This Time
The Mist of Avalon Lyrics


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Red light falls on me
It's the same as always
I'm not the one I used to be
Don't give me kisses I have enough of pain
I wish I had you all over again

Your eyes hide something from me
What can it be
Your lips red as the light that fell on me
Hours of pretending it's not the end again
Like once before they say I'm the one to blame
But not this time

The smell of cheap love disappears as the walks by
Never again can I feel the same
I wish I had you all over again

Your eyes black as the night
Your lips red as the light that fell on me
Hours of pretending it's not the end again




Like once before they say I'm the one to blame
But not this time

Overall Meaning

The Mist of Avalon's song "This Time" is a powerful ballad that delves into themes of pain, love, and nostalgia. The song opens with the singer in a state of contemplation - as the "red light falls on me", they are forced to confront the fact that they are not the same person they used to be. They have been hurt in the past and are wary of receiving any more pain, hence they ask their lover not to give them any kisses. However, they also reveal their longing for their previous relationship, as they wish they had their lover all over again.


As the song progresses, the singer becomes increasingly curious about their lover's feelings. They notice that something seems to be hidden behind their eyes, and their lips are as red as the light that falls on the singer. The use of color here is significant - the red light can represent both passion and danger, while the blackness of the lover's eyes symbolizes mystery and hidden emotion. Though the singer is aware of the "hours of pretending" they have gone through before, they refuse to accept the idea that they are solely to blame for the end of their relationship. This time, they are determined to hold their ground and not give in to the pain and heartache that threatens their emotional stability.


The song ends on a poignant note, as the singer realizes that they can never go back to the same kind of love they once shared. The smell of "cheap love" disappears as their lover walks away, and the singer is left with a sense of loss and regret. Yet, they also recognize that this time, things are different. They refuse to let themselves be blamed for the end of the relationship and are willing to stand up for themselves, even if it means facing their pain head-on.


Overall, "This Time" is a deeply emotional song that speaks to the complexities of human relationships. It explores themes of pain, loss, and longing, while also emphasizing the importance of self-respect and agency in the face of heartbreak.


Line by Line Meaning

Red light falls on me
I am encompassed by a passion and intensity that overwhelms me.


It's the same as always
This feeling of being overwhelmed is nothing new and has happened before.


I'm not the one I used to be
I have changed and am no longer the person I once was.


Don't give me kisses I have enough of pain
I do not want any more love or affection because I have experienced enough pain already.


I wish I had you all over again
I long for the return of a past lover and the happiness they brought me.


Your eyes hide something from me
I sense that you are keeping something from me, something important.


What can it be
I wonder what it is that you are keeping from me.


Your lips red as the light that fell on me
Your lips are as passionate and intense as the light that surrounds me.


Hours of pretending it's not the end again
I have spent many hours trying to ignore the fact that this relationship is coming to an end.


Like once before they say I'm the one to blame
Others have blamed me for the end of a relationship before, just as they are doing now.


But not this time
This time, I know that I am not the one to blame for the end of this relationship.


The smell of cheap love disappears as she walks by
The scent of false love dissipates when I am around this person.


Never again can I feel the same
I know that I will never feel the same way about anyone else again.


Your eyes black as the night
Your eyes are dark and mysterious, full of secrets.




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