Their debut album - All Eternity - was released in Finland by the end of that year and the band then signed contracts with Nuclear Blast (for Europe) and Pony Canyon (for Japan). In 2000, the band toured Europe together with Dark Tranquillity, Sentenced and In Flames. Epilogue was released in 2001 and was followed by a tour with Lacrimosa.
The album Jaded was released in 2003 and in August of that year, vocalist Jarno Perätalo left the band. He assembled a new band named Tiaga, integrated by former members of To/Die/For. However, in 2004, Jarno Perätalo and the band Tiaga took the name To/Die/For for themselves, releasing the album IV in 2005.
Endlessly
To/Die/For Lyrics
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Destroyed my innocence and dreams
I've been told life is the gift
Oh, that gift makes me sick!
Smiling faces, those happy ones
I feel nothing
I'm totally numb
But in the silence of the night-time with you
You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
My blood still runs just because of you
You are too much for me to lose
Endlessly I love you
You're my shine
You're my rain
When comes the day of my destiny
Without you I won't leave
You're the shining light in the middle of the dark
You're the rain in my withered heart
The song "Endlessly" by To/Die/For is an emotionally charged ballad about the destructive nature of life and the redemptive power of love. The opening line, "life, like a poison in me", sets the tone for the rest of the song, which describes how the harsh realities of life have taken a toll on the singer's innocence and dreams. Despite being told that life is a gift, the singer finds it hard to appreciate this gift because of how it has hurt him.
The second verse of the song describes the singer's feelings of numbness and disillusionment with life. He sees smiling faces around him, but he feels nothing. He is unable to find meaning or joy in life, except for when he is with his beloved. In the silence of the night-time, he can feel "momentary warmth", which provides a brief respite from the coldness of the world. He knows that the love he has for his partner is what keeps him going - "my blood still runs just because of you".
The chorus of the song is a declaration of love and devotion. The singer tells his partner that they are too precious to lose and that he loves them endlessly. He compares them to "shining light in the middle of the dark" and "the rain in my withered heart". In the bridge of the song, he says that he won't be able to face his destiny without his partner, and that they are the reason for his hope and strength.
Overall, "Endlessly" is a poignant and heartfelt song about the trials of life and the healing power of love. The lyrics are deeply introspective and vulnerable, and the singer's raw emotions are conveyed through his powerful delivery.
Line by Line Meaning
Life, like a poison in me
Life is a toxic substance that has polluted my being
Destroyed my innocence and dreams
It has ruined all that was pure and promising in me.
I've been told life is the gift
Some say that existence is a present bestowed on us.
Oh, that gift makes me sick!
But that supposed gift fills me with nauseating distress!
Smiling faces, those happy ones
The people around me, with their joyful countenances,
I feel nothing
Elicit no emotion in me at all.
I'm totally numb
I'm completely desensitized.
But in the silence of the night-time with you
However, in quiet moments with you at night,
I can feel momentary warmth
I experience brief spells of contentment.
You are too much for me to lose
You are so valuable to me that I couldn't bear to lose you.
Endlessly I love you
My love for you is timeless and without limit.
My blood still runs just because of you
You have a life-sustaining effect on me.
You're my shine
You are my radiant light.
You're my rain
You are my life-giving rain.
When comes the day of my destiny
When the moment of fate arrives,
Without you I won't leave
I will not depart without you by my side.
You're the shining light in the middle of the dark
You are the beacon of hope in the midst of darkness.
You're the rain in my withered heart
You are the life-giving force in my heart that was once barren.
Contributed by Liam W. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
MetalheadNatasha
This song is awesome.
mamanorilobel
me encantaaaaa