Criminal
The Lawrence Arms Lyrics


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My anger is a sign of disgust with myself
A stewing serenade I hear the sirens on their way
The chemicals inside of me just kept on swimming through my veins
Maybe I should make a move and try to leave this all behind
I listen to the absence of noise
Dead summer breeze, I'm inflated with suspicions
Seems I've identified again the criminal of my intent
Imagine exercising that same routine you reinvent
I'm just a cold face on the street
slow and somber in my patterns
I'm just a friend you'll never meet
I am the love that never happens
My days exist in meaningless ways
I need a way to shake this
I'm making lost time famous
My heart goes rushing to my head whatever happened to me
Weeks spin forward I'm aware that I've been living in reverse
I always hesitate like the future is engraved
Roots here grow really deep they're networked beneath the city streets
It's a structured kind of madness




I always turn away back to a safer fate
I always hesitate

Overall Meaning

The Lawrence Arms's song "Criminal" is a poignant and introspective examination of one's own feelings of self-hatred and longing for change. The opening lines, "My anger is a sign of disgust with myself / A stewing serenade I hear the sirens on their way," immediately set the tone of the song: one of personal turmoil and frustration. The singer is acutely aware of their own faults and mistakes, and cannot help but feel weighed down by them. The chemical metaphors throughout the song further emphasize this sense of being trapped within oneself; the chemicals inside the singer's body are "swimming through [their] veins" and keeping them from making the changes they know they need to make.


Line by Line Meaning

My anger is a sign of disgust with myself
I am angry at myself and my actions


A stewing serenade I hear the sirens on their way
I hear the police coming and am anxious about getting caught


The chemicals inside of me just kept on swimming through my veins
I am under the influence of drugs and can feel them affecting me


Maybe I should make a move and try to leave this all behind
I am considering leaving my current situation and starting fresh


I listen to the absence of noise
I am aware of the silence around me


Dead summer breeze, I'm inflated with suspicions
Despite the calmness, I am filled with paranoia


Seems I've identified again the criminal of my intent
I have recognized the harmful intentions within myself


Imagine exercising that same routine you reinvent
Consider repeating the same actions, but changing the outcome


I'm just a cold face on the street
I am a stranger and unknown to those around me


slow and somber in my patterns
My behaviors are monotonous and depressing


I'm just a friend you'll never meet
I remain distant and isolated from forming connections


I am the love that never happens
I am the missed opportunity for love


My days exist in meaningless ways
My daily routine is mundane and unfulfilling


I need a way to shake this
I want to break away from my current state


I'm making lost time famous
I have wasted valuable time and regret it


My heart goes rushing to my head whatever happened to me
I am confused and overwhelmed with emotions


Weeks spin forward I'm aware that I've been living in reverse
Time is moving quickly and I realize I have been living my life in the wrong direction


I always hesitate like the future is engraved
I am indecisive because I feel my future is predetermined


Roots here grow really deep they're networked beneath the city streets
The problems run deep and are intertwined with the city's infrastructure


It's a structured kind of madness
The chaos is organized and has a certain order to it


I always turn away back to a safer fate
I choose the safer option, even if it doesn't bring me fulfillment


I always hesitate
I am consistently indecisive




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Comments from YouTube:

Markus

Woah, never heard this song. Amazing as expected. Name me a bad song from Lawrence Arms, I dare you :)

Realityfails

this isn't TLA it's Chris' project Sundowner

ftmbrushfire

I love this song. I first heard it about 5 years ago by accident. Been hooked since.

xxnagy09xx

love them <3

FuelledByHamish

@paparoach585 Yeah, it’s a lot like his demos for Four One Five Two, only quite a bit better! I kinda wish it had been done with slightly better production or whatever, but that might ruin the specific character the song has, so it’s pretty great as it is.

Sean Morgan

Who the fuck disliked this?

Sergio S.

2 mr. smiths not cool for shit, fuck em

Synax Four

You got it! I will email it to you right now.

yourmothersfuckinass

@paparoach585 this is one of their greatest songs, you've been missing out

Esteban Vidal

dude i need this song; hook a brother up?

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