MOG
The E.N.D Lyrics
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So many nights I couldn't sleep, I couldn't talk to my momma
Cause she was hurting too I'm sick my Pops was causing the drama
Troubled home, was my environment and I was a product
Never had a lot of friends, always stayed in my lane
I used to hoop but they ain't know me, only see me in games
Trying to balance my emotions through the sunshine and rain
I hate to say but love is pain, know they one in the same
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
I'm Detroit made
Been knowing I was special since the 1st grade
Remember when these bitches broke my heart, I felt like hurt bae
Remember when they ran up in our crib, them was them Burt days
Somehow my momma still got me them gifts on all them birthdays
Trench baby, I grew up on the west right behind Rouge Park
Never was the toughest, but they knew I had a huge heart
Always was a hooper, I'm on fire, got em seeing sparks
I rocked him out his shoes, I got him lost, I call him Lewis Clark
Man you niggas ain't fucking with me
I den ran up out of love, these bitches ain't trusting in me
I ain't gotta ask for hugs, these bitches gone come and get em
That's an awful lot of drugs, I use it just for the healing
It take me up to the ceiling
I'm writing and I'm revealing
Sometimes I be in my feelings
Sometimes I be in my feelings
Had to say it twice, to emphasize, I know depression nothing nice
I worked on meditation cause I know depression come with life
Spent my ninth grade at Cass, met my family we locked in
Was late to first hour, I'm in the vestibule boxed in
That's when we started leaving going to hoop, it was some comp then
My people hiding something in the bushes, was a Glock ten
A Glock nine
That's when I saw how dangerous it get, I'm seeing chalk lines
Niggas letting off six second clips, but this is not vine
I copped mine, I'm not lying
Just know that if you fuck with my family, I guarantee you that I pop mine
Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
I'm standing face to face with my childhood trauma
So many nights I couldn't sleep, I couldn't talk to my momma
Cause she was hurting too I'm sick my Pops was causing the drama
Troubled home, was my environment and I was a product
Never had a lot of friends, always stayed in my lane
I used to hoop but they ain't know me, only see me in games
Trying to balance my emotions through the sunshine and rain
I hate to say but love is pain, know they one in the same
The lyrics of The E.N.D's song "MOG" delve into the artist's childhood experiences and the emotional struggles he faced growing up. The opening lines express the artist's confrontation with a childhood trauma, which may have caused him sleepless nights and difficulty communicating with his mother, who was also dealing with her own pain due to his father's destructive behavior. The troubled home environment he grew up in shaped his identity and influenced his behavior as a product of that environment.
The artist reflects on his upbringing, highlighting his lack of close friends and his tendency to keep to himself. Despite being involved in basketball, he felt unseen and unknown by others, only witnessing recognition during games. He attempts to navigate his emotions amidst both positive and negative experiences, symbolized by the sunshine and rain. The artist acknowledges the painful truth that love can bring both joy and suffering.
The lyrics also touch upon the artist's resilience and strength. Having grown up in challenging circumstances, he had to work hard from an early age to overcome obstacles. He felt isolated and unloved by his family, which only fueled his determination to succeed. Now that he has found success, he counts his victories and cherishes his progress.
The artist shares glimpses of his personal history, mentioning his Detroit roots and early recognition of his own uniqueness. He recalls heartbreak and the intrusion of violence into his home but emphasizes the love and support he received from his mother, who still managed to provide him with gifts on his birthdays. His connection to his neighborhood is mentioned, and though he may not have been physically tough, he possessed a tremendous amount of empathy and compassion.
Throughout the song, the artist also explores themes of trust and self-medication. He expresses his lack of trust in others, particularly in romantic relationships, implying that he has been let down in the past. The reference to drugs suggests that he uses substances to cope with emotional pain, using them as a form of self-healing. However, he acknowledges the temporary relief they provide and seeks solace through writing and sharing his emotions.
