Disavowing the punk rock roots of many of their alt-rock contemporaries, they have a diverse, densely layered, and guitar-heavy sound, containing elements of gothic rock, heavy metal, dream pop, psychedelic rock, progressive rock, shoegazing, and, in later recordings, electronica. Corgan is the group's primary songwriter; his musical ambitions and cathartic lyrics have shaped the band's albums and songs, which have been described as "anguished, bruised reports from Billy Corgan's nightmare-land".
The Smashing Pumpkins broke into the musical mainstream with their second album, 1993's Siamese Dream. The group built its audience with extensive touring and their 1995 follow-up, the double album Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 album chart. 1998's Adore would just barely miss out, peaking at number two. With 30 million albums sold worldwide, the Smashing Pumpkins were one of the most commercially successful and critically acclaimed bands of the 1990s. However, internal fighting, drug use, and diminishing record sales led to a 2000 break-up.
In 2006, Corgan and Chamberlin reconvened to record a new Smashing Pumpkins album, Zeitgeist. After touring throughout 2007 and 2008 with a lineup including new guitarist Jeff Schroeder, Chamberlin left the band in early 2009. Later that year, Corgan began a new recording series with a rotating lineup of musicians entitled Teargarden by Kaleidyscope, which encompassed the release of stand-alone singles, compilation EP releases, and two full albums that also fell under the project's scope—Oceania in 2012 and Monuments to an Elegy in 2014. Chamberlin and Iha officially rejoined the band in February 2018. The reunited lineup has released three albums so far—Shiny and Oh So Bright, Vol. 1 / LP: No Past. No Future. No Sun. in November 2018, Cyr in November 2020, and ATUM in 2023.
Try Try Try
The Smashing Pumpkins Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
What's our mission
Do we know
But never listen
For too long
They held me under
But I hear
It's almost over
On a Memphis train
Like you said it's
Down in the heat and the summer rain of
The automatic gauze of your memories
Down in the sleep at the airplane races
Try to hold on
To this heart
A little bit longer
Try to hold on
To this love aloud
Try to hold on
For this heart's
A little bit colder
Try to hold on
To this love
Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
Written around the dried out flowers
Here we are still trading places
To try to hold on
Pop tart
Can you envision
A free world
Of clear division
For too long
They held us under
But I know
We're getting over
In Detroit
With the Nashville tears
Like you said it's
Down in the heat with the broken numbers
Down in the gaze of solemnity
Down in the way you've held together
To try to hold on
To this heart
A little bit closer
Try to hold on
To this love aloud
Try to hold on
For this heart's
A little bit older
Try to hold on
To this love aloud
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
And no one should deny
We tried to hold on to the pulse of the feedback current
Into the flow of encrypted movement
Slapback kills the ancient remnants
That try to hold on
Try to hold on
To this heart alive
Try to hold on
To this love aloud
Try to hold on
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
Pop tart
You never listen
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
Stop start
What's our mission
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
The lyrics to Smashing Pumpkins’ “Try Try Try” are shrouded in ambiguity, but the songwriter Billy Corgan sheds light on the song. The song's storyline follows that of a drug addict who is trying to hold on to love despite his addiction. The opening line, “Pop Tart, what’s our mission? Do we know but never listen,” refers to the temporary high that drugs give, and how addicts are aware of the destruction drugs bring but choose to ignore those thoughts. The lines “For too long they held me under, but I hear it’s almost over,” may represent the promises of stopping drugs and starting a new life, but this message is never realized.
The lines “Down in the sleep at the airplane races, try to hold on to this heart a little bit longer,” suggests that the singer is clinging to the hope that love will cure his addiction, and with its help, he can hold on to life a little bit longer. “Paperback scrawl your hidden poems, written around the dried-out flowers,” references to secret journal writings of the singer, which are, in reality, hidden drug usage or poetry that personifies drug addiction. The lyric "skinned knees, try to hold on, stop-start, what's our mission” is a plea to his partner to hold on to the relationship, despite the attempts and failures of the singer to get sober.
