It Never Ends
The Skatastrophes Lyrics

So at the end of the day
At the conclusion of it all

I'll try to pay attention to what you say
I will attempt to listen to you

But when the night's at an end
However, once the evening has concluded

I really don't feel like being your friend
I don't feel inclined to be your acquaintance

I've heard all the things they've said
I'm aware of what they've spoken about

I know it'll never end
I understand it will go on indefinitely

What do you do when your best friends
What do you do when the things you rely on

Are the late night shows and the things you wish she said?
Involve television and your desires for your past lover's words?

I'm stuck in this never-ending cycle
I'm caught in this perpetual routine

And I'm drowning in denial of those things I NEVER SAID.
And I'm suffocating myself by refusing to acknowledge the thoughts I never expressed.

But I know that someday it'll be okay
However, I comprehend that eventually it will be tolerable

She doesn't matter anyway you know
Her existence isn't important to you, after all

But still, I've gotta say that
Nevertheless, I must admit that

I think that there's nothing left to lose
I believe I have nothing to lose

I'm surprised we've come this far
I'm amazed we've reached this point

I think that there's nothing left to prove
I consider that I don't need to demonstrate anything else

But what can I tell all my friends
However, what do I communicate to my companions

When all I got is four chords and a stupid ska band?
When all I possess is a lousy ska band with four chords?

So now I think I'm giving up
So, now I believe I am surrendering

I know I might as well cause I'll fuck it up and
I'm cognizant that I'll ruin it anyway and

I know I'll never be what I want
I accept that I'll never become what I aspire to be

because they always get the better of me
Because they consistently outsmart me

I've been thinking way too much and
I've been contemplating excessively and

I've been drinking way too much and
I've been imbibing far too much alcohol and

I've been having so much fun
I've been enjoying myself so much

that I think for a minute I forgot just who I was
That momentarily, I feel like I've lost my identity

Maybe it's all right
Possibly, it's acceptable

Maybe I'm just fine
Maybe I'm healthy

Maybe it's not what I've said
Possibly, it's not what I said

Maybe it's okay
Perhaps it's acceptable

Maybe there's some way
Maybe there's a solution

Maybe it's all in my head.
Perhaps it's merely a mental illusion.