Dead
The U.S. Apple Corps Lyrics

I'm Dead!
I am physically dead and no longer alive

Tell my family and friends that I miss them to death
Please inform my loved ones that I miss them very much even in death

I'm not feeling red but I can feel the pain
I am not experiencing any strong emotions, but I can feel the physical pain of death

When these motherfuckers are just taking it for granted
When others do not appreciate life and take it for granted, it makes my death even more frustrating

Fuck the fucking cyanide, I know that I can hide
I do not need to use cyanide to end my life because I already know how to hide from the pain and suffering

I'm not spelling shit, I'm just telling you a fact
I am not trying to deceive or hide anything; I am simply stating the truth

And now you can run away
You have the opportunity to leave this situation and escape the pain of my death

And pretend it'll be okay
You can deceive yourself into thinking everything will be fine, but my death will still affect you deeply

You can give your heart and say
You can put on a brave face and act like you are not affected by my death, but it still hurts

That I will not be dead today
You can try to deny the reality of my death, but it has already happened

Since I pushed you away
Because I distanced myself from you, my loved ones may feel hurt and abandoned by my death

Now I gotta pay
I must suffer the consequences of my actions, even in death

I'm feeling death getting closer every day
I can feel death approaching and getting closer with every passing moment

And, I can even feel my life slipping from my hands
I can feel my life slipping away and becoming harder to hold onto

Like a horror movie that is coming to an end
My life is ending like a horror movie, with all the suspense and anticipation leading up to a final ending

Just look me in the eyes and tell me you're feeling okay
Please give me the comfort of knowing that you are okay and can handle my death

Say you beg for mercy, to the one who spread the plagues
Even in death, I recognize the power of a greater force and the need to ask for mercy and forgiveness

I can't trust the devil cause he's just standin' still
I cannot turn to the devil or evil for comfort in death because they do not move or change anything

Is not blasphemistic nor against your weaker will
My actions are not meant to be insulting to any religious beliefs or to go against anyone's weaker will or desires

I just wanna know what's the dream you won't fulfill
Before I die, I want to know what dreams or desires people have that they have not fulfilled yet

Tell my family and friends that I miss them to...
Again, please inform my loved ones of my love and desire to be with them, even in death

Death, but I cannot stand to fight
My death is a reality, but I cannot bear to fight it anymore

Something in my mind is telling me to die
Despite any external factors, there is something in my own mind that is urging me towards death

Take all that you have and just leave me here to write
Before I die, I want to express myself and put my thoughts and feelings into writing for others to read and remember me by

This is the first time that I wanna be that guy
Even though I have never wanted to be the one to die or leave, in this moment it is the first time that I genuinely desire it