Line by Line Meaning
Pop tart
The singer starts the song with a casual expression, possibly indicating a diversion from the seriousness of the rest of the content
What's our mission
The singer questions the purpose of their existence or endeavor, highlighting existential doubts
Do we know
The singer implies uncertainty about the answer to the previous line's question, further emphasizing the lack of clarity or direction
But never listen
The artist suggests that one of the reasons for feeling lost or confused is the failure to pay attention or learn from the past or others' advice
For too long
The artist implies an extended period of difficulty or struggle, further highlighting the sense of endurance and perseverance
They held me under
The singer describes a situation of oppression or suppression, possibly referring to external forces or society at large
But I hear
The singer asserts that despite the previous line's statement, they are still aware and alert to signs of hope or progress
It's almost over
The artist expresses optimism or relief that the challenging situation might be ending or getting better soon
In Detroit
The artist references a specific location, creating a sense of place and context for the rest of the lyrics
On a Memphis train
The artist introduces another location, possibly indicating a journey or a change of scenery
Like you said it's
The singer connects the previous two lines to another person or source of information, implying a dialogue or a shared experience
Down in the heat and the summer rain of
The artist describes the setting of a moment or a memory, using vivid sensory details to evoke atmosphere
The automatic gauze of your memories
The singer refers to an image or a metaphor, suggesting a filter or a veil between the present and the past
Down in the sleep at the airplane races
The singer uses another setting or situation to emphasize the surreal or dreamlike quality of the lyrics
Try to hold on
The singer repeats a phrase as a mantra, possibly indicating a struggle or a challenge to maintain strength or focus
To this heart
The artist suggests an emotional dimension to the previous line's exhortation, emphasizing the importance of staying true to oneself or one's values
A little bit longer
The artist implies an extension of time or effort, further emphasizing the endurance or resilience required
To this love aloud
The singer adds another dimension to the previous lines, possibly referring to a specific relationship or connection
For this heart's
The singer repeats the previous construction, further highlighting the repeated need to hold on to oneself and one's feelings
A little bit colder
The artist introduces a change of tone or mood, possibly implying a setback or a loss
To this love
The artist returns to the previous theme, reminding the listener or themselves of the importance of maintaining a sense of devotion or commitment
Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
The artist shifts to a different scene or image, possibly referencing a personal artifact or a creative endeavor
Written around the dried out flowers
The singer adds a detail to the previous line, further emphasizing the intimacy or vulnerability of the situation
Here we are still trading places
The artist refers to a relationship or a situation of mutual exchange, suggesting a possible change or progression
To try to hold on
The singer repeats a previous phrase, possibly implying a continuous effort or a cyclic pattern
And we are still alive
The singer makes a declarative statement, emphasizing the perseverance or resilience of the self or the group
And we have survived
The singer repeats the previous line in a different form, further highlighting the strength or tenacity of the subject
And no one should deny
The artist implies a possible challenge or opposition to the previous lines' message, further emphasizing the defiant or empowering tone
We tried to hold on to the pulse of the feedback current
The artist introduces a new metaphor or image, possibly referring to a struggle or a search for meaning or connection
Into the flow of encrypted movement
The singer adds another layer to the previous metaphor, possibly referring to a technological or digital context
Slapback kills the ancient remnants
The singer creates a sense of conflict or danger, possibly referring to a destructive force or influence
That try to hold on
The artist returns to a previous phrase, possibly referring to the enduring or stubborn aspects of the human condition
Skinned knees
The artist introduces a new image or metaphor, possibly referring to a sense of pain or vulnerability
Stop start
The artist uses a short phrase, possibly indicating a sense of instability or fluctuation
And we are still alive
The singer repeats a previous line, possibly suggesting a hopeful or triumphant conclusion
Try to hold on
The artist repeats a previous phrase, possibly indicating a continuous effort or a reminder
Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: WILLIAM PATRICK CORGAN
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@nicholsjoshua15
Have you listened to Oceania and Monuments To An Elegy?
In my opinion, those albums hearken back to the days of old.
They will never be as popular as Siamese Dream or Melancholy And The Infinite Sadness.
In pretty convinced many fans ears are clogged with nostalgia, and they wouldn't like anything Smashing Pumpkins release.
I honestly think if Siamese Dreams was released in 2017 instead of 1993, people would be calling it trash.
The new singles wont get played on the radio because the radio stations only play the same ten or twenty songs again and again on repeat.
Also, remember, many fans hated Adore and despised Machina and Machina 2.
@barbaradalzell2597
Omg....
That just broke my heart...
I am a recovered addict. I was pregnant and still drinking and using and the father of my first child was (and still is) a junky as well!
This video hit home so hard! The insanity of being in active addiction! The pure insanity of it all!!
I had my first son taken from me as a direct result of my addiction.
Getting pregnant a second time saved my life! I didn't want to repeat it all again!
I thank God EVERYDAY that I am not who I used to be!
Once again;
This video hit home for me! It broke my heart!
I was living it, but I couldn't see it all from an outside view- until now, that it.
😭😭
@edgariramg.vargas9260
Pop Tart, what's our mission?
Do we know but never listen?
For too long they held me under
But I hear it's almost over
In Detroit on a Memphis train
Like you said, it's down in the heat and the summer rain
The automatic gauze of your memories
Down in the sleep at the airplane races
Try to hold on to this heart a little bit longer
Try to hold on to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart's a little bit colder
Try to hold on to this love
Paperback scrawl your hidden poems
Written around the dried out flowers
Here we are, still trading places
Try to hold on
Pop Tart, can you envision
A free world of clear division?
For too long they held us under
But I know we're getting over
In Detroit with the Nashville tears
Like you said, it's down in the heat with the broken numbers
Down in the gaze of solemnity
Down in the way you've held together
Try to hold on to this heart a little bit closer
Try to hold on to this love aloud
Try to hold on, for this heart's a little bit older
Try to hold on to this love aloud
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
And no one should deny
We tried to hold onto the pulse of the feedback current
Into the flow of encrypted movement
Slapback kills the ancient remnants
That try to hold on
Try to hold on to this heart alive
Try to hold on to this heart aloud
Try to hold on
And we are still alive
Try to hold on
And we have survived
Try to hold on
Pop Tart, you never listen
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
Stop start, what's our mission?
Skinned knees
Try to hold on
@philiprobertson395
This song always makes me cry. Because I listened to it while I was a junkie and couldn’t quit no matter how hard I tried. I was convinced I would die a addict. But with gods help and a lot of fighting sleepless nights I’ve been clean since 2013.
@donnaantonacci8509
Congrats! You should be proud of yourself . It’s one of the hardest things to do. Since 5/30/16 for me.
@CarlosValnicio
God bless you guys
@chickenchaser9348
amen! im so proud of you! 💕
@joshuareed7528
My wife and I share 06-17-2011. Proud members of the “no matter what” club. Congratulations!
@jrm78
Keep it up! You're doing great!
@sstaners1234
I can’t believe MTV banned this. This is such a strong video with a powerful message. Sad one at that.
@vgpkevin2900
Every bit of inteligence is banned from the media, they want You to see and think only what is good for their agenda
@kaosfactoryamici8444
MTV still exists?
@colinjava8447
Thats the reality of drug addiction for many people, if it gets through to a few people then the video has done its job.