old patterns of struggle and finding that words can't help


Where is the light, where is the light, get the light
Seeking hope and positivity


Fearless and clear all her doubts had been cast off
Feeling free from doubt and anxiety, if only for a moment


Last night alive is a nightmare I'm part of
Reflecting on difficult times and feeling like a part of the nightmare


Dreams are a lie, dreams are a lie
Questioning the validity and usefulness of hopes and dreams


So am I
Feeling hopeless and lost


If that's all there is then I might as well get in the fire
Feeling like life has little meaning or purpose, and considering giving up completely


Oh how the rights of the righteous kept coming
Feeling weighed down by the expectations and beliefs of others


Shining before like the day
Seeing others in a positive light, perhaps despite one's own struggles


I stand before them and cried that you're dying your way
Feeling judged and criticized for one's choices and struggles


I'm still not sure if the right and the wrong side is one
Questioning the existence of right and wrong, or doubting one's ability to choose the right path




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Written by: HENDERSON, POLLOCK, SAVAGE, WOODWARD

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