Demo
Born in Greenwood to finally move to St. Louis he discovered rap at the age of fourteen and when he was sixteen years old he made his first demo.
But Uncle Y as he was called then got involved in crime and the hardships of a streetlife.
Battle
His rap career got a boost by winning a battle from a famous local rapper called L.O.S. of Bullet Proof Records. By that time he started making more contacts in the industry and even doing concerts, this kept him off the streets.
Shocked
When he lost his cousin and long time friend "Tank" Thi'sl was shocked and asked God why? Taking this route he met Flame on an evangelizing event in his neighbourhood.
Friend
Flame would become his friend and collegue in holyhiphop. Thi'sl took a year and a half to study the bible and made the choice to rap the gospel and be an instrument of God himself by doing concerts at churches, high schools, colleges and prisons.
Ezekiel Project
In 2006 Thi'sl started the Ezekiel Project and released a CD with the same title. Thi'sl sees rap music as an effective ministry tool to reach the youth with the gospel. Churches can buy the CD and hand them out. The vision of the project is based upon Ezekiel 37:4-5.
Release
In 2007 the rapper re-released his 2004 debut album This house I shall Live, with additional new tracks.
New project
The rapper is currently working on his next project "The Chronicles of an X-Hustler".
Thi'sl, on X Hustler music, is from St. Louis. He is a Christian rapper with style influenced by Flame, Cross movement, and Lecrae.
We Blind Feat. Brian Owens
Thi'sl Lyrics
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Them boys rolled up on him with that sawed off
They hit him, now his body gettin' hauled off
Now the whole hood cryin', we all lost
Tryna prove that we G's, but this is what it cost?
A trail of mommas left with tears in they eyes
Another bloody body from a homicide
Have you ever seen a baby, the look in her eyes
And to the newspapers he's another number
He's number 79 of a bloody summer
The way it's all designed, it's meant to take us under
But we can't see it though because we Stevie Wonder, we blind
[Chorus – Brian Owens]
Help us to see
We're so blind (we are we are we're so blind)
Help us be free
From our old ways (we are we are we're so blind)
[Verse 2 – Thi'sl]
I know what it's like to have to make a way out of nothing
See they just turned off the lights today, we gotta do something
And the gas people comin' tomorrow
To feel that anger building looking at your mom
You hurt, because you too young to get a job
But your homie got a gun and he down to rob
Or you could flip a pack, seem like problem solved
But that's gon' open up the door to bigger probs
You see, we just walkin' out our fathers' sin
'Cause they ran and didn't stand to be men
So in return we learn to be our brother's keeper
Our aunty's, sister's, cousin's and our mother's keeper
But why you think the hood dawg is called a trap? (So who the mice?)
'Cause it's designed to do that (Do what? Keep us trapped)
The whole thing's to take us under
But we can't see it though because we Stevie Wonder, we blind
[Chorus – Brian Owens]
Help us to see
We're so blind (we are we are we're so blind)
Help us be free
From our old ways (we are we are we're so blind)
[Verse 3 – Thi'sl]
I know what it's like to lose the homies, shed tears for the homies
Any given second, do years for the homies
Can't believe that I'ma spend my years without the homie
Now I'm looking down on him like "I'ma ride for you homie"
Can't look at his mother 'cause she's so broken now
Everything over and we start smoking
And we start drinking 'cause that's how we copin'
Now we ridin' down they block with mini-van doors open
Bruh, I know that lie they fed you
'Cause they fed me the same thing, that's why I'm here to testify
'Cause I know the pain to see your homie merked
You wanna kill the whole world, I walked in that rain
It make it hard to see that it's wrong
We killin' over blocks that we would never own
The whole thing's designed just to take us under
But we can't see it though because we Stevie Wonder, we blind
[Chorus – Brian Owens]
Help us to see
We're so blind (we are we are we're so blind)
Help us be free
From our old ways (we are we are we're so blind)
[Outro – Brian Owens]
Open up our eyes
Free us from the chains of our own sight
Open up our eyes, we're so blind
Help us see the light
We're so blind
Open up our eyes
Thi'sl's song "We Blind" featuring Brian Owens tackles issues of poverty, violence, and lack of opportunity in marginalized communities. In the first verse, the rapper describes the tragic aftermath of a gang-related shooting, where a father lost his life, leaving his family grieving. Thi'sl then vividly describes the cycle of violence and retaliatory actions that are fueled by poverty and a lack of opportunity. In the second verse, Thi'sl delves into the issue of economic desperation and the choices that people make to survive, which often leads to them perpetuating the same cycle of violence that they were trying to escape in the first place. Thi'sl ends the song by offering a plea for change and the need for people to open their eyes to the reality of these issues.
