Joy
Tinanavy1 Lyrics

Building something out of nothing makes for lot of malfunction
Creating something valuable from a void can lead to numerous unforeseen issues.

Gumption mountains out of mole hills I go ill with no chill
Transforming minor problems into monumental challenges while struggling to maintain composure.

Polarize the cold chills like hot takes through Luke warm water
Dramatically contrasting emotions, much like extreme opinions dissipating in mediocrity.

Fodder. holler.
Trivial thoughts echoing, signaling the noise of superficial concerns or discussions.

Walking through my flowers like when I'm gonna get mine?
Navigating personal joys while questioning when one's own rewards will be reaped.

Pushing daisies while I'm on this incline
Experiencing the fragility of life while ascending toward personal goals.

Feeling fine,
Experiencing a moment of contentment.

But feeling none the less,
Yet recognizing an underlying emptiness despite the surface satisfaction.

Second guess from a man that built a nest,
Doubt arises from someone who has supposedly created a stable life.

Therapy for my therapist,
Recognizing the absurdity of needing emotional support even from those who provide it.

Pirouettes
Experiencing dizzying spins of thought, akin to a dance that reflects inner turmoil.

cppearances keepin track
Focusing on how one is perceived, maintaining the facade of normalcy.

The sound of one hand clapping pats me on the back,
Recognizing solitary achievements that go unnoticed by others.

Nostalgic for the past when the pass felt worse,
Feeling a longing for a time that seemed more difficult yet is now viewed fondly.

Cursed,
Feeling doomed or burdened by past experiences.

Perched on my steadfast
Balancing precariously on previously established foundations.

Worse
Recognizing that situations can always deteriorate.

What's it all mean if it all falls apart
Questioning the significance of effort when faced with inevitable failure.

crt
A cryptic thought, possibly hinting at deeper meaning or confusion.

Damned if you do so damned it you aren't
Caught in a vicious cycle where any choice comes with consequences.

Stay
A command to remain in the present despite uncertainty.

Feel a type of way til the black and white greys
Navigating emotional complexities until the stark oppositions fade into ambiguity.

Ok
A moment of acceptance or resignation.

I must be. I must be losing my mind.
A self-reflective acknowledgment of perceived mental instability.

I want the joy
A desire for happiness amidst the confusion.

I feel a void But I know that there's joy
Recognizing emptiness while simultaneously holding onto the hope for happiness.

If it's all empty then I want the sky
Seeking boundless possibilities when faced with despair.

If I'm living like this before I die
Contemplating the state of one's existence in relation to mortality.

Bet I feel the joy and
Confident in the ability to experience happiness.

I deserve joy.
Affirming a rightful claim to happiness despite life's challenges.

c message in a bottle to a ship in a bottle
A metaphor for sending out thoughts or feelings that may never reach their intended destination.

Got a problem
Acknowledging the presence of difficulties.

cnd I wobble on the rip tide hiding problems inside,
Struggling against life's currents while concealing internal struggles.

Cinema for closed minds on my own time,
Creating personal narratives while others remain unaware or uninterested.

That's old hat trying to close that door hatch
Familiar attempts to shut oneself off from past influences.

Poor cat on the porch mat cryin for a format,
A depiction of someone seeking structure or a way out of a difficult situation.

That's where the energy's at
Acknowledging that vital feelings or motivation reside in vulnerability.

I need up out of myself,
Desiring to escape one's own thoughts or limitations.

I see up out of myself,
Achieving moments of clarity beyond self-absorption.

But seem to paddle to puddles,
Finding oneself struggling with minor challenges while avoiding larger issues.

cnd weave to battle my troubles,
Navigating through complexities in order to confront inner conflicts.

Uh
An expression signaling hesitation or contemplation.

Cursed
Feeling trapped by fate or negative experiences.

Woe is me to hold the gold from me
A lament for self-imposed restrictions that prevent one from achieving their potential.

Uh
Another pause to consider the weight of one's words.

Nursed
Caring for emotional wounds over time.

c black eye like a fuckin' tooth ache
Experiencing pain that feels both visible and intangible, like a bruise or constant worry.

Words
The power of language, highlighting how it impacts emotions and perception.

Got a hold of me but took the soul from me
Language and conversation can ensnare, stripping away authenticity.

So I bend and I purge
Adjusting oneself under pressure while releasing pent-up emotions.

While I'm Penning my nerves cnd I figure my worth
Writing as a therapeutic process to understand value and self-worth.

While I'm ending my earth from all the things that I learned
Contemplating transformation as a result of accumulated life lessons.

So I ain't what you heard but I'm draped in my guilt
Rejecting external perceptions while being burdened by internal struggles.

So I take what I built and tore the mother fucking wheels off
Dismantling one's constructed life in a transformative act of rebellion.

I must be. I must be losing my mind.
Reiterating a sense of disorientation and self-doubt.

I want the joy
Reaffirming the desire for happiness despite ongoing chaos.

I feel a void But I know that there's joy
Feeling an absence but maintaining hope for fulfillment.

If it's all empty then I want the sky
Expressing a desire for limitless possibilities in the face of emptiness.

If I'm living like this before I die
Acknowledging the urgency to change one’s circumstances before it's too late.

Bet I feel the joy and
Confidently asserting the ability to experience joy.

I deserve joy.
Emphasizing a fundamental right to happiness.

I feel the joy.
A declaration of experiencing joy despite the struggles encountered.