NOW
The Smiths Lyrics


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I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say
But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me
Through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
What now?

I found the one, she changed my life
But was it me that changed and she
Just happened to come at the right time?
I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me
Through the glass of a two sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sittin' there, laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
Please tell me, what now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spend every hour just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
(I don't know-oh-oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know-oh-oh why)
Yeah
Oh, I don't know how to feel
I don't know how to cry, yeah




So now somebody tell me
What now

Overall Meaning

The Smith's song "Now" is a reflection of confusion, loneliness and emptiness. The lyrics express a sense of disillusionment where the singer is grappling with his identity and purpose in life. The song captures the essence of a mid-life crisis where one feels unfulfilled and lost. The first lines "I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat" suggest that the singer has been suppressing his emotions as a way to cope with his confusion. He admits that he shouldn't be crying as tears are for weaker days, yet he can't help the feeling of something missing in his life.


The chorus repeats the question "What now?" which is an admission of helplessness and uncertainty. The singer has no answers to his questions and feels lost. The lyrics "There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all" further emphasise the emptiness the singer feels in his life. He has no genuine connections as he has been pretending to be someone he is not. The song ends with the lines, "I don't know where to go, I don't know what to feel, I don't know how to cry" which is a poignant expression of his inner turmoil.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I've been avoiding facing the emotions that are festering inside me


Tears were for the weaker days
I used to think crying was a sign of weakness, but now I understand it's just a natural human emotion


But something's missing
Despite trying to be strong, there is still a feeling of emptiness within me


Whatever it is, it feels like its laughing at me / Through the glass of a two sided mirror
I feel like the source of my pain is mocking me and I can't figure out how to escape it


What now? / I just can't figure it out / I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out / Please tell me, what now?
I am feeling lost and confused, and I don't know what to do next. I am asking for guidance and just waiting for a solution to present itself


I found the one, she changed my life / But was it me that changed and she / Just happened to come at the right time?
I thought I had found my perfect partner, but now I am questioning if it was actually her or just the timing that changed everything


I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again
Despite being in a seemingly perfect relationship, I still feel empty and disconnected


There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all
I don't feel like I can confide in anyone because I have been pretending and putting on a facade for everyone in my life


The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
The more I pretend to be happy, the lonelier and more isolated I feel


I can't even get the emotions to come out / Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout
I am struggling to express my emotions and feel like I am stuck in a state of emotional emptiness, even though I want to release my feelings


I don't know where to go / I don't know what to feel / I don't know how to cry / I don't know-oh-oh why
I am lost and confused, unable to find a way out of my emotional turmoil and questioning why I am feeling this way


Oh, I don't know how to feel / I don't know how to cry, yeah / So now somebody tell me / What now
I am feeling completely overwhelmed and disconnected from my emotions, and I am looking for someone to provide me with guidance and support




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Olivia Waithe, Robyn Fenty, Parker Ighile, Nathan Cassells, Ifeoluwa Oladigbolu, Michael Antoniou

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