States and Minds
The Story So Far Lyrics

I'm falling in and out again
I am experiencing conflicting emotions and constantly shifting between them.

And in this moment I pretend
Right now, I am putting on a facade, pretending that everything is okay.

That we're alright between the lines
I am trying to maintain the illusion that our relationship is stable and healthy, even though things may not be okay.

Aren't we all just borderline?
It seems like we all have our own emotional struggles and challenges, and it's hard to draw a clear line between what is considered stable and unstable.

Trying to be psychotically optimistic
I am attempting to maintain a positive outlook despite the difficult emotions I am experiencing.

But I'm chaotic and I'm numb
Despite my attempts at positivity, I am feeling overwhelmed and emotionally numb.

So please forgive me while I'm undone
I am apologizing in advance for any negative repercussions that may result from my emotional instability.

I'm just a son of a gun
I am acknowledging that I am a flawed and imperfect human being with my own set of struggles.

The past is in the past, it's done
I am acknowledging that certain events have happened that cannot be changed or undone, and that we must move forward in order to heal and grow.

I've got your back if you've got mine
Despite everything, I am still committed to supporting and caring for the other person, as long as they reciprocate that support.

But you're blinded by beautiful eyes
Unfortunately, it seems that the other person may be too caught up in superficial aspects of our relationship, like physical attractiveness, rather than deeper emotional connections.

I'm turning a blind eye to see
In order to maintain the facade of our stable relationship, I am also pretending not to notice or acknowledge certain issues, despite being aware of them deep down.

That we're selfish and we're tired
Both of us are struggling with our own individual issues and may not have the energy or capacity to fully support each other.

And no one's coming to save our lives
We must rely on ourselves and each other to overcome our challenges and move forward.

We're dancing on a tightrope, high
Our relationship feels unstable and precarious, like we are constantly walking a tightrope and barely holding on.

Trying to keep the spark alive
Despite the difficult emotions we are experiencing, we are both trying to maintain the passion and love in our relationship.

And it's not easy, and we've been through the ringer
We have both faced significant challenges and struggles, which have made it difficult to maintain a stable and healthy relationship.

But we'll make it out together, I swear
Despite everything, I am committed to working through our issues together and emerging stronger on the other side.