Crows
The Plot in You Lyrics

I paced the room about a thousand fucking times
I am restless and anxious, and I cannot calm myself down. I am trapped in my thoughts, pacing back and forth, unable to escape my own mind.

They wanna change me but I think I'm doin' fine
People judge me and criticize me, but I believe I am fine the way I am. I refuse to let outside opinions dictate how I live my life.

I've got a lot on my mind I've got some things to work out
I am dealing with a lot of internal issues and conflicts. I need to sort through my feelings and work through my problems to find peace.

You must be foolish or blind to think that I've burnt out
Despite my struggles and pain, I am not giving up. Others who doubt me are foolish for not seeing my inner strength and resilience.

Things change, everyone changes
Life is constantly shifting and evolving. Everyone grows and transforms over time, and we must learn to adapt to these changes.

Same town with all new faces
The world around me may be changing, but I am still stuck in the same place. I am surrounded by unfamiliar people and situations that I struggle to navigate.

Can't fight it, can't stop it, no!
Despite my desire to resist the changes around me, I know it is futile. I must accept the inevitable and find a way to move forward.

Probably suffer till I slit my own throat
My pain and misery are likely to continue until I reach a breaking point. I feel like I am constantly battling myself and may not survive this inner turmoil.

This tongue has ruined many things within my path
My words and actions have caused damage in my life and in the lives of others. I struggle with regret and guilt over past mistakes.

But then again its probably brought me where I'm at
Despite the harm I have caused, my behavior may have also led me to where I am in life. My experiences, both positive and negative, have shaped me as a person.

I'm a sick mother fucker with a crooked smile
I am deeply flawed and struggling, but I still try to put on a brave face. My smile is not genuine; it is a facade to hide my inner pain.

And if you think you've got a problem I'll just add you to the pile
I am not interested in helping others or fixing their problems. I am too consumed with my own struggles and will only bring more chaos into their lives.

The crows are waiting
The crows symbolize the darkness and chaos that surround me. They are always present, watching and waiting for me to slip further into despair.

The crows are waiting on me
The darkness is not a mere coincidence; it is a direct result of my actions and choices. The crows are drawn to me, and I cannot escape their presence.

There's no escaping
I am trapped in my own self-destructive patterns and have no way out. The darkness and pain will continue to follow me, no matter where I go.

I broke my mothers heart
My actions and behavior have caused pain and heartbreak for those who care about me. I struggle with the shame and guilt of hurting those I love.

I lost my fathers trust
My father no longer believes in me or trusts me. My choices and actions have caused irreparable damage to our relationship.

It was the murder threats that came between the three of us
My past behavior was so extreme and dangerous that my family was afraid for their safety. This caused a rift between us that may never be fully healed.

God damn, I'm everything you think I am
I am not proud of who I am or what I have become. I struggle with my own self-loathing and the judgment of others who see me as a lost cause.

Drank myself into this hole and I might need a hand
I have used alcohol as a coping mechanism to numb the pain and escape reality. But now I am stuck in a dark place and may need help to find my way out.

(I might need a hand)
Admitting that I need help is difficult for me. I am used to handling my problems on my own and may need encouragement and support to seek help.

Withdraw, withdraw!
I am addicted to drugs and struggling to break free from their hold on me. I know I need to withdraw from this destructive behavior, but it is a painful and difficult process.

My nostrils caked in adderall
My substance abuse has become a part of my daily life. I am so dependent on drugs that they have physically altered my body and health.

I'm gone, I'm gone
The drugs have taken over my life and my sense of self. I am no longer fully present or in control of my own actions.

Got nothing but these bedroom walls
I am isolated and alone, trapped in my own pain and addiction. My life has become small and limited, and I feel powerless to change it.

Gotta get my fix one more time
Despite the harm and destruction that drugs have caused in my life, I cannot resist the urge to use again. My addiction has a powerful hold on me.

That's right, one more line
I am fully aware of the consequences of my actions, but I am choosing to ignore them. I am willing to do almost anything to feel the temporary relief that drugs provide.

I can't be satisfied till I feel paralyzed
My addiction has reached a point where I cannot be satisfied with anything less than complete numbness. I am willing to risk everything just to escape my own pain.

Sink so smooth
The feeling of being high is alluring and seductive. It feels like sinking into a soft, comfortable oblivion that erases all my problems and pain.

Feel nothing else
Being high has become the only way I can feel anything at all. I am unable to connect with reality or experience emotions without the help of drugs.

The sounds keeping beat with my breathing
The world around me is distorted and confusing when I am high. Even the sounds around me seem to blend together and become part of my own internal rhythm.

Wide awake!
Even when I am not high, I feel like I am in a constant state of wakefulness. I am always alert and anxious, unable to fully relax or let my guard down.

I lie here shaking
My body and mind are constantly on edge. I am unable to find peace or calmness in my own skin.

Cold sweats and all my options taken
My addiction has left me with few options and little hope for the future. I struggle with the physical and emotional symptoms of withdrawal, and I am afraid of what will happen if I cannot overcome my addiction.

I can dream, I can try, I can follow through
Despite my struggles and setbacks, I cannot give up hope. I need to continue to dream and work towards a better life, even if it seems impossible at the moment.

Gotta fight it cause I know it's fucking killing you
My addiction is not just hurting me; it is also causing pain for the people who care about me. I need to fight for myself and for their sake, and try to overcome my addiction.

The crows are waiting
The darkness and chaos are still ever-present in my life. I may never be fully free of my struggles, but I need to keep fighting and striving for a better life.

The crows are waiting on me
I am not alone in my darkness and pain. Others who struggle with addiction and mental illness can relate to my struggles and pain, and we can support each other as we fight to overcome it.

There's no escaping
My struggles and pain may never fully go away, but that does not mean I am hopeless. I must learn to cope with my circumstances and continue to fight for a better life.

There's no escaping this place
I am stuck in my own darkness and pain, but I must continue to hold onto hope and strive for a better future. The only way out is through.