It's Always You
The Organ the Dance Band and Me Lyrics

I can't wait till I'm asleep
I eagerly anticipate sleeping because I hope that in my dreams, I can be close to you.

I can't wait till your asleep
I hope that you will fall asleep soon so that I can be close to you in my dreams.

In your coffin bed that I wish was mine
I envision lying with you in a coffin because my longing to be with you is so strong.

I see you there lying so comfortably
Even though you are lifeless, you still look peaceful and content.

I can't read your mind
I am unable to know what you are thinking or feeling because you are no longer here.

Not that anything's inside
I know that you are no longer here and there is nothing left of you inside your body.

You hurt me so
You have caused me emotional pain and I am deeply affected by it.

Don't wait up all night
Please don't wait for me to come home because I don't want to keep you up or worry you.

Come on let me in
I feel excluded and want to be included in your life and in your heart.

I feel left out every time I speak
I feel ignored and unimportant every time I try to communicate with you.

Because you don't listen to a word ill say
You are not interested in what I have to say and do not give me the attention I deserve.

You don't care at all
You have no concern or regard for me or my feelings.

You're walking out
You are leaving me behind and moving on without me.

Don't even bother to look at me
You don't even acknowledge my presence or existence.

All the things that I do
I put in effort and care into everything I do, especially for you.

The things that I care about
I have set priorities and values in my life that I hold dear.

You just pushed them aside and never looked
You have disregarded and neglected what is important to me without acknowledging it.

Never looked once at all
You have never taken the time to see the things that are important to me.

It really doesn't mean anything at all?
You don't understand or value what I have to offer and it feels pointless to try.

I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
I feel dismissed and rejected every time I try to express my thoughts and feelings.

Just a few kind words
I simply desire some words of comfort and warmth from you.

To me
I want those kind words to come from you specifically.

I'm sorry for the awful things that I've said
I regret the hurtful things that I have said to you and I apologize for them.

I'm sorry for making you cry
I am apologetic for making you emotional and causing you pain.

You made me cry
Your actions have caused me to become emotional and upset.

I wish I could hear those words from you
I desire to hear words of apology and kindness from you in return.

You dare to say I love you
You have the audacity to say that you love me without showing me any love or care.

But you never showed it
Your words do not match your actions and you have never shown me any love or affection.

Now I'm left wondering why
I am left confused and questioning why you would say you love me but not show it.