In Absentia
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There was once a boy
With knives stuck in his voice
All he wanted, all he wanted was a little affection

Until one day he came
To tempt his mother’s taste
All she wanted, all she wanted was to spread her infection
He spins her spindle weaving fuse
Burning fumes of lucid youth to mend
Her broken flesh

They’ve stolen all my love
Buried in absentia rose
Can you hear my vitreous heart
Breaking in absentia rose
Smokestacks burning
Eidolon turning
I won’t ever let you go
They’ve stolen all my love
Yes they’ve stolen all my love

He brings her the bait
She makes him her pet
Does he want some
Does he want a little insurrection?

With oneiric days
In somatic days
Ocular incision
I'm the reason
I just gotta get out of here

He spins her spindle weaving fuse
Burning fumes of lucid youth to mend
Her useless flesh

They’ve stolen all my love
Buried in absentia rose
Can you hear my vitreous heart
Breaking in absentia rose
Smokestacks burn
Eidolon turning
But I won’t ever let you go
They've stolen all my love
Yes, they’ve stolen all my love

Taken by the night
Divagate remembrance
Check the puzzle, does it fit?
I am alpha and omega

And on the seventh day I rise
Past the pangs of my resistance
When the son gives up his throne
What becomes of this theft

Dasehra
Make these shackles go away
Dasehra
Make these shackles go away
Dasehra
Won't you help me stand my ground if I should fall?

Dasehra
As long as I am injured
Dasehra
As long as I remember

Dasehra
As long as I am injured
Dasehra
As long as I remember

Dasehra
As long as I am injured
Dasehra
As long as I remember





Dasehra
As long as I am injured

Overall Meaning

The Mars Volta's song "In Absentia" tells the story of a boy who is constantly seeking affection but is met with rejection and betrayal. The boy's mother is particularly hostile toward him, wanting to spread her "infection" and using him as a pawn. The chorus speaks to the boy's heartbreak - "They've stolen all my love/Buried in absentia rose/Can you hear my vitreous heart/Breaking in absentia rose" - and his determination to hold onto what little love he has left.


The verses are full of vivid, surreal imagery. The line "With knives stuck in his voice" is particularly striking, suggesting both the boy's pain and his inability to express it. The image of a spindle being used to weave together broken flesh is simultaneously grotesque and suggestive of healing. The chorus is more straightforward but no less powerful, with the repeated use of "stolen" emphasizing the boy's sense of loss.


As with many of The Mars Volta's songs, "In Absentia" is open to interpretation. Some listeners have speculated that the song is about trauma and abuse, while others see it as a commentary on societal rejection and alienation. Regardless of how one reads the lyrics, however, it is a haunting and emotionally charged song that showcases the band's unique style and penchant for blending surreal imagery with intense emotion.


Line by Line Meaning

There was once a boy
Introducing the singer


With knives stuck in his voice
His words were sharp and hurtful


All he wanted, all he wanted was a little affection
He craved love and attention


Until one day he came
Something monumental happened


To tempt his mother’s taste
He did something to provoke his mother


All she wanted, all she wanted was to spread her infection
She sought to inflict her emotional pain on others


He spins her spindle weaving fuse
He manipulates his mother in a careful manner


Burning fumes of lucid youth to mend
He uses his youthful energy to manipulate his mother's emotions


Her broken flesh
She is emotionally scarred and vulnerable


They’ve stolen all my love
The boy feels like he has been deprived of love


Buried in absentia rose
His love is hidden and gone


Can you hear my vitreous heart
His heart is fragile and transparent


Breaking in absentia rose
His heart is breaking from the loss of love


Smokestacks burning
There is destruction and chaos around him


Eidolon turning
His illusions and fantasies are taking over


I won’t ever let you go
He is fighting to hold onto what remains of his love


He brings her the bait
He lures his mother into doing what he wants


She makes him her pet
She falls under the boy's manipulative control


Does he want some
He continues to provoke her


Does he want a little insurrection?
Does he want a rebellion against her?


