Rohan has written numerous scores for TV, radio and the theatre alongside developing a career performing E. European, Middle Eastern and Jewish folk music. His classical compositions bear witness to these interests, and to his award winning experiments in multimedia radio with producer Lance Dann. As a violinist, clarinettist and bagpipe player he has performed in Israel, Poland, Spain, Germany, the Netherlands and Ireland, and gives regular recitals around S. E. England in such venues as St. Martins in the Fields, the National Theatre Foyer and Brighton’s Chapel Royal. His larger Classical works have been performed the Academy and the Queen Elizabeth Hall and the Garner Arts Centre. He has done recordings with Soname, Junoreactor, Jambience, Broadway Project, Black Grass, Hard Kandy and Pressure Drop, among others.
Today
The Rohan Theatre Band Lyrics
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Today's the day I’m going to get a grip
Today I'll curse the gods who have been toying with my dreams
For today I won't be taking any shit
Today it seems that distance is my enemy
With each step I get further from my path
And everything depends on how it turns out in the end
Today there will be cause for celebration
Today I will ignore the complications
Today I'll lay aside all the recriminations and the lies and lay my weeping heart against a stone
Today I will be strong enough for both of us
Today I won't be making any stupid fuss
Today I will confess and count my blessings,
As I test myself against the rest and find they're all a joke,
Today I won't expect the satisfaction
Today I will contain the chain reaction
Today I will confront the beasts and cast them screaming like the thieves they are
And peace will reign here once again
For Today I will be happy if it kills me
Today's the day I'm going to get a grip
Today I'll curse the gods who have been toying with my dreams
For today I won't be taking any shit
In The Rohan Theatre Band's song Today, the lyrics speak of the singer’s determination to see the day through despite the odds being stacked against him/her. The lyrics express a sense of defiance and resilience as the singer declares that s/he will not let any setbacks or external forces interfere with his/her happiness. The lyrics, "Today I will be happy if it kills me" encapsulate the singer's stubborn determination to find joy, even if it takes monumental effort.
The lyrics also take on a confrontational tone as the singer vows to "curse the gods who have been toying with my dreams," and confront "the beasts" that threaten to derail his/her progress. These lines suggest a sense of frustration with an external power beyond the singer's control, yet the singer remains resolute in his/her determination to persevere despite these obstacles.
Overall, the lyrics of Today convey an important message about remaining steadfast in the face of adversity and taking charge of your own happiness.
Line by Line Meaning
Today I will be happy if it kills me
I am determined to find happiness today, no matter what the cost may be.
Today's the day I’m going to get a grip
I will finally take control of my life today and make the changes necessary to improve it.
Today I'll curse the gods who have been toying with my dreams
I am frustrated and angry at the forces that seem to be preventing me from achieving my goals.
For today I won't be taking any shit
I am done putting up with any nonsense or mistreatment today and will stand up for myself.
Today it seems that distance is my enemy
I am feeling discouraged today as the road ahead seems long and difficult.
With each step I get further from my path
I feel like I am moving in the wrong direction, away from where I want to be in life.
And everything depends on how it turns out in the end
The outcome of today's events will have a significant impact on the trajectory of my life.
But today I'm damn well going to have a laugh
In spite of everything, I am going to find joy today and make the most of the moment.
Today there will be cause for celebration
I have something to be happy about today and will take time to recognize and enjoy it.
Today I will ignore the complications
I am choosing to focus on the positive aspects of my life today and not dwell on any difficulties or obstacles.
Today I'll lay aside all the recriminations and the lies and lay my weeping heart against a stone
I will release all the pain and negativity I have been carrying inside and seek solace in something solid and unchanging.
Today I will be strong enough for both of us
I am determined to be a source of strength and support not just for myself, but for others in my life who may need it.
Today I won't be making any stupid fuss
I will not create unnecessary drama or stress today, but will approach everything with a calm and level-headed attitude.
Today I will confess and count my blessings,
I will take time today to reflect on all the positive things in my life and express gratitude for them.
As I test myself against the rest and find they're all a joke,
I will challenge myself today and compare myself to others, only to realize that the standards I hold for myself are higher and more meaningful than those of others.
Today I won't expect the satisfaction
I will not measure my success or happiness based on external factors or validation from others.
Today I will contain the chain reaction
I am committed to stopping any negative or self-destructive patterns in my life and breaking the cycle.
Today I will confront the beasts and cast them screaming like the thieves they are
I will face my fears and challenges head-on today and conquer them, not allowing them to steal my joy or success.
And peace will reign here once again
By taking control of my life and finding happiness and strength within myself, I will restore a sense of peace and tranquility to my life.
Contributed by Savannah D. Suggest a correction in the comments below.