Wish
Toby Lyrics


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When did I
Get fucked up
You always lie
You're drugged up
Why can't I
Just see see you
When did I
Get fucked up
You always lie
You're drugged up
Why can't I
Just see see you

I wish I never felt the way
That I did with you
Shit I never meant to stay
I can't stay with you
When did I
Really get so blind
I can not see
When I'm lost in your eyes
I wish I never felt the way
That I did with you
Shit I never meant to stay
I can't stay with you
When did I
Really get so blind
I can not see
When I'm lost in your eyes

I gave you all you ever asked for
Ever asked for
Gave you memories
That you wanted to last forever
Gave you money
And you always ask more
Always ask more
Take the memories
I don't care if it lasts forever

Stay by my side
I wish I could try
You're broken inside
And it's all my fault

When did I
Get fucked up
You always lie
You're drugged up
Why can't I
Just see see you
When did I
Get fucked up
You always lie
You're drugged up
Why can't I
Just see see you

I wish I never felt the way
That I did with you
Shit I never meant to stay
I can't stay with you
When did I
Really get so blind
I can not see
When I'm lost in your eyes
I wish I never felt the way
That I did with you
Shit I never meant to stay
I can't stay with you
When did I
Really get so blind
I can not see
When I'm lost in your eyes

I wish I never felt the way
That I did with you
Shit I never meant to stay
I can't stay with you
When did I
Really get so blind
I can not see
When I'm lost in your eyes
I wish I never felt the way
That I did with you
Shit I never meant to stay
I can't stay with you
When did I
Really get so blind




I can not see
When I'm lost in your eyes

Overall Meaning

In "Wish I Didn't Know Now," Toby Keith sings about a painful realization of infidelity in a relationship. The song starts by describing a trustful relationship where the singer never questioned or doubted his partner’s whereabouts or plans, even when she was with her friends. The singer loved her blindly, with no need for explanations or justifications. However, everything changes when the singer discovers her partner’s infidelity. He wishes he could go back and continue living in ignorance, without ever knowing the truth. He acknowledges that he could be wrong about it being her fault, but he doesn't want to know the truth - he just wants to continue loving her without knowing the reality of the situation. The song ends with the singer admitting he knows too much to stay and wants to leave, but he’s afraid he might regret it later.


The song's lyrics echo the emotional turmoil that comes with the realization of infidelity in a relationship. The singer's admission that he doesn't want to know the truth highlights the pain and the desperation of the situation. It is a sad reality that, sometimes, ignorance is bliss, and learning the truth can lead to feelings of regret and a desire to go back to not knowing.


Line by Line Meaning

I never ask you where your goin',
I never questioned your whereabouts


I never ask you where you've been
I never asked about your past


I've never called and checked your story,
I never verified your stories


When you stayed out with all your friends
When you hung out with your friends all night


I've never tried to catch you lyin',
I never tried to catch you in a lie


I didn't want to know the truth
I preferred to remain ignorant of the truth


I'd rather go on lovin' blind girl,
I'd rather continue to love you blindly


Than go on lovin' without you
Than lose you and continue living


I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then
I regret having found out the truth


I wish I could start this whole thing over again
I wish I could go back in time and change things


I'm not sayin' it's you,
I'm not blaming you


You could never be true
It's not in your nature to be honest


I just don't want to know how it ends
I don't want to know how our relationship will end


You'd still have my heart in the palm of your hands
You still have my heart under your control


I'd still look like a fool in front of your friends
I would still look like a fool in front of your friends


Yeah, I wish somehow I didn't know now what I didn't know then
I wish I was still ignorant of the truth


I've always said what I don't know
I've always believed that ignorance is bliss


Couldn't hurt as bad as leavin' you
Not knowing the truth hurts less than leaving you


Turns out I knew what I was thinkin',
It turns out I was right to think that way


It ain't an easy thing to do,
It's not an easy decision to make


Well I guess I should be goin'
I should probably leave now


I sure found out too much to stay,
I've found out too much to continue staying


Please don't say your sorry
Your apologies won't change anything


I might wait another day
I might still give you another chance


You'd still have my heart in the palm of your hand
You still have control over my heart


I'd still look like a fool in front of your friends
I would still be embarrassed in front of your friends


Yeah, I wish somehow I didn't know now what I didn't know then
I wish I could unlearn what I now know




Lyrics © DistroKid, CONCORD MUSIC PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: Toby Stewart-Smith

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Comments from YouTube:

@poohbearsauntie

Rest In Peace, Good Sir.🥀

@erinmsamples1559

😭

@derrickwatson3303

a country legend

@user-bx8pd4qr6y

@@derrickwatson3303legends never die❤

@eileenbenson1294

I only just found out today that Toby Keith passed away Monday, I am so saddened by his loss, I thought he was progressing and the cancer was dormant, I stayed in bed today for awhile, crying over this news, RIP TOBY KEITH, you will be missed by so many. Amen❤

@mariapavlov

Rest in peace 🙏❤️🙏

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@keystoneplumber

This loss hit me harder than i thought it would for being someone i never met

@rosemaryjonston8529

Me too.. so darn unfair🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

@judithmendez-irra3015

Now I understand why people say: :He was so young….” He really was …… so much talent. May he rest in peace 😞

@kathieovercash8414

Same. Broke my heart.

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