My Time
Third Try Lyrics

setting me up, letting me down
You're constantly putting me in situations where I rely on you, only to have you bail on me.

it seems you're constantly forgetting that you need to be around
You're not showing up when you're supposed to, and it feels intentional.

just when i really need your help, i don't know what to do
I'm stuck without you, and it's leaving me feeling helpless and unsure.

it's getting harder every time being forgotten by you
Your actions are making it increasingly difficult for me to trust and rely on you.

so now i'm all alone waiting, by the phone again
Here I am, back in the same spot as always, waiting for you to come through and feeling alone in the process.

and it's no use to track you down, i'm calling all your friends
I'm trying everything I can think of to find you, even reaching out to your friends, but nothing is working.

but it's the same old story, none of them have a clue
Your friends are just as clueless about your whereabouts or intentions as I am.

but if they do it to me, they're gonna do it to you
If you can treat me like this, then there's a chance that you might do the same to your other friends.

let it fall apart
Maybe this situation is beyond repair, and it's time to accept that it's falling apart.

finish what you start
If you're going to be involved in something, see it through to the end.

when everything is lost
When we've reached a point of no return, where there's nothing left to save.

we both swallow the cost
We're both going to have to deal with the consequences of our actions.

start making up your mind
Stop being indecisive and make a choice about what you want.

stop wasting all my time
Quit playing around and respect my time and energy.

my time... what are you gonna do
My time is valuable, and it's up to you to decide whether you're going to use it wisely or not.

tomorrow you'll pretend like there was no yesterday
You'll act like nothing happened, even though our past interactions have clearly been affecting our relationship.

intimidated by your beauty, i'll have no words to say
It's hard for me to express myself around you, because I feel overwhelmed by your beauty or presence.

and we'll go on like nothing happened the way we always do
We'll keep sweeping our issues under the rug, and it's only a matter of time until things blow up in our faces.

until that tragic day comes, when it happens to you
One day, you'll experience the same kind of pain or disappointment that you've been inflicting on me.

so how can i just pretend that you don't know me
It feels impossible to ignore your presence, even though I'm frustrated by our dynamic.

i want to see things only you can show me
Despite our issues, there's still a part of me that is drawn to you and wants to experience things with you.

i'm trying so hard just to work this out
I'm putting in effort to fix our relationship, but I'm not sure whether you're doing the same.

but you're so unpredictable can't figure it out
Your behavior is erratic and hard to understand, making it difficult for me to gauge where we stand.