Criminal
The Winery Dogs Lyrics

somebody planted the seed of love
Someone introduced me to love and the idea of a relationship.

but the vines are killin' me.
But that relationship is suffocating me and causing me pain.

make you feel so good to know
The idea of love and companionship can bring joy and excitement.

but it's bad, bad, bad...
But sometimes these feelings can be overwhelming and harmful.

i guess by now i should know the score
I should be able to recognize the patterns and consequences of my actions by now.

it's like somebody put some voodoo on me.
It feels like I am under some kind of spell or control.

and i don't want it in my head.
I don't want these confusing and overpowering emotions affecting my mental state.

i can't take it no more.
I am at my breaking point and can't handle the situation any longer.

i feel like a wanted man.
I feel like I am on the run and constantly being pursued.

i'm not a criminal.
I am not doing anything wrong or illegal, but I still feel like I am in trouble.

you've got me in your hands.
I am under your control and influence.

and i got nothin' at all.
I have no power or agency in this situation.

you've got me believin'
I have been convinced by you and your actions.

you're someone i'm needin'
I feel like I need you in my life, even though it is causing me pain.

but i'm a brick in your wall.
But in reality, I am just a small and insignificant part of your life.

and i'm in your hands
You have complete control over me and my emotions.

and i'm runnin'
I am constantly trying to escape this situation.

got me runnin' like a criminal.
I feel like I am doing something wrong even though I am not.

i'm on the streets in the dead of night.
I am alone and vulnerable, wandering aimlessly.

i'm wakin' up in the woods.
I am lost and disoriented, not knowing where I am or what to do.

i'm feelin' dirty inside my soul.
I am experiencing guilt and shame about my actions and emotions.

i need somebody who can help me come clean.
I am in need of someone who can guide me towards a more healthy and honest path.

i'm at the border down by mexico.
I am at a crossroads in my life, unsure which path to take.

i don't know which way i should turn to next.
I am feeling lost and uncertain about my future.

should i give it up?
Should I abandon this situation and move on?

should i take it all the way?
Should I fully commit to this relationship and see where it goes?

all the way down down down down?
Will fully committing lead to a negative outcome that takes me further down a bad path?

i'm a broken man that maybe be fated
I am feeling helpless and powerless to my circumstances, and unsure if this is my destiny.

and i don't know the time i'm facin'.
I am uncertain of what the future holds for me.

and the line is off my dime is up and i'm facin'.
I am running out of options and resources, and the consequences of my actions are catching up to me.

facin' the devil.
I am confronting my inner demons and negative emotions.

i gotta leave it all behind...
I need to let go of this toxic situation and move on towards a healthier future.

oh and it's criminal.
The situation I am in is morally wrong and causing harm to myself and others.