Navy Blue
The Story So Far (California) Lyrics

I bet it hurts to read permanence.
I imagine it is painful to come to terms with the fact that things are not going to change.

I used to think on all of this and how you don't.
I used to dwell on our relationship and how you seemed to be distant and uninterested.

Damn it's hard to find sustenance when all I had was love for this and now you don't.
It's difficult to move on when my whole world revolved around you, and now you no longer feel the same.

Now I just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments, however few.
I turn to drugs and alcohol to cope with the fact that you seem to have moved on and accomplished things without me.

All of this frustrates me bad 'cause I can't stay mad at you or change anything that I had.
I am frustrated because I cannot stay angry with you or go back to the way things were.

She told me don't think like that, it's really not that bad.
Someone tried to console me and tell me that things are not as bad as they seem.

I hope this makes you sad I hope this makes you sad.
I hope my pain makes you realize what you've done and how much you've hurt me.

If it's something serious then hit me up but until then the door is shut, forget my room.
If you need me for something important, let me know, but otherwise I want nothing to do with you.

And if I had a match for every lie and every attempt to deny, I'd strike a few.
If I had a match for every time you lied or tried to deny what was happening between us, I would have a lot of matches.

I am the walls, the silent halls My jacket at your sisters wedding, navy blue.
I am everywhere and everything that reminds you of me, including the jacket I wore to your sister's wedding which is now just another navy blue item in your closet.