The Raw and Searing Flesh
The Lawrence Arms Lyrics


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I never want to see you
In the raw and searing flesh
I don't ever want to hear you
Singing softly to the dead
I never want to feel your skin
Running warm along my side
I don't ever want to sink that way again
It would be easier to die
To die

I'm tending the parts of my frustrations
Burning leaves on buried dreams
Kneeling in to rake the ashes
I'm in the rain, it's colder out
My hands are free,
My lungs are proud
Your forgivness is a failing fiction
Your forgivness is a failing fiction
These flames have never burned so high
I won't be starting in your eyes

I'm trying hard to remember
The way the smoke drifts through the air
We'll all be dead come November
Four months out of every year
Every year
(every year)





I won't be staring in your eyes
Every year

Overall Meaning

The Lawrence Arms's song The Raw and Searing Flesh is a deep and complex examination of heartbreak and loss. The lyrics speak of the singer's intense desire to avoid any kind of contact with their former lover, even going so far as to express a willingness to die rather than endure the pain of seeing them again. The opening lines, "I never want to see you in the raw and searing flesh," suggest a rawness and intensity of emotion that is almost unbearable to contemplate, while later lines like "Your forgiveness is a failing fiction" reveal the sense of bitterness and betrayal that underlies the song.


The juxtaposition of images of burning leaves, rain, and smoke creates a sense of unease and disconnection, as though the singer is struggling to make sense of their own emotions in the face of overwhelming sadness. The repeated refrain of "every year" at the end of the song reinforces the idea that heartbreak is an endless cycle, but also suggests a kind of hope in the idea that life goes on, even in the midst of pain and loss.


Overall, The Raw and Searing Flesh is a powerful and haunting exploration of the human heart in its most vulnerable state.


Line by Line Meaning

I never want to see you
I have no desire to see you again


In the raw and searing flesh
I don't want to see you in your most vulnerable state


I don't ever want to hear you
I want to avoid hearing your voice


Singing softly to the dead
Especially if it involves pouring out your emotions to things that cannot respond or care.


I never want to feel your skin
I don't wish to touch you ever again


Running warm along my side
Even though I might miss the physical sensation of your presence


I don't ever want to sink that way again
I would rather not revisit the negative places we went to


It would be easier to die
Things were so terrible that death almost seemed like a better alternative


I'm tending the parts of my frustrations
I'm sorting through and dealing with my anger and disappointment


Burning leaves on buried dreams
I'm getting rid of old hopes that have since died


Kneeling in to rake the ashes
I'm accepting what happened and cleaning up the mess it caused


I'm in the rain, it's colder out
It's a difficult season for me right now


My hands are free, My lungs are proud
But I am still in control and feeling strong


Your forgiveness is a failing fiction
I cannot trust that you have truly forgiven me


These flames have never burned so high
My emotions are more intense than they have ever been


I won't be staring in your eyes
I will avoid direct confrontation with you


I'm trying hard to remember
I'm desperately trying not to forget


The way the smoke drifts through the air
Especially how the memory of our time together fades and changes like floating smoke


We'll all be dead come November
We will all wither away and die eventually, so why focus on temporary things?


Every year
Every year our time on this earth dwindles a bit more




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