Live in Life
The Rubens Lyrics

Out of my mind, I'll be outside
I'm leaving my comfort zone and going out to take a risk

Saying what I want, tryna pick a fight
I'm speaking my mind and may even provoke someone

You could not care, did you bat an eye?
You don't care about my words or actions, and it doesn't affect you

Icy cold pride
You have a cold and indifferent attitude towards me

Looking at your phone, looking for a ride
You're not interested in interacting with me and are instead focused on leaving

Guess I'm really done this time
It seems like our relationship has come to an end

A purple sunset, just a taste of the weather
The beautiful sunset is only a small representation of the overall weather

The air is dense as my back sticks to the leather
It's humid and uncomfortable, and I'm stuck sitting

Pull up and stall, I keep my beer in the cellar
I arrived and am delaying for some time. My beer is stored in the cellar

The year was good and all in all I'm alright
Overall, the past year was good, and I'm doing okay

Forget her
I need to forget about the past and move on

It's not the way you mix up all of your letters
The way you change the order of your words is not important

It's not the page but there's some beautiful errors
There may be some mistakes, but there's beauty in them

These scenes at night are shocking, shaking me now
The sights at night are unexpected and rattling me

I'm great I'm good but I might need talking down
I'm confident and doing well, but I may need somebody to help me calm down

Baby I'm fine, kinda want to die
I may appear to be okay, but I'm actually struggling internally

And I kinda want to live in life
I want to start truly living my life

Think I'm gonna live in life, life, life
I'm determined to live my life to the fullest

The truth is out that I have truly lost it
The reality is that I've completely lost it

The music's loud but there's no tune, I don't want it
The music is noisy and chaotic, and I'm not interested in it

Who's using who and got their hands in whose pockets?
Who's taking advantage of whom, and who's manipulating the situation?

I've never known just how to mask all of my problems
I've never been able to conceal all of my issues

Choosing moods my face is frozen fast and
I'm trying to decide how to feel, and it's causing me to freeze up

Boots and shoes left with the coats and hats and
I left my shoes and boots with my coats and hats

Have you seen my heart tonight (not tonight)
I'm hiding my emotions and don't want to show my heart to anyone tonight

You seem to be the guilty type, alright alright alright
You give off the impression of being dishonest and deceitful

Tonight I'm on the highway with wind
I'm driving on the highway with the wind blowing by

And the sky and the lights off
The sky is dark, and my headlights are off

And the right song
The perfect song is playing on the radio

Tonight I'm going sideways I'm in
I'm feeling out of control and taking risks

It's my time, it's the last stop
It's time for me to take control and make the most of my life

Got to get off
I need to get off this path and make a change

Pick me up a Gemini
Find someone who's two-faced to date

If the end of the world (out of my mind, I'll be outside)
If the world is ending, I'll be outside of my comfort zone

Gets me close to you (looking for you in a different life)
It's a way to be near you, even if it's in a different context

Well, baby I'm finished (kinda wanna die)
I'm done with the past and don't want to continue living

Think I'm gonna live in life, life, life
But I'm determined to start really living my life now