feelings
Tobias Lueke aka O.B.I. Lyrics


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This is not it I hate having these feelings
Make me human I’m realer than my life is
Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time
If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by
Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip
Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years
Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped
I don’t need you but I wanted you baby your time is past tense
I love you but I hate you girl you told me that you loved me
Turned your back up on me then you left it’s like abandonment
Don’t you down talk me was there you weren’t there for me
I smoke on one cause it helps me been popping pills barely
Baby you know you told me that we would be forever
I should’ve seen the signs my people said I can do better
I been after that cheddar you couldn’t even tell
You thought I wanted to leech oh no oh no no ma’am
Got to get my life together
Baby you told me all lies but I knew better
Even when I lied I owned up to show better
Whatever happened to being my wife for the better Ugh
This is not it I hate having these feelings
Make me human I’m realer than my life is
Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time
If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by
Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip
Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years
Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped
I don’t need you but I wanted you your time is past tense
I wanted you to treat you right to turn you to my wife
Baby you so icy I’m a artic boy for life
Hate having feelings but it makes us human it’s called life
Other fishes in the sea I know one of them just right
While you trying to ruin life
I’m living my life right
Don’t want you might think twice
Can’t fall for you not this time
Tell me why we can’t talk
You want to argue I think not
Ignoring you so chill out
Why you so defensive calm down
I thought you was going to stay
You played with my brain Ugh
This is not it I hate having these feelings
Make me human I’m realer than my life is
Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time
If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by
Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip
Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years
Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped




I don’t need you but I wanted you your time is past tense
I loved you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Tobias Lüke aka O.B.I.'s song Feelings express the struggle of dealing with human emotions, particularly the feeling of love and the pain that comes with it. The artist starts the song by expressing his frustration with having these overwhelming feelings that he hates. He then reflects on a past relationship where he felt betrayed and abandoned by someone he loved, which caused him to struggle with self-doubt and losing himself. The artist admits he doesn't need this person but wanted them and now sees that it's time to move on. He reflects on the promises of forever that were made but realizes that those were just lies.


The lyrics are relatable as they express the common experience of love, heartbreak, and the difficulty of letting go of someone who once meant so much. The artist's hustle and focus on improving his life became secondary to his emotions, and he recognizes that it's time to move forward. He acknowledges that there are other people in the world, suggesting there's someone else out there better suited for him. The lyrics explore the complexity and pain of love and the human experience, asking listeners to consider their own emotions and question if it's worth holding onto something that no longer serves them.


Line by Line Meaning

This is not it I hate having these feelings
I despise feeling this way, it's not what I want


Make me human I’m realer than my life is
My emotions make me genuine and authentic


Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time
I won't tolerate insincere behavior, it's a waste of my time


If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by
If there's no benefit for me, maybe I'll move on next time


Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip
You said you were committed but then left me, what's the deal?


Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years
Your departure made me introspect and search for my own flaws


Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped
Your negative influence caused me to lose myself, hence my departure


I don’t need you but I wanted you your time is past tense
I'm over you, but I had feelings for you in the past


I love you but I hate you girl you told me that you loved me
I have mixed feelings for you because you claimed to love me, but then betrayed me


Turned your back up on me then you left it’s like abandonment
Your abrupt departure made me feel abandoned and hurt


Don’t you down talk me was there you weren’t there for me
Don't criticize me when you weren't supportive when I needed you


I smoke on one cause it helps me been popping pills barely
I smoke marijuana to cope, but I'm not heavily using pills


Baby you know you told me that we would be forever
You promised me a long-term committed relationship, remember?


I should’ve seen the signs my people said I can do better
I was warned by my loved ones, I should have listened to them


I been after that cheddar you couldn’t even tell
I've been focused on making money, you didn't even notice


You thought I wanted to leech oh no oh no no ma’am
You wrongly assumed I wanted to depend on you for financial support


Got to get my life together
I need to improve my life and make things better


Even when I lied I owned up to show better
I'm not proud of my past lies, but I admitted my mistakes to improve myself


Whatever happened to being my wife for the better Ugh
I thought we had potential for a happy and committed future, what a disappointment


Baby you so icy I’m a artic boy for life
You're cold and distant, but I won't let that bring me down


Hate having feelings but it makes us human it’s called life
I dislike the vulnerability of having emotions, but they make us human and alive


Other fishes in the sea I know one of them just right
I know there are other potential partners out there, one of them will be perfect for me


While you trying to ruin life
You're trying to bring negativity and chaos into my life


I’m living my life right
I'm making positive changes and live my life according to my values


Don’t want you might think twice
I don't want you in my life, reconsider your intentions


Can’t fall for you not this time
I won't fall for you again, not this time


Tell me why we can’t talk
Why can't we have a mature and respectful conversation about our issues?


You want to argue I think not
I don't want to argue with you, let's communicate effectively


Ignoring you so chill out
I'm ignoring you for now, calm down and give me space


Why you so defensive calm down
Why are you being defensive? Relax and let's have a calm conversation


I thought you was going to stay
I believed you were committed and wouldn't leave


You played with my brain Ugh
You manipulated and played mind games with me, how frustrating




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Written by: Adrian Waller

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