Homesick
The Spill Canvas Lyrics


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textbook infection started in the month of june
first my mouth grew tired and then the madness will consume
sick of letting all of these lumps in my dry throat explode
next time i will cut them out and let the dizzy ooze flow
into the streets eating away at everything
bringing civilization to its knees as i strap the bomb onto my body
they tell me that they'll miss me
and this situation is so goddamn bittersweet
gotta get rid of me

a makeshift remedy serum is injected into my veins
as we're counting down the minutes to when my ailment will strike again
the dynamite is strapped to my chest, it seems the only answer
as they pace back and forth with anxiousness
hoping they have found a cure for homesickness like this
and my skin starts turning black, and they all take a few steps back
and give them one last oath, push the denator, and start to laugh
but it's really not that bad, see this was the solution all along
my memories were quarantined so we'll set them free in this song
it's really not that bad, see this was the solution all along

my memories were quarantined, so we'll set them free in this song
set them free in this song

now we're finally home, it feels good not to be alone
just remember you must tend to it, for it to really grow




a core of enough friendships remind you you survived
click your heels three times and pray that you will make it out alive

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of The Spill Canvas's song "Homesick" tell a story about a person who is desperately trying to find a cure for their sickness. The sickness is described as a "textbook infection" that began in June, and it first affected the person's mouth before spreading to their entire body. The person is sick of living with the lumps in their throat and decides that the next time the sickness strikes, they will cut them out and let the dizzy ooze flow. The sickness is consuming them and bringing civilization to its knees as the person contemplates strapping a bomb to their body. The person is torn between leaving the world and being missed by their loved ones, and finally finding a cure for their homesickness.


The second verse describes a makeshift remedy serum that is injected into the person's veins, while they count down the minutes until their ailment strikes again. The dynamite is strapped to their chest and it seems like the only solution. The people around them are pacing back and forth with anxiousness, hoping that they have found a cure for the homesickness. The person's skin starts turning black, and they all take a few steps back as the person gives them one last oath, pushes the detonator, and starts to laugh. However, the person realizes that this was the solution all along because their memories were quarantined and will now be set free in the song. The person feels like it is not that bad after all.


The lyrics' final verse suggests that the person has finally found their home, and it feels good not to be alone. The person is reminded that they must tend to their friendships for them to grow. The core of enough friendships helps to remind the person that they have survived. In the end, the person clicks their heels three times and prays that they will make it out alive.


Line by Line Meaning

textbook infection started in the month of june
A problem began in June and it followed a familiar pattern.


first my mouth grew tired and then the madness will consume
The issue began with fatigue, followed by a descent into chaos.


sick of letting all of these lumps in my dry throat explode
Tired of dealing with problems building up in their throat.


next time i will cut them out and let the dizzy ooze flow
They plan to take more drastic action to deal with these issues in the future.


into the streets eating away at everything
Their problems are causing destruction in the world around them.


bringing civilization to its knees as i strap the bomb onto my body
Their problems are so severe that they feel like it could have destructive consequences for society.


they tell me that they'll miss me
People express sadness at the thought of them leaving/dying because of their problems.


and this situation is so goddamn bittersweet
They have mixed feelings about their problems and the reactions others have to them.


gotta get rid of me
They feel like they need to remove themselves from the situation to get better.


a makeshift remedy serum is injected into my veins
They try an experimental treatment to deal with their problems.


as we're counting down the minutes to when my ailment will strike again
They are constantly aware of the threat that their problem poses.


the dynamite is strapped to my chest, it seems the only answer
They feel like drastic measures, like suicide, are the only answer to their problems.


as they pace back and forth with anxiousness
Other people are anxious about what they might do in response to their problems.


hoping they have found a cure for homesickness like this
Others hope that there is a solution for their specific problem.


and my skin starts turning black, and they all take a few steps back
Their problem is visibly affecting them in a negative way.


and give them one last oath, push the denator, and start to laugh
They make light of their problems and take a fatalistic approach to dealing with them.


but it's really not that bad, see this was the solution all along
They have a surprisingly positive outlook on what they just did to themselves.


my memories were quarantined so we'll set them free in this song
The song will serve as a way to process their memories.


now we're finally home, it feels good not to be alone
They are relieved to be in a place where they feel understood and accepted.


just remember you must tend to it, for it to really grow
They know they need to take care of themselves and their problems in order to get better.


a core of enough friendships remind you you survived
Having supportive friends who understand what they went through is an important part of their healing process.


click your heels three times and pray that you will make it out alive
They know that their journey to recovery is far from over and they need to constantly hope and work for a better outcome.




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Comments from YouTube:

@cybenddragon

This, along with Rock Bottom, Mother Confessor, and a few others that escape my me at the moment weren't ever released on an album, Youtube account, or other, and I have no idea how they got distributed which annoys me because I'd love to have them legally.

@DonMusta

=o where can i download dis! thanks for sharing btw