I Just Wanna Go Home
Theory Hazit Lyrics


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I grew up a freakin' screw up
got introduced to gin & juice and drank til I threw up
rebellious at the age of 14
I had dreams to be an MC
my role models smoke weed
and Soul D, my co-D snitched
I didn't know he was phony
he helped lock up a few of the homies.
And my mama hated who I hung out with but mama allowed it
I roll with grown men who actin childish.
I chose a tough route
all of my new friends is thugged out
after church I got cussed out for being high in the choir stands
when the preacher began preaching I was leafing a chief to fire, man.
Christmas Eve, 1996
the homey came through with a spliff and a stolen whip
hopped in the hooride, began to drive out to the city
it wasn't long before police greeted us with 9millis
one cop was like, "if you even reach in your pocket for a comb, I'm blowin off your dome. Hands on the steering wheel, now."
My first thougth was "my mama's gonna kill me"
"my mad son of age riding steal!"Β ??
They found me guilty
hit me with five charges and plus I lied calling myself a keeper of the code of the streets.
As soon as they threw me in the cell I fell to my knees crying to God like "Why this have to happen to me?"

I just wanna I just wanna go (wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go home.

I had a baby out of wedlock
I'm only nineteen
trying to juggle a job and go to LCC
between school and work I had to follow my heart
while the drugs is driving me and my baby's mama apart
my daughter turned 4 months, we finally parted our ways
I moved back to Winchester and connected with Jay
I couldn't keep a job, so I wished upon a star
hoping that this hip hop takes me far.
My father figure was my uncle lost & feened out and the only thing that's keeping me sane is freestyling
and finding roaches in ashtrays, smoking cancer sticks after the hash blaze
Nasty was my attitude moved that a way, shrewd
I kept writing til the gutter finally consumed me, wouldn't you?
Reality bites and weighs a ton,
it's time to roll with God cause there's nowhere to run, I wann come home.

I just wanna I just wanna go (wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go home.

I just wanna go home




I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Theory Hazit's song "I Just Wanna Go Home" speak to the struggles of a young man searching for his identity and purpose in life. The song starts off with the artist recounting his troubled past, which includes being introduced to alcohol at a young age and dabbling in delinquent behavior. Despite the negative influences around him, the artist had aspirations of being an MC but found that his role models were not always the best company to keep. He reflects on his decision to surround himself with older, more experienced individuals who were also engaging in criminal behavior, which ultimately got him in trouble with the law. The rapper also speaks to the strain that his drug use had on his relationships, as well as the burden of being a young parent trying to provide for his child.


Throughout the song, the artist expresses a deep longing for home, a place where he can find solace and escape the difficulties of his past. He recognizes that he has made mistakes along the way but hopes that through his music, he can find a way to turn his life around and achieve his dreams. The chorus, "I just wanna go home," is repeated several times, emphasizing the artist's desire for stability and a sense of belonging.


Overall, the lyrics to "I Just Wanna Go Home" are a candid and introspective portrayal of a young man trying to reconcile his past mistakes and find a way forward in life. The song touches on themes of regret, redemption, and the importance of having a supportive community to lean on.


Line by Line Meaning

I grew up a freakin' screw up
I had a difficult childhood


got introduced to gin & juice and drank til I threw up
I started drinking at a young age


rebellious at the age of 14
I was a troublemaker as a teenager


I had dreams to be an MC
I wanted to be a rapper


my role models smoke weed
The people I looked up to were drug users


and Soul D, my co-D snitched
One of my friends betrayed me


I didn't know he was phony
I was deceived by him


he helped lock up a few of the homies.
He was involved in getting some of our friends arrested


And my mama hated who I hung out with but mama allowed it
My mom didn't approve of my friends, but she didn't do anything about it


I roll with grown men who actin childish.
I hung out with immature adults


I chose a tough route
I took a difficult path in life


all of my new friends is thugged out
The people I associate with now are involved in criminal activity


after church I got cussed out for being high in the choir stands
I got in trouble for using drugs during church


when the preacher began preaching I was leafing a chief to fire, man.
I was high on marijuana during a church service


Christmas Eve, 1996 the homey came through with a spliff and a stolen whip
On Christmas Eve of 1996, a friend gave me marijuana and a stolen car


hopped in the hooride, began to drive out to the city
I got in the stolen car and drove to the city


it wasn't long before police greeted us with 9millis
We were quickly met by policemen with guns


one cop was like, "if you even reach in your pocket for a comb, I'm blowin off your dome. Hands on the steering wheel, now."
The cop threatened to shoot us if we made any sudden movements


My first thougth was "my mama's gonna kill me"
I was scared of what my mom would think


"my mad son of age riding steal!"
I was caught driving a stolen car


They found me guilty
I was convicted of a crime


hit me with five charges and plus I lied calling myself a keeper of the code of the streets.
I was charged with five crimes and lied under oath


As soon as they threw me in the cell, I fell to my knees crying to God like "Why this have to happen to me?"
I was upset and questioning why bad things happened to me


I had a baby out of wedlock
I fathered a child without being married


I'm only nineteen
I was a young parent


trying to juggle a job and go to LCC
I was struggling to balance work and school


between school and work I had to follow my heart
I had to make difficult choices between my responsibilities and my desires


while the drugs is driving me and my baby's mama apart
My drug use was causing problems in my relationship with my child's mother


my daughter turned 4 months, we finally parted our ways
My child's mother and I ended our relationship when our daughter was four months old


I moved back to Winchester and connected with Jay
I moved to a different place and made a new friend, Jay


I couldn't keep a job, so I wished upon a star
I had trouble holding a job and wished for something better


hoping that this hip hop takes me far.
I hoped that my rapping would lead to success


My father figure was my uncle lost & feened out and the only thing that's keeping me sane is freestyling
My uncle was like a father to me, but he was addicted to drugs. I found solace in freestyling


and finding roaches in ashtrays, smoking cancer sticks after the hash blaze
I continued to smoke cigarettes even after using drugs


Nasty was my attitude moved that a way, shrewd
I had a negative attitude and was sneaky


I kept writing til the gutter finally consumed me, wouldn't you?
I continued to pursue my dreams despite my struggles, wouldn't you do the same?


Reality bites and weighs a ton,
The truth is harsh and heavy


it's time to roll with God cause there's nowhere to run, I wanna come home.
It's time to turn to God because I have nowhere else to go. I want to return home.


I just wanna I just wanna go (wanna go home)
I just want to go home


I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just want to return home


I just wanna I just wanna go home.
I just want to be at home




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