Blackout
To the Rats and Wolves Lyrics


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I forgot who I am
I will never drink again

Tick tock round the clock
Chug chug screw this sh*t
I'm gonna challenge my luck
I don't give a f*ck
Every second every minute every weekend
Peter pan lifestyle - welcome to neverland

And it goes on and on and on,
till the break of dawn
I know it's wrong

I know it's wrong
But it feels so right
And I don't know what happened last night
I forgot who I am
I will never drink again

Knock, knock
Oh the shock
I can run but I can't hide
All of my sins, committed last night
Mum, I know you're sick of this sh*t
F*ck I can't hold it back -I need to vomit

And it goes on and on and on,
till the break of dawn
nothing to confess
nothing to regret

I'm a wasted mess
Sorry Mum I need to confess




Every weekend it's the same process
Just another member of K.I.D.S.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of To the Rats and Wolves's song Blackout might resonate with many individuals who have experienced the blur and confusion of a night out fueled by alcohol. The singer's opening line of "I forgot who I am" could be an expression of the loss of self that comes with a drunken state. The next two lines "I will never drink again, Tick tock round the clock" could suggest the remorseful realization that the singer had indulged in excessive drinking and lost track of time and life.


The lines "Chug chug screw this sh*t, I'm gonna challenge my luck, I don't give a f*ck," could indicate a sense of recklessness and abandonment of caution associated with drunkenness. The reference to "Peter pan lifestyle - welcome to neverland" implies a rejection of grown-up responsibility for a night of uninhibited behavior, which could be regrettable in retrospect. The chorus repeats that the singer knows this behavior is wrong but feels so right, and they cannot remember what happened last night.


The lines "Knock, knock, Oh the shock, I can run but I can't hide, All of my sins, committed last night" could refer to waking up with a hangover and regret while facing the consequences of actions taken while drunk. The line "Mum, I know you're sick of this sh*t" could indicate that this behavior is not new or exceptional, and the singer feels shame for indulging in a pattern of behavior that causes distress to loved ones. The song ends with the singer acknowledging their excessive drinking is part of a repetitive cycle, as they join others in the same pattern of behavior expressed as "Just another member of K.I.D.S."


Line by Line Meaning

I forgot who I am
I am lost and confused about my identity


I will never drink again
I regret my behavior and swear to abstain from drinking


Tick tock round the clock
Time keeps moving forward constantly


Chug chug screw this sh*t
I will drink excessively and not care about any consequences


I'm gonna challenge my luck
I will take risks and see what the outcomes will be


I don't give a f*ck
I am indifferent and do not care about anything


Every second every minute every weekend
I repeat this same pattern of behavior every weekend


Peter pan lifestyle - welcome to neverland
I am living a carefree life without any responsibilities


And it goes on and on and on, till the break of dawn
My reckless behavior continues throughout the night


I know it's wrong
I am aware that my behavior is harmful and inappropriate


But it feels so right
I am enjoying the temporary pleasure that my behavior brings


And I don't know what happened last night
I have no memory of my actions from the previous night


Knock, knock
There is someone knocking at the door


Oh the shock
I am surprised and startled by the interruption


I can run but I can't hide
I cannot escape from the consequences of my actions


All of my sins, committed last night
I engaged in immoral behavior the night before


Mum, I know you're sick of this sh*t
I acknowledge that my behavior is causing problems for my mother


F*ck I can't hold it back -I need to vomit
I am experiencing physical repercussions from my drinking


nothing to confess
I have already admitted my faults and have nothing left to reveal


nothing to regret
I am unapologetic for my actions and do not feel any remorse


I'm a wasted mess
I am intoxicated and not in control of myself


Sorry Mum I need to confess
I feel guilty and need to admit my wrongdoings to my mother


Every weekend it's the same process
I repeat this destructive pattern of behavior each weekend


Just another member of K.I.D.S.
I am part of a group of people who engage in similar reckless behavior




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Nathanelsematters

Being a fan of Electric Callboy I'm 1. Really happy to find some great sounding music from Nico's back catalogue and 2. Quite entertained that the first song I found here talks about not drinking again, when one of the first EC tracks I heard has the lyric 'yesterday we drank too much, let's do it again'.

loralie!!!

As an EC fan, I can say I enjoyed this.
Eskimo Callboy is still my top favorite though!

Mynutzlol

imagine writing this 4 years ago and now niko is the singer of EC

loralie!!!

Imbadanny it’s literally wild

Aki0shiN

They got Nico because of your comment 😅

Snuffy Dog

This aged perfectly

idk bro

@Snuffy Dog That's exactly what I just wanted to comment omg

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After 9 Waves

Actually, I think that it's one of their good songs compared to other songs I heard from them, please people don't kill me :3

Ruisu Otaku Aono

This is adwedsome!
These guys are a exelent band

Renato Faria

im still not sure about this band, but I have to admit that the more I listen to it the more I like them.

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