Wasted
The J.U.S. Evolution Lyrics

We was broke momma crying in the kitchen
Our family was struggling financially, and I remember seeing my mother upset and crying in the kitchen due to our hardship.

She asked me for a hug she couldn't afford Christmas
Despite her own sadness, my mother still managed to show love by asking for a hug, even though she couldn't provide a traditional Christmas experience for us due to our lack of funds.

Apologizing to me she crying doing the dishes
While washing the dishes, my mother was overcome with emotion and apologized to me for not being able to give us more.

I knew from that moment I gotta aim for the riches
Seeing my mother struggle inspired me to set my sights on achieving financial success and stability.

Thinking how to do it I fell in love with the music
As I considered different paths to achieve my goal, I discovered a love and passion for music.

Watching my sister do it I told her that we can do it
My older sister had already been pursuing music, and I became convinced that I could also succeed in this field.

We wrote our first song it was verse never recorded
My sister and I collaborated on our first song, but we never managed to record it.

As I got older I started to think it's pointless
As I matured, I began to question whether pursuing music was a worthwhile goal.

By the 9th grade I was ready willing to work
By the time I was in 9th grade, I became serious about putting in the hard work necessary to achieve my goals.

All of my classmates rap niggas ain't say a verse I was impressed by
While many of my classmates rapped, there were few who truly impressed me with their skills and abilities.

They let them techs fly I reminisce on the opportunities I let slide
Despite being impressed by some of my classmates, I still missed out on certain opportunities due to my own insecurities and fears.

Probably cause of my pride and a fear of failure
Upon reflection, I realized that my pride and fear of failure had held me back from taking risks and seizing opportunities.

Sipping that Taylor port to kill the shit that I remember
I used alcohol as a coping mechanism to help me forget my regrets and missed opportunities.

I ain't tryna get lost in a pool of memories
I don't want to become consumed by the past and remain stuck in regret.

With that being said let me get a shot of Hennessy
Despite my desire to move forward, I still turn to alcohol to numb my emotions.

We was broke we couldn't afford hope
Our financial struggles left us feeling hopeless and without options.

Niggas chopping up grams so that they can stay or float
Some people in our community were turning to drug dealing to make ends meet.

No food in they cabinets Momma could barely manage
Many families in our community, including our own, were struggling to put food on the table.

Now a young nigga gotta get a little mannish
These difficult circumstances forced me to mature and become more responsible earlier in life.

Nigga I ain't starving I'm famine I'm famished
I'm not just dealing with hunger, but with a deep longing and desire for something more in life.

Life is a test ima have to cram for it ugh
I view life as a challenge that I must prepare for in order to overcome.

I'm bandit whipping it down the van wick
I'm driving recklessly down the street, feeling a sense of rebellion and disregard for the rules.

I'm tryna cut baby girl no need for a bandage
I want to cut ties with someone without causing any harm or needing to seek forgiveness.

In my mind I been thinking bout you and me
I've been contemplating our relationship and how it fits into my larger life goals.

You saw me cry when they gave my uncles eulogy
You were present when I mourned the death of my uncle, which was a difficult and emotional experience for me.

What's on the line is my life baby you can see
I recognize that my life is on the line and I cannot waste any opportunities or resources.

I gotta grind so there really Can't be you and me
I'm focused on my own personal growth and success, which may require me to put my relationships on hold or set them aside temporarily.

Up and away these niggas are slaves
I feel like many people around me are stuck in a cycle of poverty and struggle, unable to escape their circumstances.

You go against the team then you're digging your grave
Going against the group or team effort can have serious consequences and lead to isolation or negative outcomes.

Niggas ain't brave niggas ain't paid
Many people in our community are struggling to make ends meet and don't have the courage or resources to create a better life.

A nigga so fly I would never need planes
I'm confident in my own abilities and don't feel the need to rely on excessive material possessions to feel successful.

Artist are lame they stuck in they ways
Many artists become complacent and stagnant in their art, afraid to take risks or try new things.

Well get out the way I'm making a way
I'm not content to wait around for success to come to me - I'm determined to make my own path and forge my own success.

Never was one to go copy these rappers are sloppy so now we just watching them fade
I'm not interested in simply copying others or following the typical rapper formula - I'm dedicated to bringing something unique and fresh to the industry.

Niggas ain't hard niggas ain't tough niggas are trolls and we calling your bluff
Many people who portray themselves as hard or tough are actually weak and cowardly, and I'm not afraid to call them out on their bluff.

Get behind bars and you making a fuss ready to tell and you giving it up
Many people who appear tough or brave are actually quick to turn on others when faced with serious consequences or punishment.

Life ain't a game and it come with a price and that payment is due
I understand that life has real consequences and that actions have lasting effects, and I'm prepared to accept the price I must pay for my choices.

Cat in the hat wanna bounce on your back while you stuck in the trap then pouncing for food oooooo
Others may try to take advantage of my position and trap me in a cycle of poverty or need, but I am determined to break free and build a better life.

Niggas acting like they bout that life
Many people act tough or full of bravado, but they're really not living the life they portray.

Only get to pop your shit when you be typing right ?
In today's culture, it's easy to appear confident and bold online, but in reality, many people lack the same conviction in real life.

Try to cancel a nigga for their opinion right
Many people are quick to attack or silence those who express opinions or ideas that they disagree with.

The wrong word you say to me it might cost you your life
I take words and actions seriously, and I'm willing to defend myself and my values when threatened.

Niggas is real a nigga is fake
My community is full of real people, but there are also those who put on a facade and try to deceive others.

Texting my girl and I needed my space
In my personal relationships, I need room to breathe and be myself.

Just fuck the world and I'm tryna escape
Sometimes it feels like the world is overwhelming and I just want to escape or withdraw from it all.

Need a lambo and I need me a wraith
While material possessions aren't everything, I still have aspirations and desire for luxury items.

Watching IG and I see people lives
Social media can often present a filtered and unrealistic portrayal of others' lives.

Want me a crib and I wanna be rich
I have personal financial goals and aspirations that motivate me to work hard and build wealth.

Watching them do it and I'm on my grind
Observing the success of others is inspiring, but it also motivates me to work even harder to achieve my own goals.

When I chill with my niggas I'm wasting my time
Spending time with friends is important, but I also recognize that every moment of my life is valuable and can be spent working towards my goals.

Not cause of them cause them niggas are true
My friends are genuine and supportive, but I still feel a drive to capitalize on every opportunity and moment in my life.

But there's no time to waste for what I wanna do
Ultimately, I know that achieving my goals will require me to work tirelessly and use every moment of my time productively.

Ain't grow up in projects I'm just being honest
While I didn't grow up in public housing, I still experienced the challenges and difficulties associated with poverty and financial hardship.

The way I grew up is the furthest from popping
My upbringing and early life experiences were a far cry from the glamorous and exciting lifestyle portrayed by many successful rappers.

I'm tryna get profits and get these deposits
My focus is on building wealth and financial stability in order to secure my future.

Wanna be popular? I just don't get it
While many people aspire to fame and notoriety, I don't see the appeal and prioritize pursuing my own goals over gaining recognition.

Posting them pics I could see through the image
I understand that people often present a curated or manufactured image of themselves on social media, which can be misleading or superficial.

My last name is Winns so you know I'ma ain't it
Despite aspirations for success, I recognize that there's more to me than status or wealth, and that money doesn't define who I am as a person.