Home I'll Never Be
The Low Anthem Lyrics


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I left New York in 1949
To go across the country without a bad blame dime
Montana in the cold cold fall
Found my father in the gambling hall

Father, Father where you been?
I've been out in the world and I'm only ten
Father, Father where you been?
I've been out in the world and I'm only ten

Don't worry about me if I should die of pleurisy

Across to Mississippi, across to Tennessee
Across the Niagara, home I'll never be
Home in ol' Medora, home in ol' Truckee
Apalachicola, home I'll never be

Better or for worse, thick and thin
Like being married to the Little poor man
God he loves me (God he loves me)
Just like I love him (just like I love him)
I want you to do (I want you to do)
Just the same for him (just the same for him, yeah)

Well the worms eat away but don't worry watch the wind
So I left Monatana on an old freight train (on an old freight train)
The night my father died in the cold cold rain (in the cold cold rain)

Road to Opelousas, road to Wounded Knee
Road to Ogallala home I'll never be
Road to Oklahoma, road to El Cahon
Road to Tahachapi, road to San Antone

Hey, hey

Road to Opelousas, road to Wounded Knee
Road to Ogallala, home I'll never be
Road to Oklahoma, road to El Cahon
Road to Tahachapi, road to San Antone





Home I'll never be, home I'll never be

Overall Meaning

The Low Anthem's song "Home I'll Never Be" is a haunting tune that tells a story of a young boy who leaves New York in 1949 with no money and sets out on a journey across the country. He travels from Montana, where he finds his father gambling, and continues on to places like Mississippi, Tennessee, Niagara, and Apalachicola. The boy's father seems absent in his life and the boy is left to fend for himself, even though he is only ten years old. The song is filled with images of the boy's travels, both physically and emotionally, and the longing for a place to call home that he knows he will never find.


The lyrics paint a vivid picture of the boy's journey, taking the listener on a ride across America. The use of repetition, like "Father, Father where you been?" emphasizes the boy's loneliness and desperation for connection. His father's response of "I've been out in the world and I'm only ten" underscores the idea that the boy is left to face adulthood on his own. The final verse of the song suggests a hopelessness and acceptance of his wandering fate, and the line "Home I'll never be" is repeated as a heartbreaking refrain.


Overall, the song is a poignant commentary on the isolation and displacement that can come with a life on the road. The singer seeks a sense of belonging, but ultimately realizes that he may never find it.


Line by Line Meaning

I left New York in 1949
I departed New York in 1949


To go across the country without a bad blame dime
To journey across the country without any money


Montana in the cold cold fall
Arriving in Montana during the cold autumn


Found my father in the gambling hall
Discovered my father in a gambling hall


Father, Father where you been?
Asking my father where he has been


I've been out in the world and I'm only ten
Father replies that he has been exploring the world despite being only ten years old


Don't worry about me if I should die of pleurisy
Telling others not to worry if they contract pleurisy and die


Across to Mississippi, across to Tennessee
Traveling across Mississippi and Tennessee


Across the Niagara, home I'll never be
Crossing the Niagara River but realizing that home will never be reached


Home in ol' Medora, home in ol' Truckee
Reflecting on homes in Medora and Truckee


Apalachicola, home I'll never be
Acknowledging that Apalachicola would never be a true home


Better or for worse, thick and thin
Staying loyal in any situation


Like being married to the Little poor man
Comparing the commitment to being married to a poor man


God he loves me (God he loves me)
Expressing belief in God's love


Just like I love him (just like I love him)
Claiming to love God reciprocally


I want you to do (I want you to do)
Asking others to show the same love for God


Just the same for him (just the same for him, yeah)
Encouraging others to have equal love for God


Well the worms eat away but don't worry watch the wind
Acknowledging that corpses will decompose but it's okay as long as one lives in spirit


So I left Monatana on an old freight train (on an old freight train)
Departing Montana by an old freight train


The night my father died in the cold cold rain (in the cold cold rain)
The night of my father's death in cold rain


Road to Opelousas, road to Wounded Knee
Traveling towards Opelousas and Wounded Knee


Road to Ogallala home I'll never be
Realizing that home will never be reached, even when going down the road to Ogallala


Road to Oklahoma, road to El Cahon
Traveling down the road to Oklahoma and El Cajon


Road to Tahachapi, road to San Antone
Traveling down the road to Tahachapi and San Antonio


Home I'll never be, home I'll never be
Confirming that home will never be reached




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, JALMA MUSIC
Written by: JACK KEROUAC, TOM WAITS

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