The lyrics capture a snapshot of the artist's emotions and experiences throughout his life. They convey the struggle he faced in his childhood, the challenges he overcame, and the inner battles he continues to fight. The artist presents an honest reflection on his journey, revealing his vulnerability and resilience in the face of adversity.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm standing face to face with my childhood trauma
I am confronting the deep-seated pain and distress from my early experiences
So many nights I couldn't sleep, I couldn't talk to my momma
I suffered sleepless nights and felt unable to open up to my mother about my struggles
Cause she was hurting too I'm sick my Pops was causing the drama
My mother was also experiencing pain, as my father was the source of our family's troubles
Troubled home, was my environment and I was a product
Growing up in a troubled household shaped my character and outlook on life
Never had a lot of friends, always stayed in my lane
I never had a large circle of friends and preferred to focus on my own path
I used to hoop but they ain't know me, only see me in games
I used to play basketball, but people only recognized me when I performed in games
Trying to balance my emotions through the sunshine and rain
I strive to maintain emotional stability amidst both joyous and challenging times
I hate to say but love is pain, know they one in the same
It pains me to admit that love and pain are often intertwined
Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud
From a young age, I had to work hard and overcome challenges all by myself
Family all around, but nobody show me love
Although I had family members present, none of them truly showed me genuine love and support
Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub
I felt alone and was treated as if I was insignificant or unworthy
Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs
Now that I have achieved success, I am focused on accumulating victories and celebrating my accomplishments
I'm Detroit made
I am a product of the city of Detroit and its experiences
Been knowing I was special since the 1st grade
I have had a sense of my own uniqueness and potential since early childhood
Remember when these bitches broke my heart, I felt like hurt bae
I vividly recall the pain I experienced when romantic partners betrayed my trust
Remember when they ran up in our crib, them was them Burt days
I have vivid memories of the terrifying days when our home was invaded and robbed
Somehow my momma still got me them gifts on all them birthdays
Despite our difficult circumstances, my mother managed to give me presents on each of my birthdays
Trench baby, I grew up on the west right behind Rouge Park
I grew up in a tough neighborhood to the west, close to Rouge Park
Never was the toughest, but they knew I had a huge heart
I may not have been the strongest, but the people around me recognized my compassionate nature
Always was a hooper, I'm on fire, got em seeing sparks
Playing basketball has always been my passion, and my skills on the court make others take notice
I rocked him out his shoes, I got him lost, I call him Lewis Clark
I outperformed my opponent so fiercely in basketball that I left him disoriented and defeated, reminiscent of the explorer Lewis Clark
Man you niggas ain't fucking with me
I am confident that no one can compete with me or match my abilities
I den ran up out of love, these bitches ain't trusting in me
I have become disillusioned with romantic love as many women have lost faith in me
I ain't gotta ask for hugs, these bitches gone come and get em
I don't need to seek affection; women are naturally drawn to me and show me physical affection
That's an awful lot of drugs, I use it just for the healing
I consume a significant amount of drugs, but I do so to ease my emotional pain
It take me up to the ceiling
The drugs I use elevate my mood and emotions to an intense level
I'm writing and I'm revealing
Through my writing, I am unveiling deep and personal experiences
Sometimes I be in my feelings
At times, I am overwhelmed by my emotions
Had to say it twice, to emphasize, I know depression nothing nice
I repeated the previous line to highlight the seriousness and unpleasantness of depression
I worked on meditation cause I know depression come with life
I have practiced meditation as a coping mechanism, recognizing that depression is an inherent part of life
Spent my ninth grade at Cass, met my family we locked in
I attended Cass Technical High School in my ninth grade, where I formed strong bonds with my chosen family
Was late to first hour, I'm in the vestibule boxed in
I was late to my first class, stuck in the confined space of the school vestibule
That's when we started leaving going to hoop, it was some comp then
It was during that time that we began leaving school to play basketball, facing tough competition
My people hiding something in the bushes, was a Glock ten
My associates were concealing something, specifically a Glock ten, in the bushes
A Glock nine
They were also hiding a Glock nine
That's when I saw how dangerous it get, I'm seeing chalk lines
It was at that moment that I witnessed the true danger and violence, witnessing the aftermath with chalk outlines
Niggas letting off six second clips, but this is not vine
People were firing guns with short bursts, lasting only a few seconds, but this was not a lighthearted video like Vine
I copped mine, I'm not lying
I acquired my own gun, and I'm not exaggerating or deceiving
Just know that if you fuck with my family, I guarantee you that I pop mine
I want it to be clear that if anyone threatens or harms my family, I will not hesitate to use violence
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Matthew Ragland
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