"We Blind" is a powerful and emotional song that addresses issues that are not often talked about in mainstream hip-hop. The song sheds light on the culture of violence and poverty that exists in many marginalized communities and the need for change. Thi'sl uses his platform to bring awareness to issues that often get overlooked and to encourage listeners to take action.
Line by Line Meaning
Them boys rolled up on him with that sawed off
A group of boys attacked someone with a sawed-off weapon
They hit him, now his body gettin' hauled off
The person who was attacked is now being taken away by authorities, likely dead or severely injured
Now the whole hood cryin', we all lost
The community is mourning the loss of this life
Tryna prove that we G's, but this is what it cost?
The violence and need to prove oneself as tough or 'gangster' comes at a great cost, including loss of life
A trail of mommas left with tears in they eyes
Mothers are left grieving for their lost sons
Another bloody body from a homicide
Another person has been killed
Have you ever seen a baby, the look in her eyes
The pain and sadness of a traumatic event is visible even in the youngest members of the community
When you tell her that her daddy dead and gone, he died?
Informing a child that their parent has died is a heartbreaking experience
And to the newspapers he's another number
Many victims of violence are viewed simply as statistics rather than people with families and loved ones
He's number 79 of a bloody summer
The frequency of death and violence in the community is alarmingly high
The way it's all designed, it's meant to take us under
The cycle of violence and poverty is a system that seems almost intentionally designed to bring the community down
But we can't see it though because we Stevie Wonder, we blind
Despite the clear issues at play, many people in the community are unable to see the root causes and perpetuate the cycle
Help us to see
Asks for help in understanding and recognizing the issues
From our old ways
Acknowledgment that the current behaviors and patterns have not been working
I know what it's like to have to make a way out of nothing
Growing up in poverty means having to figure out how to survive with very little resources or support
See they just turned off the lights today, we gotta do something
When basic needs like electricity are cut off, it forces people to take drastic actions in order to survive
And the gas people comin' tomorrow
Even more bills and expenses are on the horizon, putting even more pressure on struggling families
You hurt, because you too young to get a job
Many young people in the community are unable to find work to support themselves or their families
But your homie got a gun and he down to rob
In desperation, some turn to crime in order to make ends meet
Or you could flip a pack, seem like problem solved
Selling drugs or engaging in other illegal activities can seem like a solution, but ultimately leads to more problems
But that's gon' open up the door to bigger probs
The consequences of criminal behavior are often far-reaching and severe
We just walkin' out our fathers' sin
The generational cycle of violence and poverty is a learned behavior passed down through families
In return we learn to be our brother's keeper
Despite the challenges, many in the community learn to support and care for each other like family
But why you think the hood dawg is called a trap? (So who the mice?)
The term 'hood' is often associated with traps, meaning people are stuck and unable to escape negative influences or dangerous situations. The 'mice' are the people who are trapped
The whole thing's to take us under
The struggles and challenges facing the community are designed to keep people in cycles of violence and poverty
I know what it's like to lose the homies, shed tears for the homies
Many in the community have lost friends and loved ones to violent crimes
Any given second, do years for the homies
Even being associated with crime or gang activity can lead to long-term imprisonment
Can't believe that I'ma spend my years without the homie
Losing a friend to violence means being forced to spend the rest of life without them
Now I'm looking down on him like "I'ma ride for you homie"
Despite the loss, many in the community channel their emotions into a desire for justice or retribution to prevent similar events from happening in the future
Can't look at his mother 'cause she's so broken now
The pain of losing a child is unimaginable, and many mothers are left feeling completely broken
Everything over and we start smoking
In order to cope with the pain and stress of loss, many turn to unhealthy behaviors like smoking or drinking
And we start drinking 'cause that's how we copin'
Alcohol is often used as a way to numb the pain and escape reality
It make it hard to see that it's wrong
The trauma and pain of the situation can make it difficult to see the long-term consequences of violent behavior
We killin' over blocks that we would never own
Many violent crimes and conflicts are over territorial boundaries that have little value or meaning in the grand scheme of things
Open up our eyes
A final plea to be able to see and understand the root causes of the community's struggles
Free us from the chains of our own sight
The internal biases and barriers that prevent the community from seeing the bigger picture must be released
Help us see the light
Only by acknowledging the issues at hand and fighting against them can the community hope to move towards a brighter future
Contributed by Lila S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.