With oneiric days
He lives in a dream-like state


In somatic days
His physical body experiences pain


Ocular incision
He can see and manipulate people's emotions


I'm the reason
He is the one causing all this emotional turmoil


I just gotta get out of here
He wants to escape his own manipulative behavior


Taken by the night
He is overpowered by the darkness of his own actions


Divagate remembrance
His thoughts wander to memories of the past


Check the puzzle, does it fit?
He questions the coherence of his own life


I am alpha and omega
He is the beginning and the end of his own story


And on the seventh day I rise
He is navigating his own personal struggle


Past the pangs of my resistance
He is overcoming his own internal barriers


When the son gives up his throne
When he stops being manipulative


What becomes of this theft
What will happen to the love he took?


Dasehra
A festival about victory over evil


Make these shackles go away
He wants to free himself from his own emotional reliance on manipulation


Won't you help me stand my ground if I should fall?
He needs to be able to rely on himself and not others to pick him up


As long as I am injured
As long as he is emotionally vulnerable


As long as I remember
As long as he can recall his own pain




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Tomáš Hradil

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1:02:09 till the end – Collapse the Light Into the Earth



Kyrie

A mother sings a lullaby to a child
Sometime in the future the boy goes wild
And all his nerves are feeling some kind of energy
A walk in the woods and I will try
Something under the trees that made you cry
It's so erotic when your make up runs
I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes
A few minutes with me inside my van
Should be so beautiful if we can
I'm feeling something taking over me



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Lyrics of all the songs of the album:

Blackest Eyes
Mother sings a lullaby to a child
Sometime in the future the boy goes wild
I know his nerves are feeling some kind of energy
A walk in the woods and I will try
Something under the trees that made you cry
It's so erotic when your make up runs
I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never or ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes
A few minutes with me inside my van
Should be so beautiful if we can
I'm feeling something taking over me
I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never or ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes
I got wiring loose inside my head
I got books that I never ever read
I got secrets in my garden shed
I got a scar where all my urges bled
I got people underneath my bed
I got a place where all my dreams are dead
Swim with me into your blackest eyes

Trains
Train set and match spied under the blind
Shiny and contoured the railway winds
And I've heard the sound from my cousin's bed
The hiss of the train at the railway head
Always the summers are slipping away
A 60 ton angel falls to the earth
A pile of old metal, a radiant blur
Scars in the country, the summer and her
Always the summers are slipping away
Find me a way for making it stay
When I hear the engine pass
I'm kissing you wide
The hissing subsides
I'm in luck
When the evening reaches here
You're tying me up
I'm dying of love
It's OK

Lips Of Ashes
Paralyzed
Lips of ashes
Synchronized
Blue vein crashes
Touching
Touching you
Inside, inside, inside
Inside, inside, inside
Inside, inside
Idolized
Black eyes fading
You and I
Connection failing
I drill
I drill down inside
Inside, inside, inside, inside
Inside, inside, inside

The Sound Of Muzak
Hear the sound of music
Drifting in the aisles
Elevator Prozac
Stretching on for miles
The music of the future
Will not entertain
It's only meant to repress
And neutralize your brain
Soul gets squeezed out
Edges get blunt
Demographic
Gives what you want
Now the sound of music
Comes in silver pills
Engineered to suit you
Building cheaper thrills
The music of rebellion
Makes you want to rage
But it's made by millionaires
Who are nearly twice your age
One of the wonders of the world is going down
It's going down I know
It's one of the blunders of the world that no-one cares
No-one cares enough

Gravity Eyelids
Open your eyes now
Hear me out before I lose my mind
I've been waiting for hours
Let the salt flow, feel my coil unwind
Give me a smile please
Count the calm and watch my breathing slow
Winding me up tease
Get inside my head and make it show
Oh, yeah, gravity eyelids, gravity eyelids come down
Oh, yeah, gravity eyelids, gravity eyelids come down
Touching your oil skin
Slipping hands down past your waist to find
I've been waiting for hours
Let the salt flow, feel my coil unwind
Go to the edge swim
Brown the eyes that sleep has rendered blind
Oh, yeah, gravity eyelids, gravity eyelids come down
Oh, yeah, gravity eyelids, gravity eyelids come down
Come love so young with your gold arms so I wake her
Here's a will that will glow in the dark
Oh, yeah, gravity eyelids, gravity eyelids come down

