One Cold Night
The S.O.J. Lyrics

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Since you died without your presence i been really cold
Don't throw subliminals my killas will get really bold
And it's a miracle to make it out them streets old
Still got money from trapping growing mold
It's many lanes in life you can take just don't cross this road
Would never snitch on my homie stuck to the g-code
Ain't saying names but got stitches when he told
No laundrymate this money coming in like big loads

You diss me but miss me that foo shit don't hit me with
Press the wrong button you will get blicked
Bodies on they side keep dropping i know they sick
The jeweler flood my wrist
I ain't got opps and if i did they ass in piss
I was down they had the ball but ain't help with the assist
Every now and then i gotta remind them hold up my fist
They bring these drugs back around me i just gotta resist yeah
Without your warmth I'm cold (Yeah yeah)
Tryna survive through these cold nights (Cold nights)
Baby im tayboug and ion like nun of these hoe ass niggas
Oh tryna shake my hand but want my hoe ass niggas
We done been to war before for a hoe ass nigga
And ion rock with dude no more cause he a hoe ass nigga
No ion rock with dude no more cause he a hoe ass nigga
Catch yo ass up out in traffic killas hop out and get you
Ion like nun of these niggas i be hanging with killas
And this is not no fucking diss at them bitch ass niggas
I'm in my bag they made me mad we want all the opps dead
Got me rapping in the stu everytime i feel sad
They did me wrong i won't forget i hope that they ass know that
I'm OTF im TBG i got the hood on my neck
Bro eighteen they gave him thirty im still sad about that
Everytime he call my phone when he hang up i get sad
I be tryna do me why won't they let me do that
These people know not to fuck with me i get right on that

Without your warmth I'm cold (Yeah yeah)
Tryna survive through these cold nights (Cold nights)
Since you died without your presence i been really cold
Don't throw subliminals my killas will get really bold
And it's a miracle to make it out them streets old
Still got money from trapping growing mold
It's many lanes in life you can take just don't cross this road
Would never snitch on my homie stuck to the g-code
Stuck to the g-code
Would never snitch on my homie stuck to the g-code

Overall Meaning

In "One Cold Night," The S.O.J. delivers a poignant exploration of loss, loyalty, and the often harsh realities of street life. The opening lines express a deep sense of mourning and the emotional chill that has set in since the death of someone significant: “Since you died without your presence I been really cold.” This metaphorical coldness reflects the void left by the departed individual, suggesting that their absence profoundly affects the singer's emotional state. The following lines indicate a need for vigilance in a treacherous environment, where even hints of disrespect—subliminal disses—can provoke violent reactions. The mention of “killas” emphasizes the reliance on a tight-knit community for protection and support, portraying the singer's environment as one where loyalty is paramount, and betrayal, symbolized as snitching, is a grave offense.

As the song progresses, The S.O.J. addresses the struggles faced in life, particularly in the context of street culture. "It's many lanes in life you can take just don't cross this road" suggests that while there are multiple paths to choose from, some choices lead to dangerous outcomes. The singer prides himself on adhering to the "g-code," a fundamental code of conduct among his peers that discourages betrayal and promotes mutual respect. By highlighting the consequences of betrayal, evidenced by references to friends who have snitched, the singer reinforces the theme of loyalty. The struggle for financial survival through “trapping,” which refers to drug dealing, further illustrates how desperate circumstances can lead individuals to make choices that could ultimately harm them.

The emotional weight of the song is compounded by references to personal loss and the lingering effects of past traumas. Lines like "Every now and then I gotta remind them hold up my fist" gesture toward a defiance and strength that the singer feels compelled to display. This could indicate a need to assert oneself in a challenging environment, where showing vulnerability may not be an option. Furthermore, the juxtaposition of celebratory elements—like showing off “the jeweler flood my wrist”—against the backdrop of heartache serves as a reminder that even success comes with shadows. The singer’s inner conflict is palpable; he grapples with loss while navigating a world filled with temptation and violence, opting to resist the lure of drugs and the chaotic energy surrounding him.

