A Dream
The Mystic Lyrics

It's only a dream
The situation being described is just a dream and not reality, hence temporary.

I know that gobbled as a child, and got her own
I have experienced individual difficulties and struggles in life, just like anyone else.

Still he got to bless me too, I been struggling too long
Despite the difficulties, I still receive blessings and have been struggling for far too long.

Tryna keep my head up in this hateful world
I am trying to maintain optimism and positivity in a world with a lot of negativity.

Always been mama's soldier, never daddy's little girl
I have always been strong and protective, just like a soldier, but I have not received the same love and care from my father as I have from my mother.

I did some fucked up shit, in the name of the game
In the pursuit of success and survival, I have made some questionable decisions that I am not proud of.

Before we even call it that, still it's all the same
Regardless of how we justify our choices, the end result is often the same and consequences cannot be avoided.

Shed, blood, sweat, and tears over the years I been scarred
I have put in a lot of effort and emotion over the years, and have been left with painful scars as a result.

Trace the tracks of my tears, they will show you who I are
The sadness and pain that I have experienced are a part of who I am and have shaped me into the person I have become.

Still I, stand strong wit the militant mind
Despite all the hardships, I remain strong and determined to overcome my struggles.

Not no ice cold bitch, that's to easy to find
I am not simply a cold and emotionless person, which is a common facade for those who have faced challenges in life.

Try and maintain my mental, as a peaceful place
I am actively striving to maintain my peace of mind, despite the chaos around me.

Still I be ready to die, till I see my mother's face
I am willing to face death and anything that comes my way, as long as I know my mother is safe.

Got to unlace the rage that I feel
I need to let go of the anger and frustration that I am currently feeling.

Constant struggle and madness, ain't got to claim to keep it real
Although I am dealing with difficult challenges, I don't need to prove myself to anyone or pretend that things are perfect.

True queen, considered twinkle in my eyes
I view myself as a strong and valuable person, with a sense of royalty and self-worth.

The glide in my step, I bless the world before I die
I move forward gracefully and strive to leave a positive impact on the world before my time is up.

And tries I might, ain't a damn thang I can do
Despite my best efforts, there seem to be some things that are out of my control and cannot be fixed.

Just got to hold on until I make it threw
I need to keep pushing forward and holding on until I overcome the challenges I am currently facing.

I been dreamin, for so long
I have been holding onto these goals and aspirations for a long time.

What's the meaning, meaning all my life
The purpose and significance of my life and struggles are on my mind constantly.

Mama help me, help me make it right
I am seeking guidance and assistance from my mother to overcome these challenges and find a way forward.

It's long nights I shake, my body starve from anger
I have sleepless nights and intense feelings of anger and frustration that affect me physically.

Hopin lady luck will hear my wish's
I am relying on luck and chance to help me overcome these struggles and achieve my dreams.

Instead of treatin me like a stranger
I feel like the world is against me and not treating me fairly or kindly.

And Mr.Death plucks my people one by one
Death is taking away the people close to me, one by one, which is causing me immense pain.

It's a cold world, and i'm one of the last suns
The world is harsh and unforgiving, and I feel like one of the few remaining sources of light and positive energy.

Forever shinin, even when the skys grey
I will continue to shine and radiate positivity, even in difficult times when it seems like everything is against me.

Will I eternally suffer, mama tell me it will be okay
I wonder if I will always face hardship and struggle, and I am seeking reassurance and comfort from my mother.

Chains at my window, I just want to be free
I feel trapped and constrained, and I yearn for freedom and autonomy.

I'm not scared to die, but why must my people bleed
I am not afraid of death, but I am deeply pained by the suffering and loss of those around me.

I gotta get somethin it's my destiny
I am determined to achieve something significant and meaningful in my life, as it is my destiny.

To all wives up in heaven, I say blessin me
I am seeking blessings and guidance from the women who have passed away and reside in heaven.

Less I be the next fallen angel, tangled in the web
I fear becoming a victim of circumstance, just like those who have fallen before me.

Givin a fuck about nothin, better off dead
I feel like I have nothing left to lose and that I would be better off dead, but I know that is not the answer.

But I don't want to be ill, don't want to be a woman token
I don't want to be seen as weak or insignificant, simply because I am a woman.

So I rock mics, and spread love just keep hopin
I express myself through music and try to spread positivity and love, while holding on to hope for a better future.

Knowin these rainy days, they can't last forever
I am aware that these difficult times are temporary and that things will eventually improve.

Tellin myself,"young world things will only get better"
I remain optimistic and reassure myself that things will improve for the world, especially for future generations.

Sometimes I get the feelin like i'm all surronded
At times, I feel alone and overwhelmed by my problems, as if there is no way out.

Wit no way up out the jungle, guess I got to rule and ground me
I feel like I am lost in a hostile world, but I must find a way to take control and ground myself.

Drown me in my sorrow's, that should never manifest
I am struggling with emotions of sadness and despair that I should not allow to take over me.

Let my??? forever from the deepest depth's
I want to let go of any negativity within me and move forward with a clear mind and positive attitude.

Man, I got the cuts for luck and the scars for freedom
I have been through a lot of difficulties and made sacrifices in order to achieve freedom and a better life.

Let the angel's come and get me, I'ma set it off when I see em
I am ready to face whatever challenges come my way, and I am determined to succeed and make a difference.

This life is such a dirty game
Life can be cruel and unfair, and the struggles we face can feel like a game we can't win.

Mama never told me it would be so hard to maintain
I wasn't prepared for the difficult challenges and hardships that life has thrown my way.

So I make the purist devil faceable
I face my demons and challenges head-on, without fear or hesitation.

The walls up out my mind,and so hard and laceable
My mind is walled off and guarded, making it difficult to penetrate and truly understand my thoughts and emotions.

Only by sorrow things, I want to rule the planet
Despite the sadness and pain I have experienced, I still have hopes and dreams of making a positive impact in the world.

Travel to the ends for mine, like a bandit
I am willing to go to great lengths and take risks to achieve my goals and make a difference.

Hand it to me, my visions ready to implement
I am ready to take action and bring my visions and plans to life.

Made it this for, hope bloody bodie's ain't my present
I have come this far in my journey, and I hope that violence and death are not a part of my future.

I'ma keep shinin,I got to make it happend
I will continue to radiate positivity and strive towards my goals, no matter how difficult it may seem.

Find my place in the sun where me and my folks can keep laughin
I am seeking a place in the world to call my own, where I can find joy and laughter with my loved ones.