Art often thrives in the aftermath of adversity, and since we last heard from Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, there have been plenty of variables that the five-piece alternative rock act had to endure. But for the Middleburg, Florida-based band, hardships eventually ironed out thanks to unrelenting perseverance, paving the way for the band’s incredibly ambitious (and aptly titled) The Hell Or High Water EP, release August 24th, 2010.
The self-released project comes on the heels of the band’s voluntary parting of ways with Virgin Records, the company that first signed the band for 2006’s gold selling Don’t You Fake It (spawning the smash single “Face Down”), followed by 2009’s Lonely Road (which debuted in the top twenty of the Billboard 200), but eventually became more of an albatross than an anchor for the burgeoning band.
According to the Reap Song facts, the first single from The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus' third studio album, Am I the Enemy?, "Reap", was released via YouTube on March 24 2011, then for download a month later on April 26, 2011. The whole album was released on August 29, 2011.
Ronnie Winter - Lead Vocals,
Josh Burke - Guitar
Randy Winter - Guitar
Joey Westwood - Bass, Vocals
Kris Comeaux - Drums, Vocals
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Outside
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Lyrics
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All the times that I could beg you please-in vain
All the times that I felt insecure-for you
And I leave my burdens at the door
I'm on the outside and I'm lookin' in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
All the times that I've felt like this won't end-it's for you
And I taste what I could never have-it was from you
All the times that I've cried, my intentions were full of pride
But I waste more time than anyone
But I'm on the outside and I'm lookin' in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
And I can see through you, see to the real you
All the times that I've cried
All this wastin', it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
I stuffed it down, it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone, I can't mend
But I feel tomorrow will be okay
But I'm on the outside and I'm lookin' in
I can see through you, see your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
I can see through you, see to the real you
The lyrics of The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus's song, "Outside," seem to describe the feeling of being excluded or rejected, particularly in a romantic relationship. The singer expresses his vulnerability and insecurities, which eventually led to his hurt and sadness. He begs for attention and affection, but it falls on deaf ears. When he finally decides to let go of his burdens and move on, he realizes that he can see through the facade that the other person was putting up. He sees the true colors of the person and realizes that they are just like him, ugly both inside and out. Despite feeling pain and loneliness, the singer holds onto hope that tomorrow will be a better day.
The song has a powerful emotional message, which resonates with many people, particularly those who have experienced heartbreak and rejection. It's a reminder that no matter how much we try to hide our imperfections, someone will always see through us and accept us for who we are. It's also a message of hope, that no matter how dark things may seem, there is always a light of hope, and that better days will come.
Line by Line Meaning
And you, you can bring me to my knees-again
You have the power to make me feel weak and powerless, as if I have no control over myself.
All the times that I could beg you please-in vain
I have repeatedly asked for your assistance, but my pleas have not been heard or acted upon.
All the times that I felt insecure-for you
I have had moments of doubt and lack of self-confidence because of my attachment and feelings towards you.
And I leave my burdens at the door
I am choosing to let go of my worries and troubles before entering this situation or interaction.
I'm on the outside and I'm lookin' in
I am an observer or outsider to this situation, not fully participating but still witnessing its effects.
I can see through you, see your true colors
I see your true intentions and character, not just the persona you present to the world.
'Cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me
We both have flaws and insecurities that we try to hide from others, but they are still a part of who we are.
And I can see through you, see to the real you
Despite any effort to conceal yourself or manipulate others, I can still perceive your true nature and intentions.
All the times that I've felt like this won't end-it's for you
I have been trapped in this state of uncertainty and turmoil because of my attachment and feelings towards you.
And I taste what I could never have-it was from you
I have experienced something that I know I cannot attain, and it is because of you or something related to you.
All the times that I've cried, my intentions were full of pride
I have cried out of a sense of entitlement or arrogance, as if I deserved something that I did not receive.
But I waste more time than anyone
I have been unproductive and inefficient, often squandering opportunities and potential.
All this wastin', it's all inside
My lack of progress and growth is due to my own internal struggles and limitations, not external factors.
And I feel all this pain
I am experiencing emotional distress and discomfort, likely due to my attachment and feelings towards you.
I stuffed it down, it's back again
I tried to suppress or ignore my pain, but it keeps resurfacing and affecting me.
And I lie here in bed
I am currently in a state of rest or contemplation, likely reflecting on my situation and feelings.
All alone, I can't mend
I am facing my struggles and challenges by myself, unable to fix or improve my situation without assistance.
But I feel tomorrow will be okay
Despite my current difficulties and challenges, I still have hope and optimism for the future.
Contributed by Bella R. Suggest a correction in the comments below.