Ultimately, “One Cold Night” serves as a raw and unfiltered reflection on resilience amid adversity. The refrain "Without your warmth I'm cold" encapsulates the loneliness and struggle faced without the presence of the cherished individual, while the references to loyalty indicate a longing for unity and support in the harsh realities of street life. As the singer balances feelings of grief with the challenges of surviving in a world that often feels stacked against him, the song captures a striking portrait of heartbreak and the quest for identity, survival, and meaning in an unforgiving environment. Through evocative imagery and powerful storytelling, The S.O.J. creates a narrative that resonates with anyone who has faced similar hardships, underscoring the importance of connection and the emotional toll that loyalty and loss can take.

Line by Line Meaning

Since you died without your presence i been really cold
Ever since your passing, I've felt an intense emotional distance and isolation.

Don't throw subliminals my killas will get really bold
Avoid indirect insults, as my loyal friends are unafraid to retaliate.

And it's a miracle to make it out them streets old
Surviving the harsh realities of the streets is an achievement in itself.

Still got money from trapping growing mold
I still have old, unspent money earned from illicit activities that is now stagnant.

It's many lanes in life you can take just don't cross this road
There are numerous life paths available, but avoid crossing into dangerous territory.

Would never snitch on my homie stuck to the g-code
I would never betray my friend; I remain loyal to our shared code of ethics.

Ain't saying names but got stitches when he told
I won't name names, but someone who betrayed trust ended up suffering consequences.

No laundrymate this money coming in like big loads
This money isn't clean; it's coming in abundantly from questionable sources.

You diss me but miss me that foo shit don't hit me with
Your insults only show how much you actually miss me; don’t bother with that fake talk.

Press the wrong button you will get blicked
Make a mistake with me, and you will face serious repercussions.

Bodies on they side keep dropping i know they sick
With ongoing violence, I see the toll it takes on the community; it’s distressing.

The jeweler flood my wrist
I've adorned myself with expensive jewelry as a symbol of success and wealth.

I ain't got opps and if i did they ass in piss
I have no rivals; if I did, they would be in a state of fear or disarray.

I was down they had the ball but ain't help with the assist
When I was struggling, others took advantage but failed to support me.

Every now and then i gotta remind them hold up my fist
I occasionally need to assert my strength and stand my ground to be recognized.

They bring these drugs back around me i just gotta resist yeah
I constantly face temptation with drugs but I must stay disciplined and avoid them.

Without your warmth I'm cold (Yeah yeah)
Your absence leaves me emotionally numb and lonely.

Tryna survive through these cold nights (Cold nights)
I am struggling to make it through difficult and dark times.

Baby im tayboug and ion like nun of these hoe ass niggas
I identify as strong and genuine; I have no tolerance for fake individuals.

Oh tryna shake my hand but want my hoe ass niggas
People pretend to be friendly while secretly wishing harm upon my friends.

We done been to war before for a hoe ass nigga
We've fought battles in the past over someone I now consider untrustworthy.

And ion rock with dude no more cause he a hoe ass nigga
I no longer associate with that person due to his disloyalty.

Catch yo ass up out in traffic killas hop out and get you
If I encounter you unexpectedly, my associates will take decisive action against you.

Ion like nun of these niggas i be hanging with killas
I have no respect for those around me; I prefer to associate with tough individuals.

And this is not no fucking diss at them bitch ass niggas
I’m not targeting anyone specific; I’m just expressing my frustration.

I'm in my bag they made me mad we want all the opps dead
I'm focused on my business, but their actions have sparked a desire for revenge.

Got me rapping in the stu everytime i feel sad
I channel my emotions into my music whenever I'm feeling down.

They did me wrong i won't forget i hope that they ass know that
The wrongs done to me are unforgettable, and I want those responsible to be aware of this.

I'm OTF im TBG i got the hood on my neck
I proudly represent my affiliations and carry the weight of my community on my shoulders.

Bro eighteen they gave him thirty im still sad about that
My friend received a harsh sentence at a young age, which still deeply affects me.

Everytime he call my phone when he hang up i get sad
Each conversation with him reminds me of the sorrow of our situation.

I be tryna do me why won't they let me do that
I'm just trying to live my life, but others hinder my efforts to do so.

These people know not to fuck with me i get right on that
Everyone is aware of my potential for retaliation and avoids provoking me.