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Some Mistakes You Never Stop Paying For
The Suicide File Lyrics

I used to believe
That you and me
Were gonna shimmer
Like our spikes and chains,
And that the beauty
Of our brashness
Spoke for itself.
Spoke for itself.
When staying awake meant feeling alive.
We were so young, and so cutthroat.

But in the end,
Everything I thought
Meant so much
Didn't mean a thing.

And I can't seem to find the words Anymore.
Anymore.
And I can't seem to find the words Anymore.
Anymore.

I used to believe
That you and me
Were gonna shimmer
Like our spikes and chains,
And that the beauty
Of our brashness
Spoke for itself.
When staying awake meant feeling alive.
We were so young, and so cutthroat.

And yes, I still fucking remember.
I felt it go through me like a shock.
And yes, I still fucking remember standing on these city streets.
And yes, I still fucking remember.
I felt it go through me like a shock.
And yes, I still fucking remember standing on these city streets.

We were gonna change the world.
I didn't change shit.
It didn't mean shit.
We didn't change shit.

We were gonna change the world.
I ain't changing shit.
It didn't mean shit.
We didn't change shit.

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The Suicide File were an angry yet intelligent hardcore band from Boston, MA. They broke up in 2003 (but played 3 reunion shows in 2005) and members went on to join Some Kind Of Hate, and The Hope Conspiracy among others. They released two EP's and an LP on Indecision Records, a split 7" with The Hope Conspiracy on Deathwish Inc., and a split with R'N'R released on Championship Vinyl/This Blessing This Curse Recordings. With the exception of the LP Read Full BioThe Suicide File were an angry yet intelligent hardcore band from Boston, MA. They broke up in 2003 (but played 3 reunion shows in 2005) and members went on to join Some Kind Of Hate, and The Hope Conspiracy among others. They released two EP's and an LP on Indecision Records, a split 7" with The Hope Conspiracy on Deathwish Inc., and a split with R'N'R released on Championship Vinyl/This Blessing This Curse Recordings. With the exception of the LP, all of their material was included on the posthumous release, Some Mistakes You Never Stop Paying For.