Jealousy
The Flower Kings Lyrics


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How I love it when you're down
I love when your wings
Are nailed to the ground
And your pain brings me joy
But I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy
And this feeling is all that I know
I've been taken and bent by the undertow
And I hope you hurt like I hurt, I do
Hope you join my emotional vertigo

When it rains, it rains, it rains
My memories, they're fading fast
Like watercolors in the rain
So much I wanted to say
But I'm locked away

How I love it when you fail
When your wings are tied down to the rail
When the train run you down
See your smile break down into a frown
Any devil give credit to me
Turning triumph to sweet misery
Guess I locked my door to love long ago
And the questions don't come for the answers I know

When it rains, it rains, it rains
My memories, they're fading fast
Like watercolors in the rain
So much I wanted to say
But I'm locked away





I'm lonely and cold jealous boy
I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy

Overall Meaning

The Flower Kings's song "Jealousy" seems to be about a person who gains pleasure from someone else's pain and failures. The song's opening lines reveal the extent of the person's sadistic tendencies: "How I love it when you're down / I love when your wings / Are nailed to the ground / And your pain brings me joy." The person takes pleasure in seeing other people fail and suffer, but at the same time, he or she is lonely and jealous. The singer seems to be trapped in a cycle of emotional pain and seeks to bring others down to his or her level.


The chorus "When it rains, it rains, it rains / My memories, they're fading fast / Like watercolors in the rain / So much I wanted to say / But I'm locked away" reflects the singer's sense of regret and sadness. The person's memories are fading away, and they can't express the emotions they feel. The line "I'm locked away" suggests that the person is trapped in their own emotions and unable to fully connect with others.


Line by Line Meaning

How I love it when you're down
I feel pleasure when your spirit is broken and you are in a state of vulnerability.


I love when your wings
I love when you are helpless and unable to fly free in life.


Are nailed to the ground
You are chained to one place, and you cannot escape the situation you are in.


And your pain brings me joy
I find pleasure in seeing you suffer and feel pained.


But I'm a lonely and cold jealous boy
Despite my cruel tendencies, I am still lonely and envious of others.


And this feeling is all that I know
My negative emotions are so strong that they consume me entirely, and it is all I can feel.


I've been taken and bent by the undertow
I have been dragged down by my own negative thoughts and suppressed emotions.


And I hope you hurt like I hurt, I do
I wish for you to feel the same emotional pain and loneliness that I feel because it would make me feel less alone.


Hope you join my emotional vertigo
I want you to experience the same feelings of dizziness and instability as me, so we can suffer together.


When it rains, it rains, it rains
Life can be difficult and unpredictable, and sometimes we can feel like we are drowning in our own emotions.


My memories, they're fading fast
As time goes by, my memories of past experiences and emotions become less vivid and significant.


Like watercolors in the rain
Just like watercolors that fade and blur in the rain, my memories are becoming less distinct and meaningful.


So much I wanted to say
There are so many things I wish I could communicate, but I feel unable to express myself effectively.


But I'm locked away
Despite my desires to be heard and understood, I feel trapped and isolated, unable to communicate with others.


How I love it when you fail
I feel joy and pleasure when you experience failure or difficulty in life.


When your wings are tied down to the rail
I love when you are unable to fly freely in life and are restricted by circumstances.


When the train run you down
I take pleasure in your pain and failure, even if it causes you harm or destroys you entirely.


See your smile break down into a frown
I find satisfaction in seeing you suffer and become unhappy, even if it means losing your joyful spirit.


Any devil give credit to me
Even the most evil being would recognize and applaud my cruel behavior and negative emotions.


Turning triumph to sweet misery
I enjoy destroying not only your joy but also your triumphs, turning them into negative experiences for you.


Guess I locked my door to love long ago
I have shut myself off from love and positivity a long time ago, choosing instead to embrace negativity and cruelty.


And the questions don't come for the answers I know
I no longer question my negative behaviors and emotions because I am aware of them and have accepted them fully.


I'm lonely and cold jealous boy
Despite my need to inflict pain on others, I am still a lonely and envious individual, consumed by negative emotions.




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