Disappear
The Haunted Lyrics


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You and I can’t get much closer
In spite of what you want
I’m done explaining
I’m broke at best

Non-existent.

I lay me down to sleep
And disappear

Why is it you have a question
For every single thing I do
Why is it you say you love me
Nothing’s ever good enough for you
“What’s the matter now?”
“Have another one of these”
“This will take the edge off”

And I never knew what it would be
Decisions and decisions to be made
They’ll tell you what you said and what you did
To break from the futility and run

You speak through comparison
You speak in tongues
You listen suspiciously for gaps my adaptation
You have no magic touch
Please stop trying
Sucking me dry

And I never seemed to get it right
It’s like a shadow hanging over me
You were the first
You were the last
If there’s a God
Release me from my past





I lay me down to sleep
And disappear

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to The Haunted's song Disappear talk about a toxic relationship where the singer and their partner are unable to get closer, despite the partner's desire to do so. The singer is tired of explaining and is at their breaking point. They feel non-existent and just want to disappear. The partner is never satisfied with anything and constantly questions the singer's actions. They suggest having another drink to take the edge off. The singer feels trapped and unable to make the right decisions. They feel like there is a shadow hanging over them, and the partner is the cause of it. The singer wants to be released from their past and just vanish.


This song is a reflection of the band's own experience of being in a toxic relationship with their former label, Earache Records. The band felt trapped and unable to make decisions without the label's approval. The lyrics are a representation of their frustration and desire to break free. The song was released in 2004 on their album "rEVOLVEr" and received critical acclaim.


Line by Line Meaning

You and I can’t get much closer
We are as close as possible.


In spite of what you want
Even though you might want more from me, we can’t get closer than this.


I’m done explaining
I am finished trying to make you understand how I feel.


I’m broke at best
At my best, I am only barely functioning.


I lay me down to sleep
I am tired and I want to rest.


And disappear
I just want to go away and be forgotten.


Why is it you have a question
Why do you always question me?


For every single thing I do
Every action I take is scrutinized by you.


Why is it you say you love me
You claim to love me, but your actions say otherwise.


Nothing’s ever good enough for you
You are never satisfied, no matter what I do.


“What’s the matter now?”
You ask me this question far too often.


“Have another one of these”
You offer me a distraction instead of addressing the real problems.


“This will take the edge off”
You suggest that I numb myself to the pain, rather than facing it head-on.


And I never knew what it would be
I never could have guessed how bad things would turn out.


Decisions and decisions to be made
I have to make choices, even though there are no good options.


They’ll tell you what you said and what you did
Others will twist your words and actions to make it seem like I’m in the wrong.


To break from the futility and run
I want to escape from this hopeless situation and start over somewhere else.


You speak through comparison
You only communicate via comparisons to others.


You speak in tongues
You use complex and confusing language, making it difficult to understand you.


You listen suspiciously for gaps my adaptation
You are always looking for inconsistencies in what I say or do, trying to catch me in a lie.


You have no magic touch
You can’t fix everything just by wanting it to be better.


Please stop trying
I am tired of you constantly interfering and making things worse.


Sucking me dry
You are draining all my energy and resources, leaving me with nothing left to give.


And I never seemed to get it right
No matter how hard I try, I always fall short of your expectations.


It’s like a shadow hanging over me
Your disapproval and negativity follow me wherever I go.


You were the first
You were the first to tear me down and break my spirit.


You were the last
You will be the last person to see me before I disappear completely.


If there’s a God
If there is a higher power in control of our lives,


Release me from my past
I want to be free from the trauma and pain that you caused me.




Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Anders Bj�rler, Jonas Fredrik Bj�rler, Patrik Jensen, Per Jensen, Peter Dolving

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