I
The Whispers Lyrics

I was a wave
I felt like I was a wave in the midst of the ocean, without any particular direction or end.

In the middle of the ocean without a shore
I was in a place where I had no clear path forward or any definitive goals to strive for.

I was afraid
The uncertainty of my situation made me feel anxious and uneasy.

That I'd break into a million tiny bubbles and evaporate
I was concerned that my identity or sense of self would disappear indefinitely, leaving me with nothing but a scattering of isolated thoughts and feelings.

Into the sky
I imagined myself vanishing into the atmosphere, escaping from the world entirely.

I was a mountain
I felt like an immovable force of nature, solid and unchanging.

Standing with my head above the clouds
I was towering over everything else, overcome with a sense of power and control.

I felt the rumbling
Despite my solid appearance, I could feel something deep within me shifting and trembling.

Deep beneath the surface I can feel it shaking me loose
Underneath my facade, I was starting to come apart at the seams.

To my core
These feelings were coming from the very center of my being.

Am I ready to be everything
I questioned whether I had the strength and resilience to create a new identity for myself in the face of adversity.

That I need to be when it all begins to change
I wondered if I had the resources to adapt and adjust as my surroundings evolved and transformed.

And fall apart
I feared that everything around me was collapsing, and I was unable to stop or slow it down.

I fall
I am breaking down and descending into chaos.

Fall apart
Everything around me is disintegrating, and I am powerless to stop it.

Do I let it all go
I considered whether I should try to cling to my old identity and the world I used to know or to let them go entirely.

When it's all that I know
The idea of letting go is daunting because it means leaving behind everything familiar and comfortable.

I just don't know if I can hold my own
I doubted whether I could manage to cope with this amount of instability and uncertainty on my own.

You're not alone
However, I am reassured that there are people who can support me and help me through hard times.

But who will I be
Despite this, I wonder who I will become in the future and what my new life will look like.

Just wait and see
For now, I have to simply accept the unknown and wait for things to unfold at their own pace.

I'm feeling like I'm ready to fall
Despite my fears, there is a sense of exhilaration and excitement about the possibility of transformation and growth.

Into it all
I am willing to dive headfirst and embrace whatever lies ahead for me.

I fall apart
Despite my resolve, I know that I will continue to feel a sense of chaos and dissolution as I undergo this process.