Beyond the Embarrassing Style
The Lawrence Arms Lyrics


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Is it hard for you to sleep at night?
The powder glowing in your smile
And is it hard to die a fraction at a time?
Is it just too hard to say goodbye?

Your life spins like a carousel
Your hopes are buried in a wishing well
Awake in a grave that you dug yourself
Just keep on betting on that horse you love

I can see the sadness in his face
Deep behind his lacquered eyes
A real devastation quaking in his jawline
The demon always comes alive

Your life spins like a carousel
Your hopes are buried in a wishing well
Awake in a grave that you dug yourself
Just keep on betting on that horse you love

Do you ever see the light of day?
Did you ever think that you would live this way?
Is it just so hard to sleep at night?
Is it just too hard for you to say goodbye?

And when the sun goes down
You'd better paint the town
Just keep riding now
Your horse will never touch the ground

Your life spins like a carousel
Your hopes are buried in a wishing well
Dead or alive, it's just so hard to tell
It looks like you've already found your hell





You've found your hell

Overall Meaning

The lyrics in "Beyond the Embarrassing Style" by The Lawrence Arms paint a haunting portrait of a person spiraling out of control due to substance abuse. The opening lines ask if it's hard for this person to sleep at night, as their drug addiction is forefront in their mind ("the powder glowing in your smile"). The next lines ask if it's hard to die slowly from the addiction, suggesting the pain and destruction that comes with it.


The chorus repeats the phrase "Your life spins like a carousel," invoking a sense of being stuck in a cycle of addiction and despair. The imagery of hopes being buried in a wishing well highlights the sense of hopelessness this person feels, even as they continue to rely on their addiction ("just keep on betting on that horse you love"). The second verse describes the person's appearance, pointing out the sadness and devastation that they're trying to mask with their lacquered eyes and gambling habits.


The final lines of the song suggest that this person has already found their own personal hell, and there's a sense of finality to the lyrics. Despite the dark subject matter, the music has an uplifting quality that gives the impression that there might be hope for this person to find a way out of their addiction.


Line by Line Meaning

Is it hard for you to sleep at night?
Do you struggle to find rest in the evenings?


The powder glowing in your smile
You have a drug addiction that is visible on your face.


And is it hard to die a fraction at a time?
Is the slow death of addiction too difficult to manage?


Is it just too hard to say goodbye?
Are you unable to leave your addiction behind?


Your life spins like a carousel
Your life is out of control and constantly repeating.


Your hopes are buried in a wishing well
Your dreams and aspirations are buried and forgotten.


Awake in a grave that you dug yourself
You are alive, but your life has become a living tomb.


Just keep on betting on that horse you love
You keep following your addiction despite the negative consequences.


I can see the sadness in his face
Your addiction has taken a toll on your emotional state.


Deep behind his lacquered eyes
Your addiction has affected your physical appearance.


A real devastation quaking in his jawline
Your addiction has caused real destruction in your life.


The demon always comes alive
Your addiction is like a demon that always reemerges.


Do you ever see the light of day?
Do you ever experience moments of clarity?


Did you ever think that you would live this way?
Did you ever imagine your life would be consumed by addiction?


And when the sun goes down
At nightfall,


You'd better paint the town
You better go out and party.


Just keep riding now
Keep doing what you're doing.


Your horse will never touch the ground
Your addiction will never let you fully come back down to reality.


Dead or alive, it's just so hard to tell
Your addiction has taken over to the point where you may not even feel alive.


It looks like you've already found your hell
Your addiction has become your own personal hell.




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