California
Toby Beau Lyrics


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At the strangest times
Dreams and me just somehow seem to find
A thought about her

I heard her name
Made me think about her once again
They call her California
Bridges burning just like the tide I′m turning
We're both on different sides so damn hard to decide
Where home is anymore
Where my home is anymore

Something inside
Makes me feel a pain that I can′t hide
I tell you California

I tried and tried
Just can't seem to make you realize
I don't want you any longer

Bridges burning just like the tide I′m turning
We′re both on different sides so damn hard to decide
Where home is anymore
Where my home is anymore

At the strangest times
Dreams and me just somehow seem to find
A thought about her (California)

I heard her name
Made me think about her once again
They call her California

Where the sun is shining
Must be the silver lining
I've been looking for so long

Bridges burning just like the tide I′m turning
We're both on different sides so damn hard to decide
Where home is anymore




Where my home is anymore
Where my home is anymore

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Toby Beau's song "California" tell a story of longing and nostalgia for a person and a place. The singer finds that thoughts about this person, referred to as "her," keep coming back at the most unexpected and peculiar times. The mention of California in the title and throughout the song suggests that this person is strongly associated with the state.


The singer hears her name and it triggers memories and emotions once again. The repetition of "They call her California" emphasizes the significance of this person's connection to the state. Despite the longing and pain felt inside, the singer admits to having tried and tried but cannot make her realize that he no longer wants her. There is a sense of struggle, as both the singer and this person are on different sides, making it difficult to decide where home truly is.


The chorus suggests the turmoil and inner conflict the singer is experiencing. The "bridges burning" symbolize the breakdown of a connection or relationship, mirroring the turning tide that signifies change. The repetition of the line "Where my home is anymore" highlights the sense of displacement and uncertainty, as the singer is no longer sure where they belong.


Overall, "California" paints a picture of longing, nostalgia, and conflicting emotions tied to a person and a place. It explores the difficulties of letting go and finding a sense of home amidst the turmoil.


Line by Line Meaning

At the strangest times
In unexpected moments


Dreams and me just somehow seem to find
My dreams always lead me back


A thought about her
A memory of her


I heard her name
Her name reached my ears


Made me think about her once again
Prompted me to reminisce about her


They call her California
She is known as California


Bridges burning just like the tide I′m turning
Relationships are deteriorating as I struggle with indecision


We're both on different sides so damn hard to decide
We are in conflict and it's difficult to determine the right path


Where home is anymore
Where I truly belong now


Something inside
A feeling within me


Makes me feel a pain that I can′t hide
Causes an unhideable emotional pain


I tell you California
I confess, California


I tried and tried
I made countless attempts


Just can't seem to make you realize
But you just won't understand


I don't want you any longer
I no longer desire you


Where the sun is shining
In a place with constant sunshine


Must be the silver lining
Surely, there is a positive aspect


I've been looking for so long
I have searched for it extensively


Where my home is anymore
Where I truly belong now


Where my home is anymore
Where I truly belong now




Writer(s): Sean Delaney, Balde Silva

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Comments from YouTube:

Ray Visotski

This album was a staple during my college days (1978-1982). Great to hear these old songs again

Raymond W.

I had it on a cassette that got lost over the years. Best one LP group of all time!

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