Prodigal
I don't know whose side I'm on
I don't think that I belong round here
If I left the stage would that be wrong?
I tried to find myself a better way
I got religion but I went astray
They took my money and I lost my faith
The rain keeps crawling down the glass
The good times never seem to last
Close your eyes and let the thought pass
I tried the capsule and I tried the smoke
I tried to aid escape like normal folk
But I never seemed to get the joke
The rain keeps crawling down the glass
The good times never seem to last
Close your eyes and let the thought
(Close your eyes and let it pass)
These are my old clothes
This is a new low
This is my blood flow
This is my headstone
I spend my days with all my friends
They're the ones on who my life depends
I'm gonna miss them when the series ends
Rain keeps crawling down the glass
(Pull yourself together)
The good times never seem to last
(You know it's not so bad)
Close your eyes and let the thought pass
(Close your eyes and let it pass)
These are my old clothes
This is a new low
This is my blood flow
This is my headstone

.3
Black the sky, weapons fly
Lay them waste for your race

The Creator Has A Masterpiece
He captured and collected things
And he put them in a shed
He raised a proper family
So he could tie them to a bed
The creator had a master tape
But he left it in a cab
I stared into the void tonight
The best dream I ever had
He worked himself into the ground
And drove a spike into his head
A voice said: "Are you happy now?"
"Your sordid home is running red"
The creator had a master tape
But he left it in a cab
I stared into the void tonight
The best dream I ever had
Pills and chloroform
All the pages torn
Pills and chloroform
All the pages torn
Pills and chloroform
All the pages torn

Heartattack In A Layby
I pull off the road
East of Baldock and Ashford
Feeling for my cell
In the light from the dashboard
Hissing from the road
The smell of rain in the air con
Maybe check the news
Or just put a tape on
Lighting up a smoke
I've got this feeling inside me
Don't feel too good
If I close my eyes
And fell asleep in this lay-by
Would it all subside
The fever pushing the day by
Motor window wind
I could do with some fresh air
Can't breathe too well
(She waits for me.
Home waits for me.)
I guess I should go now
She's waiting to make up
To tell me she's sorry
And how much she missed me
I guess I'm just burnt out
I really should slow down
I'm perfectly fine but
I just need to lie down
We'll grow old together
We'll grow old together
We'll grow old together

Strip The Soul
This is my home, this is my own, we don't like no strangers
Raise the kids good, beat the kids good and tie them up
Spread it wide, my wife, my life, push the camera deeper
I can use, I abuse, my muse, I made them all
This machine
Is there to please
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
A fire to feed
A belt to bleed
Strip the soul
Kill them all
They are not gone, they are not gone, they are only sleeping
In graves, in ways, in clay, underneath the floor
Building walls, overalls, getting bored, I got faulty wiring
Brick it up now, brick it up now, but keep the bones
This machine
Is there to please
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
A fire to feed
(Do you want a western home in the rubble?)
A belt to bleed
Strip the soul
Kill them all
(Do you want a western home in the rubble?)
This machine
Is there to please
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
This machine
Is there to please
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
This machine
Is there to please
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
This machine
Is there to please
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
Strip the soul
Fill the hole
Strip the soul
Fill the hole

Collapse The Light Into Earth
I won't shiver in the cold
I won't let the shadows take their toll
I won't cover my head in the dark
And I won't forget you when we part
Collapse the light into earth
I won't heal given time
I won't try to change your mind
I won't feel better in the cold light of day
But I wouldn't stop you if you wanted to stay
Collapse the light into earth



All comments from YouTube:

Tomáš Hradil

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04:22 – 10:15 – Trains
10:16 – 14:54 – Lips of Ashes
14:55 – 19:51 – The Sound of Muzak
19:52 – 27:44 – Gravity Eyelids
27:45 – 34:15 – Wedding Nails
34:16 – 39:46 – Prodigal
39:46 – 45:09 – .3 (Dot Three)
45:09 -  50:27 – The Creator Has a Mastertape
50:28 – 54:51 – Heart Attack in a Layby
54:52 – 1:02:08 – Strip the Soul
1:02:09 till the end – Collapse the Light Into the Earth

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