To Hurt and to Be Hurt
Tom Klose Lyrics
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I look like someone else in the mirror
I know what I did was wrong
I was just playing along trying to see clearer
I know what I want is you
But you never wanted to be with me
So I went for someone
I knew would stay with me tonight and make me happy
Oh this life is quite absurd
We live to hurt and to be hurt
There is nothing I could say
That could take your pain away and I'm sorry
But you know I can't regret
To have done something like that it's not easy
Am I such an asshole to
Be doing what I want to do with no doubt
I am curious just like you
Thinking if I only knew what love is all about
Oh this life is quite absurd
We live to hurt and to be hurt
Help me help me
I am turning into stone
Help me help me
No one likes to be alone
Help me help me
I am turning into stone
Help me help me
Don't you leave me here
Don't you leave me here alone
In Tom Klose's song “To Hurt and to Be Hurt,” the artist explores the contradictions and complicated emotions surrounding love, desire, and regret. The first verse reveals the singer's inner conflict and struggle to recognize himself in the mirror. He acknowledges that he has done something wrong, but he cannot help the way he feels. He wants someone who does not want him back, and he settles for someone else, someone who can make him happy for the night. The chorus emphasizes the futility of our existence, how we live to hurt and to be hurt. The second verse, in turn, reveals the singer's awareness of his actions' consequences. He knows he cannot take away the person's pain he hurt, but he cannot regret what he did either. He also ponders whether he is an asshole for acting on his desires with no regard for others. He admits his curiosity about love and questions whether he even knows what it is.
The bridge is a desperate call for help, for love and connection. The singer feels like he is turning into stone, and he does not want to be left alone. There is a palpable sense of loneliness and isolation in his plea. The song's overall message seems to be that love is both wonderful and terrible, that it can create beauty and cause pain, that it can make us do stupid things and feel lost and confused. Ultimately, the song asks us to confront our complex emotions and try to make sense of them.
Line by Line Meaning
I don't recognize myself
I feel like I've lost who I truly am
I look like someone else in the mirror
I don't feel like the person I see in the reflection
I know what I did was wrong
I understand that my actions were not morally right
I was just playing along trying to see clearer
I was going with the flow to gain more clarity
I know what I want is you
I desire to be with you
But you never wanted to be with me
You don't have the same feelings for me
So I went for someone
Therefore, I chose to be with someone else
I knew would stay with me tonight and make me happy
I found someone who will provide me with temporary happiness
There is nothing I could say
There are no words I can express
That could take your pain away and I'm sorry
I regret that I can't ease your suffering, and I apologize
But you know I can't regret
Even though I apologize, I can't truly feel sorry for what I did
To have done something like that it's not easy
It's difficult to face the consequences of my actions
Am I such an asshole to
Could it be possible that I'm a terrible person
Be doing what I want to do with no doubt
Without hesitation, I follow my desires
I am curious just like you
I want to understand things like you do
Thinking if I only knew what love is all about
Wondering what it would take to comprehend the true essence of love
Help me help me
I plead for your assistance
I am turning into stone
I am becoming emotionless and numb
No one likes to be alone
Being alone is a difficult and unpleasant experience
Don't you leave me here
Please don't abandon me in this state of mind
Don't you leave me here alone
Leaving me alone right now would be detrimental to my well-being
Oh this life is quite absurd
This existence is perplexing and nonsensical
We live to hurt and to be hurt
As human beings, suffering seems to be an inevitable part of life
Contributed by Audrey O. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Kathy
I don't recognize myself
I look like someone else in the mirror
I know what I did was wrong
I was just playing along trying to see clearer
I know what I want is you
But you never wanted to be with me
So I went for someone
I knew would stay with me tonight and make me happy
Oh this life is quite absurd
We live to hurt and to be hurt
There is nothing I could say
That could take your pain away and I'm sorry
But you know I can't regret
To have done something like that it's not easy
Am I such an asshole to
Be doing what I want to do with no doubt
I am curious just like you
Thinking if I only knew what love is all about
Oh this life is quite absurd
We live to hurt and to be hurt
Help me help me
I am turning into stone
Help me help me
No one likes to be alone
Help me help me
I am turning into stone
Help me help me
Don't you leave me here
Don't you leave me here alone
Pyotr Kropotkin
I have no idea how I could dislike this at first. Some of the best stuff I've heard in a while!
Tom Klose
@Pyotr Kropotkin an acquired taste is the best kind!
lili remei csar
My gratitude to Berlin sessions for successfully evoking a laid back sit in the park with friends playing music for the viewer alone, love this song, one of many artists I never would have known otherwise. I will recommend this to my many music fan friends scattered on many continents!
Tom Klose
@lili remei csar thank you for the kind words and for the scattering! ;)
LIA
This guy's voice is amazing ♥
Katerina Skryabina
That's an amazing one. Have been listening to tom's song through the whole day!
Tom Klose
Alright!! My first 100.000 clicks on one video! So happy over here thanks for the early Christmas present everyone! :) on to the next 100k! :)
eortego1
Love your style, sir.
Jack Newton
+Tom Klose Legend. Great words. Great music. Lovely.
Tom Klose
haha and here they are! thanks again, keep em coming guys! :) on to the next 100k! ;)