I Hate People
The Shut-Ups Lyrics


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I have bottomed out and my future doesn't fit into my schedule.
All booked up on depression and self-loathing.
Buried deep in sleep from passing out, no time to plan ahead.
Someone please tell me, why do I think this way?
Someone please tell me that this isn't the end of everything.

A chemical imbalance? No. The smell of my own vomit lost in my last tears.
No more kissing clocks or throwing coins into wishing wells to try and fix the way I fucked myself.





When it's finally here, it's never enough and when it's finally gone, it's never coming back.
Somehow I fooled myself into believing that this would work out, that I wouldn't end up hurt.

Overall Meaning

The Shut-Ups' song "I Hate People" is a heartfelt and introspective reflection of the struggles with depression and self-loathing. The singer has reached a low point in their life where they feel overwhelmed and incapable of planning for the future. The lyrics "bottomed out" and "all booked up on depression and self-loathing" are indicative of the singer's mental state. They are consumed by negative thoughts and emotions that have left them buried deep in sleep and unable to look forward. The plea "someone please tell me why do I think this way?" highlights the desperation and confusion felt by the singer.


The second verse delves deeper into the singer's state of mind. They reject the idea that their struggles are simply a chemical imbalance or something easily fixed. The imagery of "smell of my own vomit lost in my last tears" is a visceral and raw portrayal of the singer's pain. They have tried everything to fix themselves, but nothing seems to work. The singer's disappointment and resignation are palpable in the lines "when it's finally here, it's never enough and when it's finally gone, it's never coming back." The song's final lines reveal the singer's attempt to hold on to hope despite everything that has happened. The phrase "somehow I fooled myself into believing that this would work out" is tinged with sadness and regret, but it also suggests that the singer is unwilling to give up entirely.


Line by Line Meaning

I have bottomed out and my future doesn't fit into my schedule.
I feel completely overwhelmed and hopeless, and I can't see a way forward in my life.


All booked up on depression and self-loathing.
I'm consumed by feelings of sadness and worthlessness, with no room for anything else in my mind.


Buried deep in sleep from passing out, no time to plan ahead.
I'm so lost in my own despair that I'm resorting to numbing myself with sleep, which only keeps me from facing my problems head-on.


Someone please tell me, why do I think this way?
I desperately need someone to explain to me why I'm feeling this miserable and stuck.


Someone please tell me that this isn't the end of everything.
I desperately need reassurance that things won't always feel this hopeless and empty.


A chemical imbalance? No. The smell of my own vomit lost in my last tears.
My sadness and despair come from real experiences and circumstances in my life, not just a theoretical medical condition. I feel like I'm drowning in my own distress.


No more kissing clocks or throwing coins into wishing wells to try and fix the way I fucked myself.
I've tried all kinds of superficial remedies for my problems, but they're not enough to make me feel better or to address the root causes of my pain.


When it's finally here, it's never enough and when it's finally gone, it's never coming back.
I've experienced moments of happiness and hope in the past, but they always feel fleeting and I'm left feeling like I'm right back where I started.


Somehow I fooled myself into believing that this would work out, that I wouldn't end up hurt.
I had hope that things would get better for me, but I'm starting to realize that that hope may have been misguided and unrealistic.




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