Disaster March
The Lawrence Arms Lyrics


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There was a time and a place that was all full of mistakes.
And a face that was all full of shit.
I was frustrated and angry.
I was more than alive.
A catcher in the rye.
I was a jet plane, a thin membrane.
Washing and preening and shedding all hope.
I'm Hot Shots Pt. Deux.
I'm Down Periscope.
The rope that I'm hanging from keeps telling me what to do.
I'm pissing on the fire and learning a remarkable truth about you.
Ugly is ugly. Transformation is a dream.
So love what you are, not what you would like to be.
I'm a drunk with a job, I got the pictures to prove it.
I got some junk in my trunk and the dance moves to move it.

I am written on subway walls.
I am bitter when I fall.





Shout me in the streets and parks.
Scrape your voices on the stars.

Overall Meaning

The Lawrence Arms's song "Disaster March" presents a portrait of frustration, anger, and self-destruction in the face of personal mistakes and shortcomings. The singer is a catcher in the rye, a symbol of youth and innocence, but also of alienation and disorientation. He compares himself to a jet plane, constantly washing and preening but ultimately shedding all hope. He refers to himself as "Hot Shots Pt. Deux" and "Down Periscope," references to Hollywood films that lampoon military heroism, suggesting that he is a parody of himself, a hero without a cause.


The singer is hanging from a rope, a metaphor for his own self-destructive tendencies. He tries to piss on the fire, a way of dismissing his own troubles, but he ultimately learns a remarkable truth about himself that is tied to his relationship with others. He realizes that transformation is a dream, that striving for something better is futile, and that he should love what he is, not what he would like to be. He presents himself as a drunk with a job, a person with flaws but also with a sense of humor and a capacity for joy. He acknowledges his own ugliness, but at the same time, he affirms his own value.


The chorus of the song is a call to action, a plea for recognition and acceptance. The singer wants to be heard, to be shouted in the streets and parks, to have his voice scraped on the stars. He is bitter when he falls, but he does not give up. He is a survivor, a fighter, a person who keeps going even in the face of adversity. And his story, his voice, his struggle, are written on the subway walls, in the hidden corners of the city, where his words, like graffiti, challenge the status quo and inspire others to speak up and claim their own place in the world.


Line by Line Meaning

There was a time and a place that was all full of mistakes.
I reflect on a past full of errors and regrets.


And a face that was all full of shit.
I put on a false persona, concealing my true emotions and thoughts.


I was frustrated and angry.
My inner turmoil left me feeling irritable and upset.


I was more than alive.
Despite my struggles, I felt a sense of intense energy and vitality.


A catcher in the rye.
Like the artist in the titular novel, I felt disillusioned and disconnected from society.


I was a jet plane, a thin membrane.
I felt powerful and invincible, yet also fragile and exposed.


Washing and preening and shedding all hope.
I obsessively try to maintain my outward appearance while feeling deeply pessimistic about my future prospects.


I'm Hot Shots Pt. Deux.
I can relate to the artists of this comedy film, who struggle with their own incompetence and flaws.


I'm Down Periscope.
I see myself reflected in the characters of this movie, who are similarly lost and directionless.


The rope that I'm hanging from keeps telling me what to do.
I feel trapped and helpless, as if my fate is already determined and out of my control.


I'm pissing on the fire and learning a remarkable truth about you.
I'm bravely confronting obstacles and discovering surprising insights about myself and others.


Ugly is ugly. Transformation is a dream.
I recognize the harsh reality that true change is difficult to achieve, and that appearance can be deceptive.


So love what you are, not what you would like to be.
Rather than aspiring to an unrealistic ideal, I strive to appreciate and accept myself for who I am.


I'm a drunk with a job, I got the pictures to prove it.
Despite my shortcomings, I manage to maintain some degree of stability and even humor.


I got some junk in my trunk and the dance moves to move it.
I'm able to find joy in small pleasures, despite the challenges I face.


I am written on subway walls.
Like graffiti in a subway station, I'm a product of my environment and experiences.


I am bitter when I fall.
My setbacks and failures often leave me feeling resentful and disappointed.


Shout me in the streets and parks.
I yearn for recognition and validation from others, even in public spaces.


Scrape your voices on the stars.
I want my voice to be heard and my message to resonate, even beyond my immediate surroundings.




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