Trilogy
The Delgados Lyrics


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I became accustomed to a kind of social servitude
and no one, I mean no one, could accept what I had become
Selfish, bitter, weak
Enough to make you sick
And lately, I've been feeling there are bits of life I'm stealing
Get me home

At times it seems I will not help
but it's just that I must save myself
from fear that blankets me like mist
on an optimist who insists
it's the simple things that crush
and I'm crying far too much
so much so that I'm thinking my control on life is shrinking

There's a light on in my head and I'm thinking what I said
All the freedom in my brain, I'm alright now
I'm just thinking what to say
Sorry doesn't seem to wash
when there's truths around that I have quashed
and no one, I mean no one, can depress me more than I can
So does that make me weak or should that make me sick?
But lately I've been feeling that I'm gonna give up breathing

There's a light on in my head and I'm thinking what I said
All the fever in my brain, I'm alright now
I can even take the pain
There's a light on in my head and I'm thinking what I said




All the fever in my brain, I'm alright now
I can even take the pain

Overall Meaning

The Delgados's song American Trilogy is a reflection on the internal struggles of the singer. The lyrics are filled with self-doubt, guilt, and a sense of being trapped in their own thoughts. The first verse sets the tone for the entire song with the singer admitting to being in a state of "social servitude" and feeling like they are "stealing" bits of life. The second verse reveals the singer's fear of being crushed by "the simple things" in life and feeling like they are losing control. The chorus provides some hope as the singer finds a light in their head and is able to accept the pain they are feeling.


The song seems to be about the singer's journey towards self-acceptance and forgiveness. They are aware of their own faults and shortcomings, but are struggling to come to terms with them. They feel guilty for their actions and fear the consequences, but are slowly learning to forgive themselves. The chorus suggests that the singer is starting to accept themselves and their flaws, and is finding a way to move forward.


Overall, American Trilogy is a hauntingly beautiful song that captures the complexity of human emotions. It explores themes of self-doubt, guilt, fear, and self-acceptance through powerful and introspective lyrics.


Line by Line Meaning

I became accustomed to a kind of social servitude
I got used to a specific way of living based on societal norms and expectations.


and no one, I mean no one, could accept what I had become
Even people close to me couldn't fully comprehend or approve of the person I had become.


Selfish, bitter, weak
I am overly focused on myself, harboring negative feelings and unable to stand up for myself.


Enough to make you sick
My behavior is so distressing that others are repulsed by it.


And lately, I've been feeling there are bits of life I'm stealing
I have come to the realization that I am not living life to the fullest, and that I am taking it for granted.


Get me home
I want to go back to a familiar and safe place, where I feel comfortable.


At times it seems I will not help
I struggle with helping others in my life.


but it's just that I must save myself
I prioritize my own needs and well-being because if I don't, no one else will.


from fear that blankets me like mist
I often feel engulfed by fear, like a thick fog around me that's hard to clear.


on an optimist who insists
Even though I try to stay positive, my fear threatens to overcome me.


it's the simple things that crush
It's the small things that sometimes have the greatest impact on me.


and I'm crying far too much
I find myself excessively emotional, especially when confronted with difficult truths.


so much so that I'm thinking my control on life is shrinking
My emotional responses and reactions make me feel like I'm losing agency over my own life.


Sorry doesn't seem to wash
Apologizing doesn't feel like enough to rectify the damage I've done.


when there's truths around that I have quashed
I have suppressed and ignored important truths that are now causing me regret.


and no one, I mean no one, can depress me more than I can
I am my own worst critic and often get down on myself more than anyone else ever could.


So does that make me weak or should that make me sick?
I am unsure of whether my self-criticism and negative self-talk is unhealthy or just a sign of my own personal shortcomings.


But lately I've been feeling that I'm gonna give up breathing
I sometimes feel consumed by despair and feel hopeless about the future, to the point where I question whether life is worth living.


There's a light on in my head and I'm thinking what I said
I am reflecting on my past words and actions, and how they have affected my present situation.


All the freedom in my brain, I'm alright now
My thoughts, feelings, and emotions are all valid and deserve to be acknowledged, even if they're uncomfortable or difficult to face.


I'm just thinking what to say
I am taking the time to carefully consider my words and actions in the present, hoping to avoid past mistakes.


All the fever in my brain, I'm alright now
Even though my thoughts and emotions can be intense and painful at times, I'm able to process them in healthy ways and come out stronger for it.


I can even take the pain
I've developed resilience and strength in the face of hardship, and am now able to handle tough situations without feeling consumed by them.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: ALUN TREVOR WOODWARD, EMMA SHEARER POLLOCK, PAUL ALEXANDER SAVAGE, STEWART HENDERSON

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Comments from YouTube:

thegoldenavatar

Still one of my favorite albums.

Humanshieldchorus00

aye..today

Ready-Adhesiveness40

The Delgados are the good example of am ensemble where each member plays in support of each other, but the bassists really shines here, for me. The bass lines just weave in and out in a most unexpected manor.. It always distracts me a bit from the story, but it's a nice distraction. Such a treasure of a band that I'd love to have seen live.

viajandoenbus

The video version cuts the best lines from this song: "I became accustomed to a kind of social servitude and no one, I mean no one, could accept what I had become: selfish, bitter, weak. Enough to make you sick."

j hu

worthy of dostoevsky

Amir3793

This song makes me want to cry yet smile at the same time. IT dosen't make sense at all, yet it dose. If there is a song that best describes my life right now it's this one.

theywereyou8

still great song...

Eric Crawford

All You Need is Honesty.

damian andres

Saludos desde Monte Grande, Argentina!

CABORCA-LUISB

lately, Ive been feeling there are bits of life Im stealing :(