Almost
The Ludlow Thieves Lyrics
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Scars are just places that I used to bleed
Now there's blood on the floor and I'm down on my knees
But loving you almost worth it to me
Try to make you cry, you would only weep
It's all words from my tongue that I did not mean
Sometimes no healing come when I grieve
If only I was gone
If only I was already gone
If only I was gone
If only I was already gone
In ... of people I didn't want to meet
Thinking in whispers and speaking in screams
No place to go but I still had to leave
But coming back almost worth it to me
End of the night under the sheets
Nothing left to lose now, nothing else achieve
We're each other patrons, we were each other knees
Still ... onto me
Loving you almost worth it to me
Loving you almost worth it to me
If only I was gone
If only I was already gone
If only I was already gone
If only I was gone
Loving you almost worth it to me
Scars are just places that I used to bleed
There's blood on the floor and I'm down on my knees
But loving you almost worth it to me
The Ludlow Thieves’ song “Almost” is a slow and melancholic ballad, with a tone of resignation and regret. The lyrics reflect a deeply emotional personal experience of the lead vocalist, conveying the complex mix of feelings that come with loving someone who is not necessarily good for you. The opening verse sets the tone, saying that loving the person is “almost worth it” despite the pain and scars it causes. The line “scars are just places that I used to bleed” is an evocative image, implying that the wounds of the past may have healed, but the memories remain.
In the next verse, the singer admits to having said hurtful things that he didn't mean, regretting the pain he has caused. The lines “sometimes no healing come when I grieve, but loving you almost worth it to me” suggest a deep ambivalence about the relationship, which has caused more hurt than comfort, yet still holds a power over him. The repetition of the phrase “if only I was already gone” creates a sense of longing for release, while acknowledging that it is easier said than done.
The chorus repeats the first verse, signaling the emotional tug-of-war that the singer is going through, weighing up the pain against the pleasure of being with the person he loves. The next verse describes the singer’s state of mind, feeling lost and disconnected from others. The idea of “thinking in whispers and speaking in screams” suggests confusion and inner turmoil. However, despite the difficulties, the singer finds solace in being back with the person he loves, even if it is a temporary reprieve. The song ends on a plaintive note, repeating the first verse, underscoring the bittersweet feelings and regret.
Line by Line Meaning
Loving you almost worth it to me
Despite the pain and scars, I still find it almost worth it to love you.
Scars are just places that I used to bleed
My past hurts have left me with scars, but they no longer hurt like they used to.
Now there's blood on the floor and I'm down on my knees
Despite my efforts, I have hurt you and now I am begging for your forgiveness.
Try to make you cry, you would only weep
I have said hurtful things, but they are empty words that I do not mean.
Sometimes no healing come when I grieve
Even though I am sorry, there may not be a way to make things right.
If only I was gone
I am struggling with the pain and the consequences of my actions, wishing I could disappear.
If only I was already gone
I am so consumed with grief that I wish I could have prevented the hurt I caused.
In ... of people I didn't want to meet
I am alone with my thoughts, surrounded by people who do not understand me.
Thinking in whispers and speaking in screams
My inner turmoil is so intense that I feel like I am screaming, even though I cannot find my voice.
No place to go but I still had to leave
I had to remove myself from the situation, even though I had nowhere else to go.
Coming back almost worth it to me
Despite the risk of more pain, I am considering returning to you.
End of the night under the sheets
After a long, hard day, we find comfort in each other's arms.
Nothing left to lose now, nothing else achieve
We are at a point where there is nothing left to fight for, but we remain together anyway.
We're each other patrons, we were each other knees
We rely on each other for support in a world that can be cruel and unforgiving.
Still ... onto me
Even though I am struggling, I still hold onto hope and love for us.
Contributed by Hannah M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@marygaruccio
Wow music a video with feeling, real emotion and meaning. No auto tune no girls naked? No house beat? A document of real love, a marriage that stood the test of time. You all have shared what the world wouldn't believe would ever exist. Great work. Hard work. Talent and patience. Your time is now guys congratulations!
@kirkirry
One of the most beautiful music videos I've ever seen.
@FieldDay
The way they smiled at eachother = everyone's life goals!
@alanawehrle6534
Soo beautiful -Alana in Scotland
@EliseStawarz
Incredible to see a love story that spans 69 years. And the song is absolutely gorgeous!
@crowdsurfmusic
Absolutely beautiful video and song. Can't wait to watch it take over the world!
@user-kk9md3mt7y
Fantastic
@crystalathome8
Made me cry, beautiful.
@edehaen
Beautiful.
@jayusa17
Beautiful