The First Eviction Notice
The Lawrence Arms Lyrics


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A temple corroded, eviction pending. embrace me, cold nights, gray sky, streetlight, lyrical descension, attention fading, breathless I'm a mess, kissless I'm in distress, I'm barely breathing, this crowning anguish, looked up nervous reflex, I've got to build up from the inside, a relapse, reflection. distorted, repression's smiling spitefully,longing for you to sew up my seams, I'm barely breathing, I've abandoned old identities, skin I couldn't fit into, songs I couldn't write, my voice will fade into this starless night. can I get much blinder? can I kick myself much harder? have I accepted this, to torture myself? you can't see me, have I invented you? I'm barely breathing, you're so easy to believe in, and it's so depressing that I'm always second guessing, that I'm always second guessing, that I'm always second guessing myself.




Overall Meaning

The Lawrence Arms's song The First Eviction Notice is a reflection of the singer's inner turmoil as he faces eviction from his temple, where he had found solace and meaning. The lyrics begin with a picture of a corroded temple, already evoking a sense of decay and impending doom. The singer seeks solace in the cold, lonely nights, but finds no comfort in the gray skies and streetlights. He describes his emotional state as a "mess" and "in distress", struggling to breathe under the weight of his anguish.


As the song progresses, the singer reflects on his past, his identity, and his relationships. He speaks of his old identities and unfinished songs, suggesting a sense of creative stagnation or writer's block. He longs for someone to "sew up his seams", to make him whole again. However, he struggles with self-doubt and insecurity, always second-guessing himself and his decisions. The repetition of the phrase "I'm barely breathing" reinforces the singer's sense of suffocation and desperation.


Line by Line Meaning

A temple corroded, eviction pending.
The singer's physical and emotional state is deteriorating, and they are at risk of losing their home.


embrace me, cold nights, gray sky, streetlight, lyrical descension, attention fading, breathless I'm a mess, kissless I'm in distress,
The singer is feeling desperate for connection, but is struggling with loneliness and creative blocks.


I'm barely breathing, this crowning anguish, looked up nervous reflex,
The singer is suffocating under the weight of their emotional pain and fear, evidenced by their nervous reactions to the world around them.


I've got to build up from the inside, a relapse, reflection.
The singer recognizes that they need to work on themselves before they can rebuild their life, and is using their experiences as material for introspection.


distorted, repression's smiling spitefully,
The singer is acknowledging that their psyche is warped by repression, which takes pleasure in their suffering.


longing for you to sew up my seams, I'm barely breathing,
The singer desires someone to heal their emotional wounds, but feels suffocated by their isolation and pain.


I've abandoned old identities, skin I couldn't fit into, songs I couldn't write,
The singer has let go of aspects of their past self that no longer serve them, including creative pursuits.


my voice will fade into this starless night.
The singer fears that their voice will be lost to the darkness, both metaphorically and literally.


can I get much blinder? can I kick myself much harder? have I accepted this, to torture myself?
The singer is questioning the self-destructive patterns they've fallen into and whether they are powerless to escape them.


you can't see me, have I invented you? I'm barely breathing,
The singer questions whether their desire for connection is valid, or if they are projecting their desires onto an imaginary person.


you're so easy to believe in, and it's so depressing that I'm always second guessing, that I'm always second guessing, that I'm always second guessing myself.
The singer is frustrated with their tendency to doubt themselves, and is finding it difficult to believe in anything or anyone.




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