FWM2
Tom The Mail Man Lyrics

I can't feel my face
I'm numb to my emotions and can't connect with them.

I can't let you go
I'm holding onto you despite the toxic nature of our relationship.

You showed me true love
You taught me about real, genuine love.

I showed you love that's so (uh)
I gave you a love that was conditional and not as authentic.

So damn conditional
My love had too many stipulations and requirements.

I wanna fall in love
I desire a deep, meaningful connection with someone.

But you're gon' have to pay the toll
But I expect something in return for my love, and you'll have to meet my standards.

I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean it
I apologize for what I said or did, but I still have trouble being vulnerable.

I'm so protective of all my deepest secrets
I have difficulty sharing my true self and emotions with others.

No fallin' over, no wastin' time
I don't want to get too invested in anything or anyone.

It took a lot of me to really call you mine
I had to put in a lot of effort and energy to commit to you.

Love don't fix all your problems
It's unrealistic to expect love to solve all of your issues and struggles.

Love don't stop space and time
Love can't control or stop the passage of time or distance between people.

Love won't watch out for your heart
Love won't always protect you from pain and hurt.

No love won't be here for you in the end, uh
Love won't always be there for you when you need it the most or in the long run.

Had a boo like one time
I had a significant other briefly in the past.

Never thought I'd make it two times
I never expected to have another meaningful relationship.

Never thought I'd have a boo that would tell me
I was surprised to have someone confide in me.

She had this same thing with a few guys
She had similar relationships with other men.

Always saw it special, always saw potential
I always thought our relationship was unique and full of potential.

Always thought that she was the one
I believed she was the person I was meant to be with.

Now I see she's just a girl with a gun
Now I realize she's someone who can hurt me with her actions and words.

Type of bitch, she like to blow you for fun
She's the type of person who enjoys causing chaos and drama for fun.

I don't think she was in love with me in the first place
I don't believe she had genuine feelings for me from the beginning.

Ayy, fuck that, I'ma fuck up my room
I'm angry and upset, and I need to release my emotions.

'Cause a dumb bitch went and fucked up my mood
Because someone hurt me and made me feel terrible.

I don't trip, I'ma go and fuck with you too
I'm not going to let this pain consume me, and I'm going to move on and find someone else to be with.

I don't trip, I don't want another like you
I don't want to end up with someone like you again in the future.

Don't trip, I bet all your friends are like you
I'm sure the people you associate with are similar to you in personality and behavior.

Yo dumb bitch, I bet they would fuck with me too
I'm insulting the person who hurt me and suggesting that others would like me more.

I bet they would fuck with me too
I believe other people would be interested in me romantically.

I bet they would fuck with me too, I know
I'm confident in myself and my ability to attract others.

Shit, with my mood, oh
Given my current emotional state...

Shit, with me too, oh (I don't want another like you)
...I don't want to end up with someone like you again.

Oh, oh nah nah-oh
Vocalization with no specific meaning.

Oh, nah-nah-nah, oh-oh-oh, ayy
Vocalization with no specific meaning.

Where the time went? (I don't want another like you)
I'm reflecting on how quickly time passes by and how I don't want to repeat my mistakes.