démons
The National Lyrics


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When I think of you in the city
The sight of you among the sights
Get this sudden sinking feeling
Of a man about to fly
Never kept me up before
Now I've been awake for days
I can't fight it anymore
I'm going through an awkward phase

I am secretly in love with
Everyone that I grew up with
Do my crying underwater
I can't get down any farther
All my drowning friends can see
Now there is no running from it
It's become the crux of me
I wish that I could rise above it

But I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons

Bats and buzzards in the sky
Alligators in the sewers
I don't even wonder why
Hide among the younger viewers
Huddle with them all night long
The worried talk to God goes on
I sincerely tried to love it
Wish that I could rise above it

But I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons

Can I stay here? I can sleep on the floor
Paint the blood and hang the palms on the door
Do not think I'm going places anymore
Wanna see the sun come up above New York
Oh, everyday I start so great
Then the sunlight dims
Less I look the more I see the pythons and the limbs
Do not know what's wrong with me
Sours in the cut
When I walk into a room
I do not light it up
Fuck

So I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons




I stay down
With my demons

Overall Meaning

The National's song "Demons" is a hauntingly introspective piece about the internal struggle of the singer. The opening lines set the stage of the song and describe a sinking feeling in the pit of the singer's stomach. The reference to a man about to fly indicates that the singer is at a risk of losing control or taking a risk that could have dire consequences. As the song progresses, it becomes evident that this sinking feeling is related to the demons that the singer mentioned, which he is unable to escape from.


The reference to "crying underwater" is a metaphor for the singer's reluctance to show his vulnerability to others. He is secretly in love with everyone he grew up with but is unable to confess his feelings, which is causing him to suffer in silence. The singer is drawn to his demons and admits to feeling more at home with them than with other people. The reference to alligators in the sewers and passing buzzards indicates that the singer has become insignificant in the grand scheme of things and is only a small part of the larger, indifferent universe.


It's clear that the singer is struggling with his identity and doesn't know how to rise above his demons. The song ends with the singer pleading to stay down with his demons, indicating that he has accepted his fate and is unable to overcome the internal struggle he's facing. All in all, the song is a poignant reminder that sometimes, our worst enemy can be our own thoughts and emotions.


Line by Line Meaning

When I think of you in the city
The thought of you in the midst of the city


The sight of you among the sites
You standing amid all the city's attractions


I get this sudden sinking feeling
A sudden sinking feeling takes over me


Of a man about to fly
One on the cusp of taking flight


Never kept me up before
Never bothered me until now


Now I've been awake for days
Have not slept for days


I can't fight it anymore
Unable to resist it any longer


I'm going through an awkward phase
Currently in an uncomfortable state


I am secretly in love with
My secret love for


Everyone that I grew up with
All the people I knew from my childhood


Do my crying underwater
No one can see me cry


I can't get down any farther
Cannot sink any lower


All my drowning friends can see
Everyone else can see that I am struggling


Now there is no running from it
Can no longer ignore it


It's become the crux of me
Has become my defining characteristic


I wish that I could rise above it
Wish to overcome it


But I stay down With my demons
But I remain trapped with my inner demons


Passing buzzards in the sky
Vultures flying overhead


Alligators in the sewers
Alligators lurking in the city's sewers


I don't even wonder why
Don't question their presence


Hide among the under views
Seek refuge among the less visible parts of the city


Huddle with them all night long
Stay close to them throughout the night


The worried talk to god goes on
The anxious try to communicate with a higher power


I sincerely tried to love it
Tried to embrace it sincerely


Wish that I could rise above it
Wish to rise above it


But I stay down With my demons
But I remain trapped with my inner demons


Can I stay here? I can sleep On the floor
Can I stay here and sleep on the floor?


Paint the blood and hang the palms On the door
Decorate with blood and palms on the door


Do not think I'm going places anymore
Don't see myself going anywhere


Wanna see the sun come up above New York
Desire to watch the sunrise in New York City


Oh, everyday I start so great
Every day begins on a positive note


Then the sunlight dims
Then the brightness fades away


Less I've learned
The less I seem to know


The more I see the pythons and the limbs
The more I see danger and harm


Do not know what's wrong with me
Don't understand what's going on with me


Sours in the cup
The drink turns sour


When I walk into a room I do not light it up
I don't brighten up the room when I enter


Fuck
Frustration and disappointment


So I stay down With my demons
So I remain trapped with my inner demons




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Written by: Aaron Brooking Dessner, Matthew Donald Berninger

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@Socialitysucks

[LYRICS]:
When I think of you in the city
The sight of you among the sites
I get this sudden sinking feeling
Of a man about to fly
Never kept me up before
Now I've been awake for days
I can't fight it anymore
I'm going through an awkward phase
I am secretly in love with
Everyone that I grew up with
Do my crying underwater
I can't get down any farther
All my drowning friends can see
Now there is no running from it
It's become the crux of me
I wish that I could rise above it
But I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
Passing buzzards in the sky
Alligators in the sewers
I don't even wonder why
Hide among the under views
Huddle with them all night long
The worried talk to god goes on
I sincerely tried to love it
Wish that I could rise above it
But I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
Can I stay here? I can sleep
On the floor
Paint the blood and hang the palms
On the door
Do not think I'm going places anymore
Wanna see the sun come up above New York
Oh, everyday I start so great
Then the sunlight dims
Less I've learned
The more I see the pythons and the limbs
Do not know what's wrong with me
Sours in the cup
When I walk into a room
I do not light it up
Fuck
So I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons
I stay down
With my demons



All comments from YouTube:

@theneedledrop

odd time signature, and they play it so goddamn smooth! NICE NICE NICE NICE!

@Arze02

Its so strange that I just found your comment, but I whole heartedly agree melon

@christianevans5471

I was shocked by such shockingly positive reception from the squashmelon. He's often not too favourable to Dessner's collaborator Justin Vernon of Bon Iver.

@zackzallie8735

How dare you gave High Violet a 6? >:(

@sanfordcurtis8242

You’re a cunt for giving TWFM a 4

@theneedledrop

i know 7 isn't the most revolutionary of time signatures, but they play it so smooth that you don't even notice the odd time sig, honestly. that's not something all bands can do.

@sarahsmith1418

Radiohead revolutionized 5 for me. 15 Step is one of the smoothest grooves

@shirvs

"When I walk into a room I do not light it up. Fuck." The man knows how to write a lyric that hits the spot...

@OakCliffTX82

They somehow manage to speak to a very sensitive, awkward, insecure part of human nature without making it too heavy or depressing. Lines like "and I cried a little, I got fried a little", "I was solid gold, I was in the fight, I was coming back from what seemed like a ruin" all seem to touch a basic thing we all go through

@MrZeldafan125

Soul on ice 82 totally agree with you they manage to make a connection to everyday people

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