Magnolia
The Early November Lyrics


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When I first noticed I couldn't breathe
I was just a seed in a field I had never seen
Like a plant blossoming for the first time
To be instantly cut down
And placed in a bouquet just to be thrown out
From others fungus on my leaves

Well I have issues I could never talk about
And words I can never hear myself say
And the songs I can never let myself sing
Trying to find out how to justify feeling this way

I remember wishing I could talk like others did
Watching the conversations be their way out or in
To where they were going seemed so much better than
Well I could always open my mouth; just not let the words come out
I just held my breath

Well I have issues I could never talk about
And words I can never hear myself say
And the songs I can never let myself sing
Trying to find out how to justify feeling this way

It's ripping me apart
From the inside out, it's so hard
I can't be awake without being scared whats sad is how
It's so easy
It's so easy

Well I have issues I could never talk about
And words I can never hear myself say




And the songs I can never let myself sing
Trying to find out how to justify feeling this way

Overall Meaning

The song "Magnolia" by The Early November is a heartfelt portrayal of the struggles of communication, self-expression, and the anxiety that can result from those difficulties. The opening lines especially depict the feeling of suffocation as if the singer is struggling to survive in an environment that is hostile to them. The simile of a plant being cut before blooming is, in fact, deeply symbolic of the singer's internal struggles with being unable to bloom, mature or realize their potential. The use of the word "fungus" also suggests that there are outside forces that are preventing the singer from flourishing, either by stunting their growth or sabotaging their attempts to reach their potential.


The lyrics of the song show the singer's inability to express their feelings, the difficulties they face in communicating, and how they are trying to find a way to cope with the overwhelming emotions. Throughout the song, there is a sense of melancholy as the singer acknowledges their issues and fears. For instance, they express their wish to talk like others and their inability to open up about their thoughts, feelings, and emotions. These lyrics convey a sense of isolation, hopelessness, and the frustration of being perpetually incomplete.


Overall, "Magnolia" is a powerful and emotional song that speaks to the struggle of trying to navigate the world with personal emotional baggage. The song speaks to those who are struggling with communication and self-expression and those who realize that sometimes, there are words that we can't say and songs we can't sing because of internalized shame, anxiety, and fear.


Line by Line Meaning

When I first noticed I couldn't breathe
I suddenly realized there's something wrong with me and I can't function properly


I was just a seed in a field I had never seen
I felt lost and out of place in an unfamiliar environment


Like a plant blossoming for the first time
I was experiencing something new and exciting


To be instantly cut down
But that feeling was short-lived and quickly destroyed


And placed in a bouquet just to be thrown out
I felt used and discarded like a disposable object


From others fungus on my leaves
I felt contaminated and affected by negative influences


Well I have issues I could never talk about
I have personal problems that are difficult to express to others


And words I can never hear myself say
I struggle to even acknowledge these issues to myself


And the songs I can never let myself sing
I have things I want to express, but can't bring myself to do it


Trying to find out how to justify feeling this way
I'm searching for a way to understand and validate my emotions


I remember wishing I could talk like others did
I envied those who could communicate and express themselves easily


Watching the conversations be their way out or in
I observed others effortlessly participating in social interactions


To where they were going seemed so much better than
I perceived others as leading more fulfilling lives


Well I could always open my mouth; just not let the words come out
I had the capability to communicate, but something held me back


I just held my breath
I suppressed my feelings and emotions, refusing to release them


It's ripping me apart
These internal struggles are tearing me apart emotionally


From the inside out, it's so hard
These issues are affecting every aspect of my being


I can't be awake without being scared whats sad is how
I constantly feel anxious and fearful, which is a sad reality


It's so easy
It appears so simple for others, but it's a complex and challenging experience for me




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Written by: ARTHUR CARL ENDERS, JEFFREY MATTHEW KUMMER, JOSEPH RYAN MARRO, SERGIO ANELLO, WILLIAM J LUGG

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@gelocks

I've loved TEN since I was in College... feel pretty old now. I have to say, this track is one of their best in my opinion. Like the initial riff, the feel, guitar tone, and the "toe-tapping" nature mixed with the very nice lyrics. Like usual, Ace aced it!

@firstbornson570

They sound great! A long way from where they started, Ace is a man who can do no wrong.

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"The further down I had gone, the farther up I went."
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A1

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been a fan since a teenager....these dudes are making mommy music now. how poopy

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