Bad News
Tom MacDonald Lyrics

Mama, I got bad news, bad news
I need to tell you something that will not be good news.

I've been rolling with some bad dude, bad dudes
I've been spending time around people who are not good influences on me.

I've been tryna to get a bag too, bag too
I've been trying to make some money as well.

I'm just doing what I have to, I have to
I'm doing what I need to do in order to get by and be successful.

Brand new tattoos on my face
I got new tattoos on my face which may not be viewed positively by society.

Sad dude with a head full of rain
I'm feeling sad and depressed with a lot of thoughts in my head.

I just wanna make it rain, mama I will be okay
I just want to have a lot of money and I'll be fine.

I feel like I might break right now
I feel like I'm on the verge of falling apart mentally and emotionally.

I feel like making a fucking mistake right now, eh oh
I feel like doing something wrong that I'll regret.

I feel like making a cake right now
I feel like doing something positive to distract myself from my negative thoughts.

I blow out all the candles in my brains right now, eh oh
I want to get rid of all my negative thoughts and feelings.

I'm so tired of flexin'
I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not on social media.

I got a minor confession
I have something small to admit.

Like I might die from depression, like wo-oh
I feel like my depression may get the best of me.

I look good on the gram, but you know anyone can
I look good on social media, but anyone can portray themselves as having a great life online.

Mama I've got some bad news, bad news
I have something else that's not good to tell you.

You should go and wake up dad too, dad too
You should tell Dad as well.

Think there's nothing your son can't do, can't lose
I think I can do anything and I won't fail.

I've been popping mad pills with mad boose, sad truth
I've been taking a lot of pills and drinking alcohol which is a depressing reality.

Not fucking with my rap crew, mad goons in my place
I'm not friends with my rap group and there are some dangerous people around me.

Cash rules, smash dudes, catch a case
Money is important and I've hurt people to make it which could lead to legal trouble.

If they have to, all my friends are full of rage
If necessary, my friends can be violent.

I'm so tired of all the pain
I'm tired of feeling hurt and suffering.

Mama tell me it's okay
Please reassure me that everything will be alright.

Feel like I'm alone right now
I feel like no one understands or supports me.

No one I can trust right now
I don't trust anyone right now.

Cops are at my door, like they gonna bust it down, eh oh
The police are at my door and it feels like they're going to break in.

So sick of the hustle
I'm tired of the constant struggle and grind of life.

And all the fake introductions
I'm tired of meeting fake people who aren't genuine.

Where people make their assumptions, oh oh
People make assumptions about me without really understanding my situation.

I feel like life isn't real
I feel like my life isn't authentic or genuine.

Like I might get killed
I feel like I'm in danger and could die.

Mama, I got bad news, bad news
I have more bad news to tell you.

Daddy, I got bad news, fell in love with a rap dude, a rap dude
I'm in a relationship with a rapper.

Blew a couple on the gram, oh, the gram oh
I've spent a lot of money and shown it off on social media.

Got the haters in a bad mood, in a bad mood
My success and happiness bothers other people.

But daddy I got bad news, bad blues, everyday
I still have negative feelings and experiences every day.

Can't move, but I swear I'll be okay
I feel stuck but I'll get through it.

I have to, I ain't lien, it's just death truths
I'm not lying, these are just harsh realities.

I've been in a bad way
I've been struggling mentally and emotionally.

Don't cry your eyes out, I'm not dead
Don't worry or be afraid, I'm still alive.

I turned that gun aimed at my head
I was suicidal but didn't go through with it.

Mama, please don't be upset
I don't want to make you sad or upset.

Tryna live my life with no regrets
I'm trying to live my life without any long-lasting regrets.

My life not perfect, I admit it
My life is not ideal and I acknowledge that.

I have it all, I don't want dis
I have everything I need and don't want to lose it.

I feelin' all out of love
I'm feeling depleted and drained.

No one to trust
I don't have anyone I can rely on fully.

I keep it a buck
I'm honest and straightforward about everything.