City Sickness
Tindersticks Lyrics


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I'm crawling, I don't know where to or from
The centre of things from where everything stems
Is not where I belong
I have the city sickness, growing inside me
So this is where I ran for freedom
Where I may not be free

I have these hands beating with love for you
And you're not here to touch
Sent you away, what else can I do
When I need something that much?

Oh I'm hurting babe
In the city there's no place for love
It's just used to make people feel better
That's not like us

I got this sickness
As I got off the train
Now it chafes away at my heart
Until nothing remains

I have these hands beating with love for you
And you're not here to touch
Sent you away, what else can I do
When I need something that much?
That much

I'm okay afterwards
Afterwards lasts for minutes only
I'm okay during
You kind of fill up my mind
It's just that before may last forever
It's just that before may just fuck my mind

I have these hands beating with love for you
And you're not here to touch
Sent you away, what else can I do




When I need something that much?
That much

Overall Meaning

The song "City Sickness" by Tindersticks is a portrait of a person who is struggling to find their place in the world, specifically in the city. The singer feels lost and out of place, and the lyrics capture their sense of unease and loneliness. They describe themselves as "crawling," unsure of where they're going or where they've come from. They feel disconnected from the "centre of things," which they describe as the place where everything originates. Instead of feeling at home in the city, the singer feels ill: they have "the city sickness," which is growing inside of them.


The singer seeks freedom in the city, but they're not finding it. They're hurting and lonely, with strong feelings of love for someone who's not there. They've sent this person away, and now they're left with nothing but their own longing. The city offers no relief: it's a place where love is just a shallow comfort, not the deep connection the singer is seeking.


The song captures the sense of dislocation and dissatisfaction that can come with living in a big city. It's a poignant portrait of a person who's struggling to find themselves and their place in the world.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm crawling, I don't know where to or from
I am aimlessly wandering, unsure of where I came from or where I am headed.


The centre of things from where everything stems / Is not where I belong
I feel disconnected from the heart of the city, where everything originates and radiates outwards.


I have the city sickness, growing inside me / So this is where I ran for freedom / Where I may not be free
I have become entrenched in the frenetic pace of urban life, seeking solace in its distractions even though I know they won't provide true freedom.


I have these hands beating with love for you / And you're not here to touch / Sent you away, what else can I do / When I need something that much?
I am desperately in love with someone who is not physically present, and I am at a loss for what else to do without them.


Oh I'm hurting babe / In the city there's no place for love / It's just used to make people feel better / That's not like us
I am in pain, as the city is not a conducive place for fostering love, just a superficial tool for comforting us in times of stress or loneliness, unlike our true love.


I got this sickness / As I got off the train / Now it chafes away at my heart / Until nothing remains
The city sickness took hold of me the moment I arrived from the train, and it has eroded my heart to the point of emptiness.


I'm okay afterwards / Afterwards lasts for minutes only / I'm okay during / You kind of fill up my mind / It's just that before may last forever / It's just that before may just fuck my mind
I may feel okay after the fact, but those moments are fleeting, as I am only truly at peace when I am distracted by thoughts of you. But the period before your return could last an eternity, and it threatens to drive me insane.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: Alasdair Macaulay, David Boulter, Dickon James Hinchliffe, Mark Anthony Stephen Colwill, Neil Timothy Fraser, Stuart Ashton Staples

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@MarcosVieiraVideos

This music is very Special to me! Great song... beautiful mandolins... Violins... and perfect voice... Tindersticks Forever!

@duridas4645

Heard this for the first time in "The End of the Tour". Great song. Scary how much music you can listen to and still miss such great stuff..

@piemanpie2424

Alex Duridas Jason Segel not being nominated for an Oscar still pisses me off.

@soktornulvidigal2405

Sad but true..

@terryoneil7128

LOVE THIS!!! Had this on vinyl when it came out. Haven't heard in years. So good.

@enirx

It left such a huge impression on me when it first came out. Magical....

@patriciathewisher2315

Wow. Stuart’s voice reminds me of Ian Curtis and Elvis Presley and maybe someone else. Great song. Off first album. I saw them first in a tiny little venue at Highbury and Islington must’ve been 93 with Nick who introduced me to them. Saw them then a number of times. Maybe 2008 I got free tickets and an invite to the after party at Royal Festival Hall gig. Me and Irene as Tony couldn’t go. Met Romeo of The Magic Numbers outside where he scrounged cigarettes off me. Later he told me there was no point in going to the after party as the band had gone and there was no booze. We checked and yeah, he was tellin the truth. Romeo was a new fan. Was gobsmacked I’d seen them from the beginning. X

@Xjoyce80

@ohgimemo I saw them for the first time in 1997 and 2 days later I owned their first 4 CDs. I never regret it!! Also their live performances are so emotional and for me is a lifetime experience every single time!

@SuperGrumpyDaddy

Can across this playing in a record shop in Plymouth, asked the guy behind the counter what it was, bought the album there and then - their last copy. So glad I bought it, great album.

@MTCPORTUGAL

Great, great band! Saw you again, 13 years after the last time in Porto. Always better as time goes by...City sickness: I agree...sometimes. Cheers!

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